Let Loose

Chapter 7


"Lauren?"

The blonde turns away from the smooth wood of the door and faces the uncertain form of the succubus. She sighs, and walks to the foot of the bed and sits down. "You should know by now that things with Bo never go smoothly," Miss sensible points out to the frustrated blonde. Bo approaches cautiously taking her place beside the object of her desires and corresponding control issues. "Show me your hand," Lauren says, holding out her own. The brunette places her almost completely healed hand, into the doctors warm outstretched palm. "Remarkable," she mutters as she runs her fingers over Bo's knuckles.

"So are you pissed at me, for healing?" The succubus asks, searching the blondes face for a hint on what she is thinking.

"I'm a little angry but mostly I'm... jealous," Lauren responds matter of factly, before closing her eyes and shaking her head. She really wasn't enjoying the "lets blurt out everything we feel" part of the fae whammy. She clamps her lips tightly together horrified at admitting to being jealous.

"How could you possibly be jealous of a middle aged man in a flannel shirt?" Bo asks incredulously. "It was just a kiss and my lips barely grazed him," she continues, unable to understand the blondes reaction.

Lauren laughs at the brunette's words, "I'm not jealous of Mr Lumber Jack, I'm jealous that you fed from him instead of taking what you needed from me. I mean he was human right, why would you heal from him, when I could provide you with the same medicine and look better doing it. Your needs as a succubus is a part of who you are, I don't understand why you hold that significant part of yourself away from me. Have I ever made you feel that you should be ashamed of it, Bo?"

The brunette cups Lauren's face with her hands. "You are the one who helped me come to terms with who I am,Lauren, you made me feel special. I will never be able to express my gratitude for what you did for me. If it wasn't for your shots, I would still be unable to control my urges enough to even feed from humans without killing them."

"That's right you have the control to feed from humans now, but you have never once fed from me and that makes me feel like you don't think I am strong enough to be what you need. Now don't get me wrong, I know that I would never be enough to sustain you, Bo, not even a fae is capable of that. But I don't want you to hold back with me, you shouldn't have to." Bo shakes her head at the doctors words.

"Lauren, it's not like I haven't thought about tasting your chi, I have dreamed about it many times, believe me," the succubus explains, shivering from just the thought of feeding from the blonde sitting beside her. "That first night we spent together, I told you I didn't want to hurt you, and I meant it. The way I feel about you makes my desire to feed from you ten times more powerful than anyone else with an above average aura. It took every ounce of restraint I had, not to feed from you that night and I think the only way I managed that was because we took it slow. You saw me earlier tonight the more aggressive you are, the harder it is for me to keep my control. I don't see you as food, you mean so much more than that." Bo looks deeply into Lauren's eyes, "I hope that will be enough for you because it is all I can offer right now."

"I trust you, Bo, implicitly. I think that our feelings for each other would strengthen your control. I think it is like the lure of the forbidden fruit, if you remove the temptation, the craving for it will subside," the doctor explains rationally.

"So you are saying that the reason I am having so much trouble keeping a lid on my control is because I am denying myself of something that I truly desire...you...your essence." The succubus, looks at Lauren thoughtfully. "Do you really think so?"

"It's just a hypothesis, I have spent a lot of time thinking about and studying you and your nature, since meeting you."

"So you think about me a lot, do you, doctor?" the brunette says, her eyes twinkling.

Lauren smiles, "That depends," she responds.

"On what?"

"On whether you think about me as well," the blonde replies, as she leans in closer and kisses Bo softly on her parted lips." The succubus responds to the embrace, deepening the kiss as she wraps her arms around the doctor pulling her closer.

"You are very rarely out of my thoughts," says the aroused brunette breaking the kiss and whispering in Lauren's ear. "I would like to try."

"Try what?"

"I would like to taste the forbidden fruit, doctor. Your theory makes sense to me, so I would like to try, if you are willing. I am not as hungry any more, so I think I may be able to manage it without killing you." Bo pulls back from Lauren's long slender neck, to gaze into her desire darkened eyes. "I hadn't fed for about a week, the Lumber Jack was my first meal in a while," the succubus confesses, with an awkward smile. "I haven't been in the best mood lately, because I missed you and I was too stubborn to make the first move to reconcile.

Lauren stands up, pulling the brunette up with her and steps into her arms. "Why don't we just go to bed and see what happens? If you feel confident to try, great, if not, that's okay too. Does that sound good?" The blonde eases Bo's leather jacket off of her shoulders, letting it fall to the floor and starts kissing her way up and down the succubus' neck and collar bone.

"Yeah okay...that sounds good," Bo gasps breathlessly, as Lauren's hands undo the button of her black jeans and slides down the zipper.

