I wish I did, but I don't own TMNT.


Leo's POV

I open my eyes, finding myself in some kind of bedroom. Donnie and Mikey are in a corner, crying.

"What's wrong?" I try to ask, but no words come out of my mouth. I look around, trying to see what's wrong, and find a bed. A bed that has me on it.

What. The. Shell? How am I at two places at the same time?

I look down at myself and see that I'm translucent, just like the time when I was in my spirit form and I saw Raph get hit by some kind of dart. That means I'm in my spirit form now, too...

I look around, trying to see if Raph is here. I go to the other rooms in this place - it's the farmhouse, I recognize - but Raph isn't here.

That means the Shredder took him! Why the shell would he be after Raph, anyway?

As if echoing my thoughts, my feet lead me out of the farmhouse and into New York City. That's probably the worst place I could go to.

There are lots of damaged cars and buildings, and there are still some people running around. Broken glass, torn bits of clothes, and lots of other things litter the streets. There's lots of blood all over the place. Just looking at the sight makes me want to hurl.

There are still some Kraang trying to shoot mutagen at humans. I shudder as I remember that April's dad got mutated again. Poor April...

It's like my feet have a mind of their own. They lead me to the Foot headquarters. It's one of the only buildings that's still standing. Maybe Raph's here?

I slip through the entrance and walk through the halls. No one notices me, but that's probably because I'm in my spirit form.

I see some stairs leading down into a dark place. I go there, and realize it's probably a dungeon because of its darkness. The only thing lighting my way are some torches, but then, there aren't many of them.

I go to the last door in the dungeon and see that it's unlocked. There's some keys hanging by the door, so I take them and use them to open the door. I'm surprised I can hold things, because last time I was in my spirit form, I couldn't.

The door opens and I see Raph. He's sitting on the ground, some earphones in his ears. The earphones are connected to a silver box with many buttons on it.

Raph's shaking his head and mumbling things like "no" and "I didn't mean it!" He looks like he's near tears. It breaks my heart to see him looking so weak and vulnerable and... broken.

"Raph," I say, and this time the words come out! Raph looks around, as if he heard me.

He finally sees me and says, "Leo!" He stands and tries to come to me, but the strange device seems to be stopping him. Raph collapses onto his knees.

"RAPH!" I run over to him and take out the earphones and turn off the device. Then the most unthinkable thing happens.

Raph starts crying. Tears stream down his cheeks as he hugs me. I'm confused, but I hug back. Whatever the device did to him wasn't good.

"Leo, I- I killed them," he whispers so softly I can barely hear him.

"What? Who?" I ask.

Raph starts crying harder. "D-Donnie and M-Mikey," he says. Before I can say anything, he says, "I- I had to choose which one would get hurt! I couldn't choose, Leo! I threw a shuriken at the remote, b-but it just landed on the buttons and they got killed!"

"What? No, Raph," I say, trying to comfort him. "Donnie and Mikey are fine! The ones you killed must have been cl-"

"I killed them Leo, I killed them!" Raph says, no longer crying. He pulls away from me. "Don't you dare say they're fine! It's all my fault they're dead, so stop acting like it isn't!"

"Raph, calm do-" I try to say, but he just interrupts me.

"I can't calm down, and I won't! It's my freakin' fault they're dead, and you want me to calm down?!" Raph yells, a fire burning in his eyes. "You know what, Leo? I hate you! I hate you for this!"

My eyes widen. Those last two sentences hurt. They hurt me, a lot.

I can't stay anymore. "I'm sorry, Raph," I whisper as I leave.


Raph's POV

I stare at the door where Leo just left. My anger disappears as I realize what I just said.

No. No! I didn't do that!

But I know I did.

The Shredder rushes in the room.

"What is going on here?" Shredder asks, glaring at me. He sees the weird box thing next to me. "You turned off the device?"

I just growl at him. I can feel my anger returning, and I let it come. I let it rush into me. It actually feels good.

"This is all your fault!" I yell, twirling the sai I didn't lose and preparing to fight. I rush at him and sweep him of his feet and pin him down. He doesn't even move a bit.

I drive the sai into his neck, only stopping after the blood starts oozing out. "You evil b-"

Dexter Spackman runs into the room. "What's going on-" He stares at the Shredder and my sai.

I glare at him and throw my sai at the window, breaking it. I jump out of it, making my escape. I run for a few minutes, not stopping till I find myself in an unrecognizable forest.

What the shell did I do?


A/N: I nearly cried when I wrote the last few paragraphs of Leo's POV. Raph changes emotions so easily...

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