I was surrounded by something wet, something unknown. Oh God. Convulsing profoundly, I startled awake. My body yanking forward so that my back was straight at a rod. I gasped for air, eyes closing and opening to get rid of the scene that had been playing behind my eyelids. Holy shit. I sit there for a second, staring all around me in search for Jasper. He's nowhere to be found and I realize it was all a dream. A really fucked up dream at that.
A hand touched my arm lightly, causing me to shriek then jump out of my skin. My ribs ached as I tried not to squirm the best I could, my lungs desperately inhaling oxygen. My head snapped over to Edward who was watching me with a concerned/shocked expression on his face. Sighing, tears pooled in my eyes as I flung myself into his awaiting arms. He brushed my oily hair back from my forehead, kissing my nose in an attempt to reassure me it was only a dream.
I was soaking wet, drenched in a thick sheet of sweat that I guess had formed while I was dreaming. The spot where my body had been was obviously a darker shade of white, giving away that I had dampened the sheets. As I gained control over myself, I slapped my cheek fully, scorning my brain to stop messing with me. For heavens sake, I didn't know if I could take another dream like that. Edward blanched at me blunt action.
It had been so vivid, so real, as if it really had happened. Yet, Edward was here beside me, voicing his love for me through his touches. Jasper was no where to be found and I wanted it to stay that way. God, what if Edward had gone for Alice instead of me? Just that thought sent my heart into odd palpitations. The stress I felt in the atmosphere was suffocating me, pressing down on my shoulders a bit too forcefully.
Edward coiled his arms around my waist fully, crushing me to him. I tried to melt myself against him, as we rocked back and forth silently. He didn't say anything and neither did I. No way in hell was I going to tell him I had just had sex with Jasper in my dream while he was off screwing Alice with her freaking rare ass flower. Jealously took over then, causing my face to flame red-hot. I huffed at myself, trying to get myself to realize I was getting all emotion over nothing.
Straddling him, I glued my face into the crook of his neck. Inhaling his addictive scent. I felt Edward's hands push up my shirt, pulling it over my head as I pulled back from him. I stared deep into his eyes, questioning him as to what he was doing. As an answer, his fingers clutched my face, lips pouting at me till they were moving against my own. A wave of heat settled in-between my legs as I realized what he getting at.
Discarding my underwear, along with his shirt and boxers, Edward slid himself into me.
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"You're getting so big!" I said, twirling Alex in my arms. He was looking around, eyes never fully on my face. Alice was on the couch, Lizzie in hand as she fed her. Alex was not going to look at me so I sat down next to Alice, letting my head thump against her shoulder. With one hand she chaffed my arm, kissing my hair. Lizzie was staring at me now as I blew a kiss her way. She smiled lightly around the nipple of the bottle.
"It was my turn, you know." Rosalie huffed, crossing her arms over her chest. She was upset, upset enough that even Emmett couldn't get her to cheer up. I kissed Alex's forehead before passing him to her, once she had him tucked away in her arms all the world was at peace.
"Hmm." I said, lying back to enjoy this moment of having to do absolutely nothing. No diaper changing, no feeding, no washing clothes, no nothing. Just relaxing.
"You tired?" Alice asks, maneuvering the bottle around for Lizzie. I watch them carefully, eyes dropping instantly as my thoughts float around in an endless loop.
"You have no idea." I say, laughing and yawning at the same time. I close my eyes, but not before moving to the other couch. Spreading out my legs, I tuck my hands under my chin, hoping to catch some needed sleep before Lizzie or Alex needed me. Spending most nights awake with your kids just sucks all the life out of you.
When I awoke, it was dark outside. The curtains drawn shut but the centerline showing a bit of the black night sky. I yawned, stretching stiffly. I should have gotten in bed. Scrunching my eyes closed as I moved around my joints, someone said my name. My eyes snapped open and I found Jasper sitting on the couch across from me. He wasn't smiling but searching for something in my face.
All I could think about were the things I had done with him at Edward's meadow. Oh God, the shame was too much. I felt my face heat up just as Jasper's eyes widened. I stumbled a bit, at a loss of what to say. He shook his head slightly before getting up and walking over to me. I stiffened, hoping he wouldn't do anything wrong—as in wrong, wrong.
Jasper helped me up from the couch before embracing me quickly and leaving me with a kiss to the cheek. That was certaintly weird.
Okay, so it was ALL A DREAM! I'm hoping that after reading this no one longer "hates it". Yeah, i wouldn't do that to you. :D
Review to let me know you no longer hate it--that goes for all the people who reviewed voicing their opinions. You guys were honest, thanks for that.
-taylorcullenforever
SUPER HUGE thanks to my Beta R.M.J Lennixx. *hugs and kisses*
And yes, i know this chapter is short. The next one should be longer.
