A/n: Sorry for the long wait and I'm sorry if this entry isn't that good but i promis the next entry will be way better.
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Entry 7
Ok so it's officially Thursday a day away from the party, really the party is tomorrow night and I can't wait. I still can't believe yesterday, I can't believe Tai actually kissed me on the cheek maybe he does like me the same way. Well I'll find out when I go to school today, I hope he doesn't avoid me, don't most boys avoid girls that they like or better yet how am I going to dodge Mimi and her friends considering I didn't tell her everything that happened yesterday. Anyway I finally decided to get out of bed when my mom came up to my room and came in and asked me if anything was wrong.
"Nothing is wrong mom" I said as I started to rummage through my closet to find the perfect outfit for school. Wait a second did I say perfect outfit since when did I start thinking like Mimi.
"Are you sure sweetie because you don't seem ok" my mother said to me and gave a concerned look.
"Yeah mom I'm sure everything is fine" I sighed and rolled my eyes at her.
"Sore you it just seems like you havn't been yourself lately are you sure this doesn't have anything to do with Jameson and I getting married does it" my said to me with a serious look on her face.
"Oh my god mom why is that you think everything has something to do with you and you know what I hate Jameson he's a moron and he's just using you" I screamed at my mom and then pushed her out of my room. I fell against my bedroom door and slid down it until I hit the floor. I could here my mom sobbing on the other side of the door and I was pretty sure she could here me sobbing too. I couldn't really understand what was going on with me lately and I didn't realize till now that my mom was noticing that I had changed over the past few days. I started worrying about everything and how I looked all the time now. I couldn't help but get the feeling that I was turning into Mimi.
Anyway I picked myself up off of the floor and walked into my bathroom and brushed my teeth and just brushed out my hair instead of straightening it like I had been all week. I went to my closet and put on a pair of jeans a red tank top and a pair of red ballet flats and grabbed my coat out of the closet. I opened my door slowly just to make sure my mom wasn't still out there and she wasn't to my surprise the coast was completely clear. I made my way down the stairs and grabbed my bag and headed out the door before my mom could say another word to me.
When I walked out the door I seen Tai heading towards his car, he looked up at me and smiled at me and started to come over this way towards me. He just stood there and looked at me for a second, before asking me if I was ok.
"Are you ok?" he asked me with a look of concern on his face.
"I'm fine I just had a little fight with my mom or really I just yelled at her and I think I upset her" I said and looked down at the ground and wondered what was going on with me. After all normally I would have never spilled any of that to any guy.
"Hey Sora it's ok stuff happens" Tai said and then I felt him wrap his arms around me.
I looked up at him with a few tears in my eyes. "How would know how I feel" I said to him with said eyes.
"Because I fight with my dad all the time or get lectured all the time for all the stupid things I do" Tai laughed a bit and then brought me over to his car and opened the door for me. I got in the car and put the seatbelt on and I watched as he got in on the other side.
"Cheer up party tomorrow night at my house" he smiled at me.
"Wait how did you get your parents out of the house" I said curiously.
"Well dad got called away on another business trip and mom said she needs a few spa days and she's taking Kari with her so the party is soo on tomorrow night" Tai said with a grin on his face.
"That's great" I said with a smile on my face.
When we got to the school I got out of Tai's car and waited for Tai as he got out of the car as well. He smiled at me with that same goofy smile and started to push me towards the school. I just shook my head and let him drag me in.
"You know, you didn't have to drag me into the school I'm very capable of going in without being dragged" I said with a look that said you don't have to drag me anywhere.
"Sorry I thought it would be fun to annoy you and I was right" Tai said as he began to run up the stairs knowing I was now mad at him.
"Not funny Tai" I said with a mad pouty look on my face. Tai just looked at me and laughed.
"I'm sorry and you know what you're soo sexy when you pout" Tai grinned.
"Is that why you made me mad so you could see what I look like when I pout" I said with a stunned look on my face.
"Well yeah and you look really nice today" he said, I could tell he was trying to get back on my good side.
"Don't lie to me I didn't get all dressed up I just threw on the first thing I saw in my closet" I said.
