I don't own Twilight S.M. does. I do own a Bella Swan doll

The songs My Immortal and Take Over Me are totally owned by Evanescence

Thank you to my reviewers: A-VampyGirl-In-A-WolfyWorld and SorDem thanks again for the support!

Chapter 7

Biology 101: what's that smell?

I make it just in time to the biology classroom and stand in the door. I look over at Edward and he looks back, that boy is so man pretty. My heartbeat skyrockets as I look between the teacher's desk and then at the fan which stands between me and the teacher's desk. I look over at Edward with a look like I'm sorry, he looks back confused and frustrated it seems. Well, here goes everything and I walk right up to the teacher's desk and the fan hits my face and hair and Edward stiffens. I hand the teacher my slip and he signs it and tell me to go over to sit next to Edward. I walk slowly towards the desk and try to avoid the fan as much as possible. I look once into Edwards's eyes and I see hatred, pain and I think confusion again. I slowly take my seat and try to stay still as possible. I keep my breath as slow and shallow as possible and keep my heart calm also. I hope I'm making this easier for him. I chance one more glance at him, he is gripping the desk so hard I see flakes of wood coming off, and I look up in his eyes and try to say I'm so sorry with them, the hate disappears and now it's just pure wonder and confusion. I slowly look forward again and try to pay attention to the teacher ramble on about cell anatomy. As soon as the bell rings Edward bolts from his seat, I sit there as silent tears go down my face and I whisper "Sorry". I clear my face of tears throw my head back and see Edward just standing at the door looking at me, he turns then disappears among the throng of students in a hurry to their next class.

Angela comes over to my desk and asks me if I'm o.k..

"I'm fine Angela, I just got a major headache from the lack of food today." Sounds good to me anyway, I look over at Angela and doesn't look like she buy's it but doesn't say anything.

"No problem, Bella, it just looked like Edward Cullen said or did something to upset you. He was looking at you strangely."

"No he didn't say or do anything, I think he was just ill, told you not to eat that shit on a shingle didn't I?" I give out a half hearted laugh.

"Sure, Bella, do you need to find your next class? What's up next for you?"

"Choir is my last class, thank god I can maybe end this day on a high note so to speak. Sorry Angela bad pun."

"I'll let it go this time Bella, but watch out next time" she teases "I've got choir next, what section do you sing in?"

"I don't know, this is the first time I've ever been in choir."

"Oh boy I hope you like to sing in front of a bunch of new people, because Mr. Wagner will make you sing a song to see where to put you in the choir."

"Well, shit Angela I could of used that information last Tuesday."

"Sorry."

As I walk to choir with Angela, I thank god I took piano when I was younger, not for the music I wanted to get faster at typing and it seemed the best way to learn how to stretch my fingers and have fun at the same time. I'm glad I kept up with playing since my lessons as a teen. I hope the teacher will let me play and sing at the same time, my piano skills don't worry me on the song I picked it's my voice I'm worried about since I don't know how well Bella sings.

We arrive at the choir chambers and I spy Rosalie Cullen sitting at the piano giving me the evil eye. I just smile warmly at her and she just blinks stunned. I don't think she was expecting me to do that. I'm on a roll that's the third Vampire today that I have shocked or stunned.

Let me just say I understand Rosalie's pain, my childhood was a lot alike what her final hours of a human were like. Where Rosalie's only last a few hours, mine lasted 10 years. At least she was able to kill her attackers, I was unable to do that even now given the chance I couldn't do it, I wouldn't stoop to their level plus one is already dead. Maybe if Edward ever changes me I'll go and scare the shit out of them instead.

I go over to Mr. Wagner's desk and introduce myself.

"Hello, Sir, I'm Bella Swan."

"Oh yes Miss Swan I was informed of you placement in the class. Now tell me what do you sing? Soprano, Second Soprano or Alto?"

"Honestly Sir, I don't know. This is the first time I've sang in a choir."

"Well, Miss Swan you need to perform a piece so I can determine the best placement for you. Rosalie is more than willing to play most anything you could sing with no problem, Isn't that right Rosalie?"

"Yes Sir, Mr. Wagner." Rosalie speaks up. Wow that girl not only has a stunning body and face, her voice does sound like angel's singing. I think she just dazzled Mr. Wagner, he got this glass eye look, it's almost funny.

"Mr. Wagner? Sir?" I try to get his attention.

