Chapter 7 – "Where Are You?"
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"Hey Blaine," Kurt holds Blaine's lifeless hand into his palm to give him his warmth, "I'm doing this just because the doctor says it might help you come back, okay? You know that I don't believe in these…" He squeezed Blaine's hand tightly.
"So, where should we start…" Kurt giggled bitterly. "Mercedes had wanted to come and see if you're okay but I told her to go away…I know it's selfish cause this isn't just about me, it's about both of us and her concern is nice, but…but I just can't make sure if I could stop my tears in front of everyone. I mean…if even me, myself, cannot stay strong about you lying in here, who else could stay strong with you?" Tears started to form in his blue eyes, yet he still tried to smile, he held his breathe a while and continued.
"Blaine, do you remember the time when we sang our first Christmas song together? I actually kept on repeating that song throughout the whole Christmas that my dad complaint about it…" Kurt laughed faintly, yet the tears were hardly suppressed.
"and the memo you gave me on Valentine's Day that wrote "I LOVE you, My Kurtsie" with hearts drawn all over it? I told you to get away, saying that you're shameless and threw it away; actually, I put it in my wallet with my credit card so I could look at it everyday." Then he stoked the ring on Blaine's third finger softly, tears were swelling in his eyes.
Kurt started singing:
Boyce Avenue – Find Me
So many nights trying to hide it…
Can't get enough of you…
Kurt stopped and sniffed, hoping that he could continue without a sore nose.
I want to be where you are…
Where the world just shuts down for awhile.
Kurt blinked hard to squeeze away the tears, breathing as much air as he could.
B-Blindly, you came to me…
Finding peace and belief in this s-smile
Find some p-peace and belief in t-this smile
At the last line, Kurt could sing no more.
"I just can't get enough of you, Blaine. Come back in my arms…"
After finishing the last note, Kurt finally collapsed into gasping and tears, "Blaine, you promised you'll never leave me alone, and, and when you gave me this ring you said it symbolized eternity," Kurt crunched his face hard. "You jerk, where are you, where are you now…" he sobbed into tears and the tears nearly choked him, he could hardly breath.
"Blaine, I-I'm sorry, you told me n-not to cry and be sad but I just can't, I cannot, not now, not you…"
He cried and tears kept falling from his delicate blue eyes, he could not control anything but let the fluid ran down through his face to his chin, he wished that he could stay strong but he couldn't.
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*(these two ending chapters are relatively short…but yeah, that's the ending that I want.)
