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38. Abandoned

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It was raining.

Why the hell was it always raining when shit like this happened?

Beat threw himself against the cold brick wall, not even caring that he probably just dislocated his shoulder. Again.

Like it mattered.

Rhyme was gone, and it was his fault.

It was all his fault.

And, as if he didn't feel guilty, stupid, and downright shitty enough, he felt like he had been abandoned by her.

The hell was with that?

What was wrong with him?

He pulled his lopsided hat down over his eyes in a futile attempt to block out the world, and slid down the wall to sit on the wet, dirty ground. The rain was coming down harder now - if that was even possible - and everything just seemed to meld together into one big puddle of confused thoughts and sounds.

Every unforgiving drop of rain just pissed him off. He felt the need to swat at them in some attempt to push them away, but even he knew that that wouldn't do anything. So he just sat there, unmoving, tears flooding down his face and mixing in with the endless rain.

This was so messed up.

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*gives Beat a hug* Poor kid.

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