The TARDIS showed me down the hallway that led towards my room. I could tell she was showing off for me, she'd not only lighted the way but she made signs that said "10 feet to your room" or "Turn left here". I was laughing the whole way there.

"You're absolutely crazy!" I giggled to her.

"You've met my Thief, would you expect anything less?" she answered back with a giggle of her own. I looked up at the ceiling, curious.

"Why do you call the Doctor "Thief"?" I could feel her smile at me.

"Because he stole me. He was younger when he did so." I nodded, that sounded like something the Doctor would do. A few seconds later, I was greeted with a dark brown door that had my name in gold calligraphy. Painted on each side of my name was a Big Bang lily, my favorite flower. I reached a hand out and lightly touched the painted flower, it felt so life-like. It was like there were two actual real flowers on my door. I placed a gentle hand on the glass door knob and turned it, while covering my eyes with my other hand. The TARDIS already told me that she made my room exactly like my room on earth but I still wanted to be surprised. I stepped into the room and shut the door behind me. "Oh! Uncover your eyes already, sweetheart!" I laughed at the TARDIS impatience.

"Alright, alright!" I slowly uncovered my eyes and open them. My hands flew up to my mouth in shock, not only was the room like the room that my dad painted for me for my third birthday but it also had things from my past life as Jessa Potter. The star painted ceiling was an actual real starry sky. The TARDIS blue paint was even more beautiful with the ceiling. The furnishing was the same dark brown as the door. The bed was a canopy like the ones at Hogwarts, its sheets and curtains were silver silk. I was given a little art studio in the right hand corner of the room. Leaning on the wardrobe was a replica of my Firebolt, hanging on the wall were both my Gryffindor school uniform and seeker uniform in glass cases. There were actual pictures from my life as Jessa Potter hanging all over the place and pictures of my life as Jessa Tyler. A few tears escaped my eyes. I put a hand on a wall and moved it in circles. "Thank you so much . . . ah, what should I call you?" I asked the TARDIS.

"My Thief calls me Sexy, sometimes." I snorted at that.

"I'm sure he does. How about Des?" I smiled as she squealed in excitement.

"I love it!" what I didn't know was that another person had named her that the first time they met each other. I started to unpack my things and put them in place. I hung my artwork everywhere and anywhere I could. There were drawling's of my past life, of nine very odd men, of crazy aliens, of a beautiful locket, and of a woman, all of which I would dream about. This woman hair and clothes changed to match the nine men outfits, unlike the man who completely changes. I frown as I look at her pictures, I could never get her face features right just her eye and hair colour. Once I was done unpacking, I flopped back onto my bed. I looked over to my left to stare at the Doctors journal. I reached over and picked it up, bringing it up over my face to read it. When I opened it, the pages were blank. I sat up quickly, I flipped through a few more pages they were all blank.

"It's blank." I looked up to the ceiling, "Des, his journal is blank." For a moment I thought I felt the TARDIS release a tear, but what would she be sad about? Suddenly gold particles appeared in front of me. It looked like a whole galaxy of gold, it floated gracefully and twirled in front of my eyes. It showed me life, death, laughter, and suffering. Images flashed in my head like long lost memories of my Doctor, at least not yet. I saw a boy, slight with a wiry grin. I saw him age and change into a tall man with small shoulders. 'Oh, you clever boy,' I thought. It was the Doctor, but not. In a whirlwind, the man threw open the doors and turned in awe.

"Aren't you beautiful!" his voice rimmed with elation. There were yells and he snapped his head back to the blue doors before slamming them shut. "Let's go see the universe, shall we?" he laughed and he pulled a silver lever down with all his might.

The scene changed and so did the man. The TARDIS ricocheted violently and sparks flew. He gritted his teeth and his eyes were wild with fear.

"Come on now!" he screamed. He then sprinted to the doors and when they open, a violent burst of orange and sick yellow light flashed. His yell was heart wrenching and he crumpled in the open doors, sobbing into his hands.

"Stop!" I screamed, tears rolling down my cheeks, "Please, no more." I sobbed. I felt like my whole world was torn apart the moment I saw that burst of light. I felt empty and sad, l felt like I lost something but I had no idea why I felt like that. I looked down and saw that the book was still open, quickly I shut it and put it in my nightstand drawer. I shut the drawer and moved over to my art desk, trying to get as far as possible from the book for now. I wiped my eyes dry and blew my nose in a hanky. After I had calmed down, I took a piece of sketching paper and started to draw the locket again. It was shaped like a star, gold in colour with a white diamond in its center. This time I drew it open, for the first time ever since I started drawling it. There were two butter colour lights streaming out from the open locket, with weird circles in them. There was an inscription on the outside of the locket on the back but this time in English.

