A/N: As I promised here is the summery of what the letter's were about:
November 1917: Edward start's courting Bella, they are both human, he makes her call him Edward, she make's him call her Bella, Bella is 16.
January 1918: Edward proposed in the meadow, the ring from the book, wedding is in July, just before Edward turns 18, first mention of the Spanish Influencer.
March 1918: The Mason's are admitted to hospital with the Spanish Influencer, Anthony die's, first mention of Dr. Cullen.
April 1918: Edward and Elizabeth died, Bella's father was admitted to hospital, they could not find Edwards body, If the father die's they move from Fork's to Chicago.
June 1918: Bella being depressed because Edward's birthday is coming up and she's not aloud to go back to Fork's for it. Still wearing ring but on wrong hand.
September 1918: Thought she saw Edward and Carlisle arguing, Renesmee is courting at 14, Jacob showing interest.
November 1918: Bella has a fever, her mother is worried, Bella doesn't like hospital's.
I know on wiki and in the book's Edward was changed in September but who cares didn't fit in with that I wanted.
Disclaimer; I do not own Twilight, If I did I might care when Edward was really changed.
Chapter 2
Isabella Marie Swan, November 1918.
Mother decided she was going to take me to the hospital, she has been wearing her medical mask around me as well. As much as it disturbs me, I need her to stay as safe as humanly possible if not for myself then for Renesmee, I can't believe my sister is engaged, I am delighted for her and her happiness.
I finished folding my last dress into my small suit case, before I forgot I packed my little book which had my birth certificate and letter's from Edward in it, I also put in a few picture of my family and one of Edward and I just after he proposed, just incase I was there for a wile. I felt so cold, more then I normally would in winter, I had a very lovely winter dress on and 3 coat's, that's right 3.
I started coughing when mother walked into the room, she patted my back comfortingly and grabbed my small suit case.
"You all ready sweet heart?" I nodded will still coughing "You'll see, you will be out in not time."
Once we got to the hospital they rushed me into a room and the doctor said I had the dreadful Spanish Influenza, Mother cried and hugged me tightly, I felt numb. Before they took me away I wrote a few letter's, my family was not allowed to see me after this. I wrote one to mother, praising her and saying how much I loved her, one to Renesmee saying how much I would miss my darling sister but how happy I was that she would be marring a man she loved. Lastly I wrote one to Jacob, wishing him the best and threatening him that if he ever hurt her I would come back from the dead and hunt him down.
Mother managed to arrange that I had a private room, I really didn't want to know how much it cost her. I was made to change into a horrid hospital gown, it was a good thing I left room in my suit case as I now had enough room to fit my dress, corset, under skirt and the 3 coat's.
Around midnight I way in my bed, sweating like a pig, unable to sleep and hearing the cry's of the other patines, I wasn't as bad yet, although I did look fairly blue. There was a tap at my door and I whispered a weak come in, being so thirsty but not being able to get a drink. As the figure walked into my room and turned on my light I had to do a double take.
"Hello Miss Swan I'm Dr. Cullen, I'll be your doctor for your time here, would you like some water?" I nodded but couldn't find any words, when he handed me the drink I drank much to fast but I was so thirsty. "Better?" I nodded once again.
"Dr. Cullen?" My voice cracked, he looked up from my chart. "You wouldn't happen to be the same Dr. Cullen who worked in Fork's for a wile would you?" He raised and eye brow but nodded "You took care of my fiancé, Edward Mason and his family." Something unknown crossed his eyes "I am glade he had such a fantastic Doctor take care of him though..." With that I started to cough.
"Ah so your the extraordinary Bella I've heard so much about, he never stop's talking about you!" I smiled sadly at him, something flashed across his eye's again, like he said something wrong.
"I bet he did, Mother say's the same thing about me and talking about him" my voice kept cracking which I didn't like "One thing that always bothered me though was how could they loose his body?"
"I have no idea darling girl, it shocked me as well, I had to take a couple of day sick because I was so exhorted and when I come back I find out they miss placed it, I wheeled him down myself, I don't know how they could of." I nodded.