"I'm not lying you just look good, you're just one of these girls who look good in anything they throw on, another thing I like about you" Tai smiled.
"What that just throw on whatever" I said with an angry look on my face. I watched as he walked over towards me and he cupped my face in his hands.
"That you don't think you need all that crap to look pretty, you're pretty just the way you are" Tai smiled and was about to kiss me by the looks of it until a shrill voice rang through the air.
"Hey Sora" Mimi sing songed in her shrill voice, at that moment Tai let go of my face and turned to face his locker.
"Am I interrupting" Mimi said as I watched her eyes dart between me and Tai.
"No you weren't I was just gonna go meet Matt, see ya later Sor" Tai said and then he walked off, he seemed a bit pissed off that Mimi had just come into the picture.
"God what the fuck is wrong with him" Mimi said with a disgusted look on her face.
"Well you did kind of take him by surprise there" I said.
"Well he should learn how to take in suprises like that, now tell me everything that happened yesterday before he dropped you off at the mall, and don't leave out any details" Mimi said and looked at me with her all ears face. But before I could say anything the bell rang.
"Well that's the bell, I'll tell you later ok" I said and the waved at her and rushed down the hallway before she could protest. When I finally got to class Izzy was sitting there with Joe and they both looked at me and then looked away and then took a second glance. I looked at them as if to say what?
"Nothing you just look like your normal self" Joe said.
"Yeah Sora you just look like you for a change" Izzy said to me as I took my seat next to him.
"What is that supposed to mean" I questioned him.
"Nothing, it just means we're happy to have you back to your normal self instead of constantly trying to impress Tai" Joe countered. I could tell they were just being nice but in there own annoying way but I knew that today I actually did look like my normal self and maybe that's what Tai was trying to say to me. All though he was doing a horrible job of it.
"Thanks" I said and the class continued as usual and I was beginning to realize that I had been ditching my friends for a guy. But not any guy I mean it is Tai Kamiya and he is soo hot and nice and sweet and can be kind of stupid, but all he's done is been great to me. When it finally came to English I saw that Tai was sitting in his normal seat next to mine turned around talking to his friend Matt. Now Matt on the other hand was hot but he was a hot headed, conceited asshole of jerk, and that's what I thought Tai was like before I actually got to know him. I guess that's how that expression 'you can't judge a book by its cover' comes into play.
I took my seat next to Tai and placed my books on my desk and my bag on the ground. Tai turned around and smiled at me while I saw Matt role his eyes and just shake his head. I felt like punching him in the face but then I remembered that I couldn't punch Tai's best friend in the face.
"So how was your encounter with Mimi this morning" I heard Tai say to me in an irritated voice, I could really tell that he really disliked her and I knew why. After all she was an obnoxious bitch who got everything she wanted.
"Trust me as soon as that bell rang I peeled down that hallway soo fast that I was a complete blur" I said to him trying to give him an I'm sorry look.
"I'm sorry I just don't like her, she just way too much for me to handle especially first thing in the morning" Tai said to me as he gave me a little smile.
"I'm sorry about her, all of a sudden she decided to be my friend again" I said with a little smile on my face.
"Can we try and avoid her it's already going to be bad enough tomorrow night when she's at my party, but at least I'll be drunk then" Tai gave a little laugh.
"Very Tai, and since when are we a 'we'" I said to him catching him off guard a little bit.
"Well….. When I say we… I mean us… or better yet…..when we're together" Tai stuttered at me. I just laughed a little as I watched Tai try to struggle for the right words.
"I know what you mean, you don't want her around when we're hanging out" I smiled at him.
"Yeah" I heard him say but I could tell that there was a hint of disappointment in his voice.
"Anyway the party tomorrow night should be fun" I said to try and lighten the mood.
"Yeah it should, but it would be better if you came over early and helped me prepare for it" Tai said to me and by the look on his face I could tell he was up to something.
"Ok sure, sounds like fun" I smiled.
"Great, so are we gonna hang at lunch today or what" tai asked me.
"Actually I promised my friends I would hang out with them at lunch today because I had been ditching them all week" I said with an I'm sorry look on my face.
"Hey it's cool I'll just hang with the guys" Tai said with that stupid grin on his face.
