Stef:

An Hour after me and Lena had some good sex we had went to sleep for the night. The next morning we got up and got ready we had some coffee then I drove her home and gave her my card that had my number on it.

"Here give me a call anytime you like."

"Okay I will. So this wasn't just a one time thing."

"No it wasn't. I would never do that to anyone."

"So what's gonna happen with you and Mike."

"Were Done. Monday I am gonna file for a divorce. Because I don't love him like a wife should. After last night I have a strong feeling of who I actually am."

"I understand."

"It's gonna take a while for it to be finalized. I hope we can still see each other during the time. I will be staying at my mom's til I find my own place."

"I would love to still see you."

I give Lena a kiss goodbye. Then I drive back to my moms and I know she probably gonna wanna talk to me about what happened last night.

"Hey Stef. Can I talk to you."

"About what."

"You and Mike and what happened last night."

"There really nothing to talk about."

"Why were you sleeping with that woman last night. How do you even know her."

"Mom. That woman has a name. Her name is Lena and she is friends with me, Jenna and Kelly."

"So she not just a random female that you picked up."

"No mom. Do you think I would do something like that."

"No. But lately you haven't been yourself."

"Mom. Jenna been trying to get me and Lena together for a while now."

"What is going on with you and Mike."

"Our marriage has been done for awhile since after Brandon was born. Mike been cheating on me and I found stuff before but he been in denial about it I caught him last night. He went and told this random girl I won't sleep with him because of me losing Callie. It is none of there business why I haven't slept with him so I slapped him in the face last night before I met up with Jenna, Lena, and Kelly."

"Why are you not sleeping with Mike."

"Mom I don't love Mike. I only married him to please dad. You remember when you saw me and Tess kissing in the park."

"Yeah I remember. You just wanted to see what it was like to kiss another female."

"No mom. I kissed Tess because back then I was into girls and I still am. I'm a lesbian mom so I don't want to be living in a lie anymore so I am gonna divorce Mike and be with Lena."

"Did you really enjoy having sex with Lena."

"Yes mom I did and I really like her she gives me butterflies."

"You know it's gonna take a long time to divorce. It took me and your dad like 2 years before it was fully finalized."

"I don't care mom. I am still gonna see Lena and she wants to continue to see me."

"I just hope you know what your doing."

"I do mom."

After I talk with my mom I go and check on Brandon and feed him and change him. Then I just watch some Tv well I am holding Brandon in my arms.