"In a way I'm sort of happy they did" he looked slightly shocked "Well for a will there it helped with my theory he was still alive and seeing Elizabeth they way she was only make me happy I didn't have to see Edward the same way" he nodded as if in deep thought.
"That is a lovely ring you have there" I smiled and looked at my right hand, glaring at it slightly I tried to take it off by my fingers are too weak.
"It's our engagement ring, mother make's me wear it on the wrong hand, I want it on my left hand" quickly Dr. Cullen picked up my Right hand carefully, sliding the ring off he then took my left hand and placed the ring back in it' true place "It never did look right on my right hand, thank you Dr. Cullen" my voice was sounding oddly childish. The room was slowly getting lighter and moving a bit, my eye's wouldn't stay open by themselves anymore, but I didn't want to be rude.
"Go to sleep my child, I have to go make a call as well" I nodded and felt unconsciousness over come me.
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"Carlisle what's wrong with her" I heard an angel's voice whisper yell.
"She's got the Influenza, this will be her second day" the angle cried out in pain.
"No she can't die like this, she was meant to have children and grow old! she was meant to fall in love again!" the angel sounded mad.
"She's still in love with you, I spoke to her last night, apparently her mother made her wear then ring on her right hand." I realised that the calm voice was Dr. Cullen.
"I know, her mother feel's bad for it" the angel knew my mother, that's interesting "she wrote lovely letter's to her family when she was admitted." The room was quite for a wile, I started coughing which broke the silence and made me sit up right. "Bella are you okay?" I heard the angel's voice ask and someone's hand on my back, rubbing in a soothing motion, I nodded will still coughing. Once I stopped I concentrated on my breathing when a straw was lifted to my mouth, I took another long drink feeling thirstier then before.
"Thank you" my voice was barely a whisper and it cracked twice, I looked up at the angle who was still rubbing my back, I almost chocked on air when I sore his face. The angle looked just like Edward, only his skin was paler and flawless, his eye were dark rather then his vibrant green. "Am I going insane?" I asked the angel and Dr. Cullen, the Angle looked at me funny.
"Not that I'm aware of?" his voice even sounded like a more musical version of Edwards.
"Dead?" he shook his head "Well not get at least" his eye's tightened at my mumbled words. "So I'm dreaming, although I don't see why I would be dreaming of being in a hospital" my voice was barely a whisper yet still managed to crack again.
"Why would you be dreaming, dead or insane?" the angle asked, looking concerned.
"Because you look and sound so much like my beloved Edward" I couldn't even hear my voice anymore "I'm going to go back to sleep"
"Yes, darling get as much sleep as you can" Dr. Cullen said, I lay back down and snuggled into my sheet's quickly falling asleep to the humming of my angle.
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I woke up screaming, it felt like I was being stabbed in my stomach, tears were streaming down my face and I felt like I needed to throw up, only I couldn't get up and I didn't have anything to throw up.
"Bella! Bella are you ok?" The angle's voice held so much urgency and worry I shook my head will still clutching my stomach and crying. "It's okay I'm here for you" they kissed the side of my head and just held me as I cried in pain, it hurt so much.
"What's wrong?" Dr. Cullen's voice said, from the front of my bed.
"She's just woke up screaming and crying saying it hurts and holding her stomach" his voice was frantic "No Carlisle she has to get better, she just has too!" the angel sound miserable.
"There is the other option Edward" Dr. Cullen left the sentence in there air, It sounded like my angle was growling.
My limb's started to feel heavy, I forgot all about the pain in my stomach as my lung's started to feel like there were burning, I started gasping for air as I fell be onto the bed, curling up in a ball on my said the only thing I could concentrate on was my breathing, I vaguely realised I was coughing as well. After what felt like much to long my breathing settled, my lungs still hurt but it wasn't as bad, rolling out of the ball I opened my eyes with the little bit of strength I had I sat myself up, the Angel helped me sit up when I faulted.
"Bella it's all going to be okay" I nodded weakly at the angle's words, looking around the room I found out I wasn't in the hospital which would explain why it was so quiet.
"Where am I?" I asked looking at my angles, he smiled softly.
"Your at mine house, I live here with Carlisle, you looked extremely uncomfortable in the hospital, plus it smelt awful." I nodded and tried to smile soft they.