"Ah, yes Miss Swan." He finally is out of his stupor.

"I was wondering if I could play for myself since this is a song I know very well?"

"Sure, not a problem"

Rosalie stands with a grunt and walks to the other end of the grand piano and just stares at me. Way to make me more fucking nervous, bitch! I sit down on the bench and pull myself up erect and totally focus on the keys. It's been a month since I've played I have to warm up. I run through the scales, the piano is perfectly tuned, that's nice. I decided to sing My Immortal by Evanescence, I figure it's appropriate.

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave

Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal; this pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light

Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal; this pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me, me, me

As the last note lingers in the air I look around the room for the first time. I see girls with tears going down their faces, and boys with stunned looks. Even Rosalie looks impress. Shit, first day of school and I impress Rosalie "ICE BITCH" Cullen, mark the calendars! Mr. Wagner approaches me in awe, like I'm a fucking god from heaven. Well, maybe I am I don't really fucking know why I'm here and not heaven.

"Miss Swan, Bella that was beautiful. Whatever is that song called?" Inquiries Mr. Wagner.

Now it's my turn to look at him like he has three heads.

"Yes, Bella what is the name of that song, it was so moving." Angela asks

"Please Bella.." some boy in the back row calls

"Bella, what was that?" Rosalie also asks

Don't tell me they never heard this song before, it's Evanescence for fuck sake!

I look at Rosalie and say "It's called My Immortal, it's about undying love."

"Miss Swan that was amazing in the twenty two years of teaching I've never heard anything like that." I guess I get an A plus for brown nosing on the first day.

"Can you do another one?" Mr. Wagner asks me.

"Uh, sure."

I decide on my next favorite Evanescence song Take Over Me. I love this band they use a lot of piano. They just rock, I'm going to be bummed if they aren't in this world.

You don't remember me but I remember you

I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you

But who can decide what they dream and dream I do

I believe in you

I'll give up everything just to find you

I have to be with you to live, to breathe

You're taking over me

Have you forgotten all I know and all we had

You saw me mourning my love for you and touched my hand

I knew you loved me then

I believe in you

I'll give up everything just to find you

I have to be with you to live, to breathe

You're taking over me

I look in the mirror and see your face

If I look deep enough

So many things inside that

Just like you are taking over

I believe in you

I'll give up everything just to find you

I have to be with you to live, to breathe

You're taking over me

I believe in you

(I believe in you)

I'll give up everything just to find you

I have to be with you to live, to breathe

You're taking over me

(Taking over me)

You're taking over me

(Taking over me)

Taking over me

I get a standing ovation after that one, and I fucking blush! I never fucking blush! God damn Bella Swan body! I don't think Evanescence is in this fucked up world I'm in.

"What was that one called?" Mr. Wagner asks

"Take Over Me, it's about a lost love, kind of like Romeo and Juliet."

"Bella, were did this songs come from?"

"Err, a dream, I think?" What the fuck am I suppose to say? They have no idea of these songs, shit.

"You dreamt this? Did you write it down or anything?"

"No, I can't write music, my fingers just knew where to go and the lyrics that went with it."

"Wow, Bella, do you think you can play those again and maybe we can get the notes written down while you play. Miss Hale, you think you can watch her for the notes and Miss Webber could you write down the lyrics?"

"Of course Mr. Wagner" both Rosalie and Angela answer.

"Now class pay attention to Miss Swan, Hale and Webber this is how music is made."

I go through both songs 4 times each and at the end of the class Rose played the piano while Angela and Rose both sang the lyrics. My god it was like Angels singing from heaven. It was amazing. I clapped so hard when they got done with both songs just out shined by their performance. Wow isn't a strong enough word to say what I just witnessed.

"Angela, Rosalie that was amazing, little baby angels on high are crying over how beautiful you two sounded." I commented

"Oh no Bella you sang it so much better with so much emotion." Angela tells me

"You're too kind Angela, but thanks"

"No Bella, these songs are two of the best I've ever heard, and I've heard a lot of songs." Rose looks at me straight in the eye.