"To Banu, the greatest adventure of my life. All my love, Theta." The locket belonged to the mysterious changing girl and whoever Theta was, loved her very much. It reminded me of my John. I sighed at the thought of him, was he doing okay? How was he dealing with my sudden death? How was Harry dealing with it? All these questions ran through my head but I did what I had to do and I wouldn't have change my decision if I was given the chance to. Of course I missed them, I mean John and Harry were my world so I had to protect them. I got another piece of sketch paper out and started to draw John hold Harry for the first time after he was born at St. Mungo's. I made sure to make his hair have just the right amount of floppiness, I lightly drew his nonexistent eyebrows or what he liked to call "delicate", and I made sure that his chin was big and pointy as if it could poke an eye out. I laughed to myself at that as I drew on his beloved bowtie. When it was finished I put it in the special folder I had just for John and Harry. There was a knock at the door and soon the Doctor's head poked in.

"Ello." He came into my room and sat on my bed, "Ooh, I like it."

"Thank you but Des did most of the work." I shrugged with a smile.

"Des?" he question with an unreadable look on his face.

"Oh, sorry. I gave the TARDIS an actual name that didn't start with S and end with Exy." I teased him, laughing when his face went red. "So, I'm guessing you finished reading the books then?"

"Yes, I 'ave." he nodded. I took a deep breath.

"So, question time then." I got up from my desk chair and sat on the bed, getting comfortable for a long talk. "Alright, what question do you have first?" I asked him as I lean back on the headrest. He sat back against one of the poles at the end of the bed.

"Was there really that much tension between you and this Malfoy character? Is that even his real name? Poor child." The Doctor shook his head.

"Why does everyone say that?" I asked.

"Well because it's a wee bit obvious." I rolled my eyes.

"Ugh. Yes, we had a thing but –"

"Oooohhh goodie! Extended edition!" the Doctor exclaimed, interrupting me. I raised an eyebrow at him.

"Ok, no. Nope, no more Harry Potter for you." I shook my head at him.

"But why? I made popcorn!" I burst out laughing as he took a bag of popcorn out of his jacket pockets.

"Let me guess, bigger on the inside pockets?" I asked with a bright smile. He winked at me. "I'm surprised you didn't ask about the Dursley's first." I told him. His expression went dark with anger.

"Those type of people are the reason why the world's best stop." I looked at him confused.

"Stop what?" I asked.

"Growing, trying, shining. Nothing makes me more sad." He looked away for a moment before looking back at me, "But you stayed there, evening though they hated you. Why?"

"I had to, really. The blood wards protected me from Tom till I turn seventeen but they didn't protect me from inside the house, only the outside." I explained, "My mother's love protected me from Tom but so did the horcrux, well it did until I destroyed it."

"I liked Dumbledore. I understand him." I smiled at that.

"I liked him too. He was like a crazy grandpa." I looked off, remembering all the good and happy memories I had with Albus. The Doctor moved off the bed and walked over to my pictures of John, Harry and I together.

"This is your husband and son?" he asked turning back to look at me.

"Yes." I got up and stood beside him. "He was twenty when we met, I was almost eighteen. It was at St. Mungo's after the war was over when we met. I was severely injured but was running on adrenaline. He was just a Healer-in-training but everyone was needed that day. He was so clumsy and embarrassed because of it, I found it cute and told him so. He turn such a bright red I thought I'd have to get him a Healer. After that we hit it'd off, we were friends for a year before we even began to date. We got married and nine months later our son was born." The Doctor stared at me from the corner of his eye.

"Do you know how they are now?" I blinked and wiped a corner of my eye with my left palm.

"No, I wonder everyday though. I know Mione is keeping an eye on them though so they may be completely bored, but safe." I chuckled. I smiled sadly at John's and mine wedding photo. We were smiling at each other so happily in love. "I hope he finds someone." I said softly. "Harry needs a mother."

"I'm sorry. Is that why you're called Harry here?" The Doctor brought out of one the books, I nodded.

"He's bound to have adventures of his own, but it makes me feel closer to him." I brushed my fingers across the spine.

"Did they know that you were going to do what you did?" he asked. I shook my head.

"I couldn't. John would have stopped me, I had to keep them safe."

"Who was after you?" my green eyes narrowed.

"Monsters." My voice was sharp like a blade.

"Monsters?" he asked confused.

"My people. They wanted the Earth to themselves and all magical beings. They were going to get rid of the Muggles, so I stopped them." I crossed my arms.