The rest of the class when by pretty fast almost like it was a whole blur, and when that bell finally rang I started to grab my stuff and put it in my bag. All of a sudden I felt a tap on my shoulder and I turned around to see matt staring at me with his icy blue eyes. Giving me that glare that he gave everyone as if to say ha ha I'm more popular then you and there's nothing you can do bitch. That's what his eyes said to me.
"Listen Tai likes you don't get that" Matt sneered at me.
"He does" I said with an innocent look on my face that said that I didn't know that.
"Oh don't act stupid, you know he likes you I just wish guys would kiss already so I don't have to here him go on about how much he wants to just grab you and kiss the crap out of you" Matt sneered at me some more.
"Why are you telling me this, you're supposed to be his friend, in fact you're supposed to be his best friend" I said with a disgusted look on my face.
"Yeah well as his friend I'm doing him a favor by finding out whether the girl he likes, likes him or not" Matt smirked.
"Well for you're benefit I do like Tai just so you know and I'm not leading him on" I yelled Matt and then stormed out of the classroom. When I got to the cafeteria I saw my friends sitting there and laughing there asses off. Izzy looked at me as if I was crazy when I violently took my seat at the table in fact when I took that seat the laughter and the chatter stopped at the table.
"All right what did Tai do" Izzy asked me.
"Nothing it's his stupid friend Matt" I said angrily.
"Oh Sora just calm down and breath and then tells us you're problem with Matt after you've had breath of air" I heard Anna say in her usual airy voice. Which was calming, I always did like her voice it was one of the most calming things in the world. I just closed my eyes and took a deep breath and then let it all out as if all of my frustration was let go.
"Better" Anna said in that same airy town.
"Yeah" I said with a small calm smile on my face.
"Good now explain the problem" Anna said in the same tone.
"Well Matt was all like Tai likes you, you know and if you don't like him then stop leading him on, soo I freaked at him and then told him that I did like Tai and that I wasn't leading him on" I said to them in my calm voice and then plunked my head down on the table.
"Do you think that Matt's going to tell Tai this" Izzy questioned me.
"to tell you the truth I have no idea" I said.
"Well you're going to the party tomorrow night soo tell him then" Izzy said.
"Actually I'm going to be seeing him before that because I'm going to be helping him set up for the party" I said as I bit my lip.
"Hey maybe you could get me a date with Mimi" Joe said to me with pleading eyes.
"I really don't feel like talking to Mimi right now, she just recently decided to be my best friend again except this time instead of test scores and homework, she wants to know about me and Tai" I said with a disgruntled look on my face.
"Joe we're trying to deal with Sora's problem here not yours" Izzy said as I watched him role his eyes at Joe.
Lunch went by with a bunch of bickering between them on what I should do, and that got me thinking that maybe I should just tell Tai before Matt does. But then I thought again that Matt wouldn't tell him because then Tai would know that his best friend spilt his huge secret to me. The girl he likes. Anyway as the day came to an end and I was at my locker getting ready to go home and study for my huge bio test tomorrow that I had forgotten because I was acting like some love struck girl.
"Hey" I heard a voice say behind me I turned around slowly to meet big chocolate brown orbs.
"Hey" I said back.
"I heard that you freaked out at Matt" Tai laughed a little.
"Yeah I did" I said with a tiny smile.
"Well whatever he did he probably deserved it" Tai laughed some more.
"Yeah well Matt does deserve everything he gets" I said as I gave a nervous laugh.
"Is there something wrong" Tai questioned me with a serious look taking over his features.
"No everything is fine" I said and smiled at him.
"Ok well do you want ride" Tai grinned at me.
"Yeah that would be great" I said and then took off with the guy that I liked and deep down I knew he liked me and for some reason I couldn't help but think that maybe Matt had told him what I said. After all I wouldn't put it past Matt for telling other peoples secretes. Also thank god I was able to dodge Mimi all day but Ill probably get a call tonight, after all the party is tomorrow night and apparently she has a huge plan for me on how I should look and dress. You know what I think tomorrow is going to either be the biggest disaster of my life or the greatest day of all time.
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