I stare right back and give her a warm understanding smile and thank her, and she smiles back. Fucking meow! I think her face might break watch out for diamonds shattering around the room! The bell rings and I trudge my way over to the office to turn in that fucking slip. I walk in and witness the tail end of Edward trying to switch classes, good luck with that Mister Hottie. Some chick walks in behind me and stirs up the wind and now Mister Stiffy has returned, too bad it's not in the area I was hoping for. He turns around and looks at me and I glance down and HOLY SHIT! Mr. Prude does have a stiffy either that he is packing a fucking cucumber! Fucking meow, all those fan fiction stories were right he is huge! I look up at his black eyes and shit I think I might need to burn the jeans now too! As he storms out of the office, I look down at the floor to make sure I didn't leave a puddle and walk forward to the desk and hand in my slip.

I make my way to the parking lot and spy the Cullen Crew hanging out at the Volvo. As I walk over to the truck and watch the Crew watch me, Rosalie, Emmett and Alice all wave bye to me as I climb into my truck, I yell good bye back and start up The Thing. I think I saw Rose cringe, and I don't blame her I cringe too every time I start this monster. I leave hell behind and head to Safeway to pick up groceries and hopefully this town has a Target or something, I can't remember. I got what I needed to get done at Safeway and asked there if they had like a Target or Wal-Mart in town, maybe even a Freddy's, and was again shot the alien look, shit I didn't ask for the meaning of life. I was told the nearest Target is in Port Angeles, guess where I'm going this weekend.

I get home and unload the groceries and put everything away. I then go up and get out of these jeans and panties, I wasn't kidding soaked. I throw on a fresh pair of undies and some yoga pants and head down to make dinner for Charlie. I decided to make my family favorite meatloaf. I throw it in the oven and get started on this fucking homework; I'm going to have Alice to help me with the Trig and Bio work. If she doesn't help, I'm so going to fail. Maybe I can tap into the school computers and change my grade ala War Games. Na, can't with the computer up in my room, it would more then likely blow it up if it gets above 2400 bits per minute.

I finish up the homework I can do, and put it all away and take it up to my room. I go down and finish up dinner as Charlie walks in. I tell him to wash up dinner is about to go on the table. I set the table, and get dinner served.

"Hi Bells, how was the first day of school?"

"Pretty good dad, it was an interesting day."

"How so?"

"Well, a couple of the classes are a challenge at the moment only because they are a little ahead of where I was in Phoenix. But I met some nice kids today."

"Oh yeah? Like who?"

"Angela Webber, Jessica Stanley, Alice and Emmett Cullen and Rosalie Hale, they were all very nice to me and helped me around school."

"That's great kid, the Webbers are one nice family just like the Cullens. I would take caution with Jessica Stanley, let me just say I've caught her in many different backseats lately."

Oh shit this is fucking great; my dad has dirt on the slut!

"Oh really dad, well I kind of had words with her about cutting people down for self gain, so I'm positive she will never be a close friend. Plus I had a run in with Mike Newton you might hear about." I figure if I let him know now before he gets a phone call he won't be caught by surprise, that's what I always told my kids to do if they did something they might get in trouble for.

"What happen with Mike Newton?"

"During Lunch he came up and put his arm around me like we were dating or something and asked me 'Hey baby, what's your name?' and I punched him in the crouch, and told him to keep his hands to himself and my name isn't baby."

"Ouch Bella, you shouldn't have done that."

Way to support the molester dad!

"So you rather have random guys paw your daughter instead Dad? I'm not going to say I'm sorry for something I'm not, I don't want anyone I don't know touching me and I'm going to protect myself." I huff

"Well, no Bells I'm not saying that but you should have told him to remove his arm first."

"Sorry about not warning him, but he surprised me and I went into self protect mode and just acted." I'm so not sorry for not warning him, I've wanted to do that to him since I read the books the first time. That boy shouldn't be allowed to procreate EVER!

"O.K. Bella, please warn them first at least, no guy likes getting hit below the belt."

"I know dad, that is why is an effective tool." I giggle

I get a stern look and just smile back at him, he knows I'm right. I get up and clear the dishes and get them washed and set in the dryer. I really wish they had a dishwasher. I sit and watch some TV. with Charlie and then head up stairs and get ready for bed. I take a shower and change into my p.j.'s, and sit down on the desk and start writing all I remember from the first twilight book in my notebook as I wait for Alice to show up. At 10 p.m. Charlie knocks at the door and says good night, I put the notebook away, open my window a bit and wait to see if Bubbles show up. At 10:15 Alice appears at the end of my bed with a huge smile and a couple of shopping bags. Oh wow it's time for story hour with Alice Cullen with dress up intermission time shoved in there somewhere, oh joy.

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