"You are mine to do with as I please tonight, Bo, understand? Right now I am the predator and you are my prey. The only reason to stop is if it becomes too overwhelming for you, control wise, is that understood. I will not be denied, this is about what I need, nothing more." The internal muscles between Bo's thighs contract at the blondes statement and the dark intense look that comes with it. Her already wet and aching centre causes her to suck in a shuddering breath, as the need to be touched by this beautiful creature before her increases ten fold. Bo raises her arms above her head as Lauren slides her tight black v-neck up and over the brunette's head and tosses it aside. The succubus' breath hitches as the blonde begins to caress the newly exposed flesh of her flat stomach with her mouth and tongue, while expert fingers fondle Bo's generous breasts through her sheer black brassiere.

"God, Lauren, what are you doing to me?" the succubus rasps, as the kisses begin to move south towards her throbbing hot sex, and hands pull tight black denim down over toned quivering thighs.

"Whatever I want," growls the blonde in response, as she eases the brunette's panties agonisingly slow off her hips and down her legs to land on top of the jeans bunched around the woman's ankles. Bo had never succumbed complete control with a sexual partner before in her life, she was always the aggressor, the one to lead the way. Being at the mercy of the goddess kneeling in front of her was causing the brunette to become completely undone and she hadn't even touched the blonde yet. The succubus lets out a cry as Lauren's mouth and tongue dive between her hot wet folds, tasting the desire within. Bo fights to stay upright as the ministrations of the blonde between her legs, send her crashing over the edge and is hit with an intense orgasm that washes over and through her, causing her knees to buckle from the impact. Losing the battle to stay standing, Bo falls to her knees in front of her lover, who's mouth is covered with her desire and is taking short rapid breaths. The brunette kisses Lauren hard tasting herself as she plunders the blondes mouth with her own. Coming up for air several minutes later Bo hugs the still fully clothed doctor tightly, burying her face into Lauren's neck as quiet tears begin to fall down her cheeks.

On the floor they stay for quite sometime Bo crying softly, the blonde stroking her hair, cooing softly in her ear. Lauren is surprised by the brunette's outburst, she had never witnessed this kind of vulnerability from the woman cradled in her arms. Obviously she wasn't the only one who bottled certain things away.

Lauren pulls away from Bo to look into her eyes, she kisses them gently before also placing a soft kiss onto her full delicious lips. "What's with the water works? Where is my tough as nails succubus?" the blondes asks, smiling softly at the tear streaked brunette in front of her.

"I'm sorry, I guess I got a little overwhelmed," Bo replies, with an embarrassed smile of her own. "Everything with you is so much more intense, it's breathtaking but it is also...*shrugs, it makes my heart ache... Lauren, I think I am in love with you." Bo looks almost frightened as she says the words, uncertainty about the blondes reaction causing her to hold her breath.

"Do you think or do you know, Bo?" the doctor asks, sitting back onto her heels, her gaze never leaving the dark serious orbs of the brunette sitting in front of her.

"I'm in love with you, Lauren, and it scares the hell out of me." There she said it, "That wasn't so bad was it?" the succubus think to herself. "That depends, we don't know if she feels the same way, it could hurt really bad if she doesn't," Bo's subconscious replies, none to gently. Lauren doesn't say a word and instead gets to her feet. Bo looks down into her lap crestfallen at the lack of response from the blonde, "Fuck! What have I done? I'm so bloody stupid, why didn't I just keep that to myself." Bo feels a fresh batch of tears welling in her eyes, she blinks furiously trying to stop the flow before they fall. Lauren reaches down clutching the brunette by her elbows and pulls gently encouraging the succubus to stand. Bo gets to her feet and allows Lauren to lead her back to the queen sized bed. The blonde grabs one of the folded robes off the bed and hands it to the brunette, who puts it on quietly before putting her focus back on Lauren, waiting for her to either profess her feelings in return or crush her very soul by rejecting her.

"It would have been so much easier, if you hadn't told me that," Lauren says, as she gazes at Bo's despondent and dis-heartened face. "Because I was fine thinking that it was only me that felt that way and now that you have just declared your feelings towards me, I am going to have to tell you things that have the ability to completely destroy...us."

"You feel the same way?" Bo questions, confused by the sadness in the doctors eyes.

"Bo, I love you more than you could possibly comprehend. But there are things you don't know about me, and I was prepared to love you without you loving me in return...but this... the fact that you love me too...arghh. Why does this have to be so hard. I am so afraid that if I tell you about me and the circumstances that caused me to become a slave to the light...that you will hate me and leave me all over again. I don't know if my heart can take it," Lauren explains, the understanding and loving look coming from the succubus causing her to bow her head and look at her hands.

Bo cups a hand under Lauren's chin forcing her to look at her. "Tell me," she says softly...


Author's Note:

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