Jehu: just knowing the name of this chapter makes me shiver xD
Haou: ¬_¬
Jehu: *whimpers like a dog*
Yay chapter 7 D8 hope u like it
Chapter 7
"Revealed"
...do I still have my eyes?
Jehu's POV
The next day...I just thought of forgetting what happened between me and that woman...but it didn't work...she flirts at me and I try to get her away...but it's hopeless. I'm like a stupid puppet that's stuck on her once she caught my strings...we make out in secret... and I did tell her I already have Haou...but she said that...
...she doesn't mind and she thinks its thrilling hiding from him...
I got mad at her and almost shouted but she quickly did a faster move to calm me down with her...seductive kisses
I didn't love her...not even a bit...but my body hungered for her...I also knew she dates other boys and I'm just one of them
Our relationship was in the dark...and I've been cheating on Haou for more than 2 months...I'm completely terrified and the guilt was killing me...but I still couldn't stop...when I'm with her, everything's nothing to me
I tainted myself...and I wasn't even worthy for Haou...but I don't want to be away from him...I can't live without him...since the day I turned to trash I don't want to touch Haou...I don't want to blemish him but...there were some times when it's Haou...that makes the first step
Yeah it's not only me who's aggressive sometimes
...and afcourse, I can't reject him...or else...He will suspect something...
Everyday seemed to be the same, up to the time I became dense and didn't care anymore...like being a phony to Haou was something so simple...and the thought of...
'he'll never find out about it...' were repeatedly told to me by myself and that woman
But everything...changed in a matter of seconds...
...
After class...she pulled me out with a naughty smile
"hey wait! We c-can't! Haou will sure catch us!" I exclaimed
"Don't be silly! Its Thursday" she chuckled
"Oh yeah..."
I guess the both of us didn't listen to the news last night...or this morning...There would be a storm coming and classes were dismissed earlier...that only meant one thing...Haou's class will also be dismissed at the same time
She dragged me into the nurse's room...and started doing her steps that turned me on and soon she started stripping infront of me...as well as pulling my shirt over my head...then...we were doing it hungrily...like usual
I could feel her and we were both in the middle of great fervour when...
Someone crashed in...
I pulled out from her and she moaned loud as she fell from the bed and was completely shocked...while I'm stunned like my soul left me...knowing who it was...I'm terribly devastated...I couldn't speak, my eyes widen in fright
It was Haou...
He entered the room...and took something from the closet...he didn't even look at us and just left like he saw nothing...
I was frozen...
Then, Yubel tapped me
"ahahaha...looks like we got caught, well anyways who ca-" she paused with her blabbering when I turned my head...glaring at her
"w-what...?"
"Fuck you!"
"What! Hey this isn't just my fault y'know!"
"Shut up! you bitch!"
I grabbed my clothes and fixed myself...and she was shouting at me
"This is something I should have done a long time ago!"
"what the fuck! Then fine leave! I don't care you asshole"
...I ran on the corridors...thinking and thinking...about Haou
'...pls...pls...' I was begging in my head
I suddenly stopped running and gulped...I wasn't tired yet from running but I couldn't think of what I should do once I come face to face with him...
I faced the wall...and started punching it...while my head leaned on it
"...damn it...damn it..." I grumbled to myself repeatedly
...
When I finally reached home...I just stayed outside the door...After a while...I inhaled heavily and gathered as much courage as I could...
I entered and the chimes did them usual clinking...
"Oh, welcome home oniisan" ...Johan welcomed me with his happy green eyes
I closed the door behind me "...where's Haou?"
"he's up there in his room I think, he hurriedly ran upstairs when he got home"
"...alright, thanks..." I walked up slowly...until I reached Haou's room
I knocked, and hoped everything would be fine...but as I spoke...
...the pain strikes in...
"...Haou..." I kept knocking slowly "...please...let's talk..."
The more words escape my lips...the sore increased...I felt my chest tightened. It affected my voice and I couldn't fight it...I begged Haou to talk to me even just for a second...but he wouldn't reply...I could only hear some noise inside his room that sounded like he was packing... then it went quiet...after a while I heard the doorknob twist and finally the pain decreased even just for a moment...
He opened the door...and when I was about to part my lips and speak...he bump into me and walked away
"H-Haou! Wait please!" I followed him and eventually tried to stop him...but he pushed me away and ignored me...I wished he showed even just anger at me...since he didn't even show the slightest emotion...he didn't even speak nor shed a tear...speaking of tears...I was hurting so much but the tears wouldn't come out...was it because everything happened too fast...my eyes were still in shock?
When Haou went out of the door and took his full leave...I just froze there at the exit, watching him go...I wanted to follow him but my feet were...stiff and my chest felt like it wanted to be stabbed...
"Haou..." I called...even thought he was already gone
It was silent...until
"oniisan...what happened?"
I turned my head slowly...and collapsed on my knees...
That's when my tears finally unlocked...
...
I explained it to the younger ones...and it also started to rain. I was worried about Haou...I hoped he took shelter
"...oniisan..." Johan said my name in disbelief
"...so big brother and Chocolate have a fight?" Judai spoke with his innocent eyes
"U-huh but...I'm sure they'll be fine later on..." he told Judai with a smile then he faced me again "right...?"
"...I hope" showing a forced smile
They smiled sadly as they replied to me...and tried to encourage me...that Haou would forgive me
Johan: ur soo cute Ju-chan! X3
Judai: xDDD
Haou: don't dare do cheesy stuffs infront of me...
Jo n Ju: hai! xD
Jehu: want to do lovey dovey infront of them?
Haou: lovey dovey ur face... *death glare*
Johan: one question why did Juchan called Haou, Chocolate?
Lia: xD Judai's influenced by Jehu's name calling to Haou
OC talk~
Roy: Waahhh TT^TT screw that bish
Ishmie: who is she in the real thing again DA?
DA: Veronica
Ishmie: xDDD
Roy: U cant blame me she's hotter than u!
Ishmie: _ Im just conservative...
DA: XDDDD
TS: (random showup) Hi there! BYE!
DA: wtf! *throws dynamite at TS*
TS pwned...