"By sacrificing yourself!" I turned to the Doctor in shock at his raised voice.

"Yes. It was for the greater good, Doctor. My sacrifice saved hundreds and hundreds of people in one day. By walking through the Veil, I was not only willingly sacrificing myself but my magic as well. Every magical being would become Muggle, if Magic did not deemed them worthy to use it for good." I glared at him.

"Magic is a person?"

"Of course it is. And for some reason Magic chose me as one of her favorite magical child and gave me powerful magic and whatnot, and that I was willing to give that all up just to save people I would never know made her proud of me. She came to Mione and me propositioning us with the ritual and condition." I sat down in my desk chair again. "We agreed of course, we just got done with one war and we didn't want another one, all that we asked was that she let our families keep their magic which she happily agreed to."

"Did you even think about all that you were giving up?" the Doctor leaned a hip on my desk.

"Of course, I did. I had a week to say goodbye to everything and everyone. I had to put on a front so that they wouldn't know that I was falling apart." My eyes started to water, "I hated it, Doctor. I couldn't mourn for all the what if's that I would miss with my son and husband because I was de-age back to a baby and forgot about my past life until the death of my father." The tears started to flow. The Doctor looked ashamed as he began to wipe my tears away.

"I'm sorry. What didn't you put into the books?" he asked softly.

"That I had a younger twin brother actually." He looked at me in shock.

"Well, go on!" I smiled slightly.

"His name was Jackson Ryan Potter, he was my best friend and the best little brother any girl could have. He was quite the flirt, Jack. Anything that was gorgeous and walked on two legs was up for grabs to him. He passed away at the end of our fifth year though." I sniffed.

"How?" he asked.

"When Sirius went through the Veil, Remus could only stop one of us and I was closest to him. That was the worst summer I ever had. The Dursley's celebrated that Jack, in their words "offed himself"." I shook my head, "I just hope that Magic was as kind to him as she was to me."

"That she sent him to another world?" I nodded.

"Jack used to call me Jessa-Ro—" I stopped in absolute shock. The face of Bo had instantly called me that even though I had never met him before but apparently we would in the future and we were important to each other. 'Could I actually be right? Jack could be alive and living in this world!' I started to smile at the thought.

"Hello? Earth to Jessamine?" the Doctor waved a hand in front of my face making me come back to reality.

"Sorry, he used to call me Jessa-Rose." I finished. I looked away for a moment, 'I need to find him again.' I look back over to the Doctor, 'He said we'd meet soon and in his first form which has to be his human form, maybe the Doctor will let him travel with us.' I noticed the Doctor was looking at me, expectantly. "I'm sorry, did you say something?" he raised an eyebrow at me.

"I asked did you have any questions for me?" I froze. I had no idea what to do, I know I did finish his journal but I didn't want to ask about anything.

"No, I'm gonna wait until you just want to tell me. Letting someone in is a big deal, not a "I'll show you mine if you show me yours"." I answered him, I went to my nightstand and took the book out. I walk over to him and held it out to him, "I have more than a good idea that it'll explain everything to me anyway, but I want your trust first." He looked down at the journal then back at me before he pushed it back to me.

"I already do, and I want you to keep it." I look at him in shock, I was touched that he trusted me already after such short time of knowing each other.

"Are you sure?" I asked just in case. He smiled softly before leaning in and pressing a kiss close to my lips.

"Absolutely." He whispered, our eyes connected and it was like time had frozen. Suddenly there's an alarm sounding through the TARDIS, we jump away from each other in shock. I held the book tightly to my chest as the Doctor cleared his throat. "We better go check that out."

"Yeah." I answered, neither of us moved. 'What the bloody hell just happen?! I still love John . . . right?' I looked down at the floor, 'Could I possible be falling for the Doctor?' I looked back up at the man. Maybe it was time to let John go, I could never return home and even if I did John could have remarried by then. And I was happy right where I was, with the Doctor in the TARDIS getting ready to go on our next adventure. "Well, what are you waiting for? Let's go see what's going on." I put the book down on my bed and grab the Doctor's hand, dragging him out of my room back to the control room.

"Fantastic!" I giggled at the Doctor's childlike excitement. I let go of his hand, letting him get to work. I stood in the archway watching him. I smiled softly, it was most defiantly time for me to let go of John and move on. "Are you just gonna stand there all day or do you not want to learn how to drive the TARDIS?" he asked me. I smirked at him.

"You should know the answer to that." I moved over to him, listening and following his directions. Out of all the men I have met or seen, I'm glad that it was the Doctor that my heart had chosen for new a beginning.