"Thank you" The angle was playing with my hand and ring the same way Edward use too "You remind me so such of my Edward angel" I mumbled.
"Angel's don't have red eyes" he said back, looking at me in the eye.
"Who says angle's don't have red eyes, I mean the blue eye you see in stuff is pretty but the bible paints such a wicked picture of angles so they probably do have red eyes." He seem to process this and a smirk appeared on his face, I wasn't sure how he was hearing me through.
"We'll agree too disagree then" I nodded softly
"Your doing it again" I mumbled, he looked at me curiously "Reminding me of my Edward."
"I am your Edward, Carlisle saved me when I was dying, but it came with it's price." I was slowly sinking into the bed, my deoxidized brain was keeping up amasingly well.
"Are you healthy?" he nodded "are you happy?"
"I can't be happy without you Bella, I could never be." I half heartedly glared at him.
"Non sense you have to be happy, you just have to be" he shook his head softly.
"Were you happy without me?" I shook my head "Exactly, aren't you curious as to what the price is for me being alive?" I nodded at him, not able to find my voice. "I'm a vampire Bella, the whole drink blood and stuff, I can even read minds."
"Can you read mine?" I asked half panicked, he shook his head, I relaxed slightly "So do you burn in the sun and sleep in coffin's? Cause I've seen Carlisle in the day so that doesn't make sense, his he a vampire too?" my breathing was wizy and it took me a wile to get that out.
"Yes, he is and no we don't sleep and we can go out in the day but when we're in direct sun light we" he paused for a bit "sparkly" I smiled and giggled a lit which hurt.
"How does Carlisle work at a hospital if he's a vampire and why can you be so close to me?" my eyes were starting to drift shut.
"Carlisle is nearly three hundred years old and has a lot of practice, we drink from animal's rather then humans, Carlisle think's the reason I can be around you is because of my love for you, I nearly attacked you when I first smelt your scent" I shrugged as he hung his head in same.
"But" Carlisle's voice came from in front of my bed again, I looked up at him as he nodded for Edward to continue.
"When I saw your face" he pause "when I saw it was you I just stopped, I went from wanting to suck you dry to wanting to run to you and wipe away your tears." I smiled softly at Edward, I could feel my lungs starting to give out.
"That's all that matter's" I mouthed, not being able to get air out of my lungs.
"Edward, she's going, her heart's failing!" Carlisle's voice was urgent as he started to move me and check things. "EDWARD!" he yelled, Edward was just looking at me shocked "The bloody boy, Bella?" I turned my head to look at Carlisle, my lungs weren't working "Bella I do love Edward?" I nodded with my eye's.
"Carlisle I can't have her to be sacrum to this fate!" Edward growled, I tightened my hand on Edward's with the little strength I had, I also managed to suck in a breath, a shaky one but it helped. Carlisle started specking to fast for me to understand, Edward looked less then happy. "Fine but it's her choice"
"Bella" I turned back to Carlisle, trying to take another breath, it felt like I was drowning "I can help, I can do what I did for Edward for you, but you will be a vampire as well" he pause and looked at Edward I turned my eyes to him as well, he looked heart broken, watching me and stocking my hair, turning my eyes back to Carlisle I nodded, sucking in one last breath "That's a yes right?" I nodded again, and mouthed a yes to make sure he knew. He picked up my wrist and seemed to be silently talking to Edward "This is going to hurt" I nodded, just before he's lips meet my wrist I turned to Edward and sucked in a small breath, I had to tell Edward one thing.
"I love you Edward" it was barley audible but it took his attention off Carlisle.
"I love you too Bella" with that I felt a pain shoot up my arm, my arm was burning wore then my stomach and lung's before. The burning started to go through my whole body and I felt myself gasping for air and the pain felt like it lasted for for year's rather then day's, Edward stayed by my side the whole time apologising and humming to me the entire time.
A/N; I've got a few chapters sitting there ready to go, I just have to do some major editing and proofing but it shouldn't be long till the next chapters out. The next chapter will be present day, so Bella as a vampire, I really didn't want to go through the meeting and changing of everyone, however it will be explained. Hope you enjoy the story and will update soon.
