okay so In this Chapter I have to break up Eli and Clare But don't worry the story of there break up and ****** will be a two part so when its raining there will be a sun in the future...I know random right? well thank you for all the awesome reviews and i will post has many chapters has i can without my computer dying on me:) And This Is To All The Reviewers...YOU GUYS ROCK MY CANADIAN SOCKS OFF! :) Oh And no matter how many times I put it on my christmas list I do not own Degrassi *Tear falls down cheek:( anyhoo since that subject makes me sad i will continue the story now...)

EPOV

8 months... 8 months of pure happiness with Clare. I never knew I could feel this happy with one person. Clare makes me feel incredible and I love her more than I thought possible. We sat Comfortably on the park bench just enjoying being with one another. And Clare has made It her mission to figure out if I have any musical talents...I do but she doesn't need to know that.

"Lemme Guess Your definatly a guitar player." exclaimed Clare looking up. She was cuddled into my chest and looked adorable in her pale blue sundress.

" Nope." I lied trying to frustrate her more. She was just so cute when she was mad. She acted like a kitten who thought she was a tiger.

"Ummmm Piano,Drums,The harp!" she giggled.

"Really Clare? Sure I Play the Harp You caught me!" I said with sarcasm dripping with every word I spoke.

She giggled and buried her face in my shirt.

"The Sarcasm Is not appreciated." She said. Her voice was slightly muffled in my shirt which just added to her adorableness... see this girl has turned me The freak who drives a hearse into a complete sap.

"No But you love it." I replied easily. I smirked I still couldn't believe she was mine.

"Eli! Long time no see!" Screeched a voice I knew to well...Fuck.

Clare's head popped up off of my chest and looked at the new comer.

CPOV

A girl With long Blonde that was streaked with black and red hair walked up to Eli. She was wearing black miniature shorts that were studded with spikes. Her shirt was a low cut red strapless with a fishnet over top.

I looked at Eli Wondering maybe it was his cousin but from the look on his face I could tell They had a history...something big.

I stood up and put out my hand ready to shake hers.

"Hi my name is Clare." I said happily trying to ignore the feeling that this girl was bad. I mean She couldn't be I just met her...I am just judging her by her appearance.

She waved off my hand and took my seat next to Eli.

"Eli" She whined while rubbing his chest. Eli froze looking up at me with a terrified look.

"Jade get off." He said with no emotion in his voice. He stood up next me and grabbed my hand. But I didn't get the feeling of happiness I usually get. I felt scared. Eli was hiding something...from me.

"Ha thats not what you were saying to me in the back of your hearse." She smirked and stood up and put her gloved hand on Eli's cheek and kissed his cheek! I felt Eli tense and I pulled my hand away from did she mean he didn't tell her to get off? I glared at Eli wanting an explanation.

Jade smirked and said.

"She doesn't know...From that look I see your going to be in a world of Pain well I just wanted another night of fun.I haven't seen you in like a year and a had fun that night. Too bad I'll go find someone else to fuck." And with that she walked away while I imagined a tree falling on her stupid bottle blonde head.

"Wow Your not worth it." I cried feeling tears brim in my eyes. I walked away hiding my face and grabbing my stuff. He slept with her...he lied to me.

"Clare! Listen let me explain!" he yelled grabbing my wrist.I yanked my hand from his grip and faced him.

"Explain What! You slept with her...and I recall I asked if you slept with anyone but Julia and you said No. You promised me And I believed your stupid fucking face. I trusted You. And you let me down like everyone else in my life!" I screamed causing a scene. people had stopped what they were doing and now were looking at me with curiosity.

"Clare It was after Julia's Funeral I was drunk and upset and it meant nothing to me." Eli whispered not liking the attention.

"Yeah Eli just like I mean nothing to you! Were done...Don't follow me!" I yelled while running away.

EPOV

Everything... Clare was my Everything And now THe best thing in my life was gone...Clare...I should of never lied but Jade just used me. I felt awful when Julia died and Jade...It all felt gross and wrong when I slept with her. Her lips were caked with that repulsive lip gloss and I felt awful when it happened I thought I was rid of her when I moved here. And I thought Clare would never understand so I lied and now I lost the one thing in my life worth living.