I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
I took Sookie back home, after she yelled at me and now I was looking at a picture of her. I know it was kind of stalk-ish of me to have it taken after she left me the first time. I made Eric's day man take it…or them. He took a lot of pictures for my request, but this was my favorite. She was laughing at something her friend said. I love to see her smile and laugh, even about silly things. I just love how her face looks when she laughs and how it sounds.
Doesn't she understand that I liked—maybe even loved her for herself, not because I first thought she looked like Rose. She knew that she looked like Rosalie so I just don't get it. Why did she suddenly get mad at me and think so little of herself? Like I would…or even could think of her as desperate.
She is everything to me. I didn't have time to explain myself to her, because the sun was rising so I want…need to go back. I need to touch her, feel her. I want to smell her hair. Actually I want to do anything and everything that includes her.
It was sun down soon. I would get her to understand, because if I didn't…What did I have left? I couldn't stand the idea of her in pain or thinking low of herself.
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
"Master? What are you doing?" Eric asked behind me and came closer "Still thinking about her?"
"Yes," I told him honestly.
"But why?! She is just a blood bag," he asked confused.
"Don't speak of her that way," I said still looking at Sookie's picture.
"Master…"
"I have told you a thousand times not to call me Master anymore. I have a name," I remind him.
"Godric…Why are you behaving like this?"
"I miss her," I say, looking at the picture again.
"But she's nothing! Just…"
"My angel," I told him.
"I still think that maybe she is a witch…" he started again…
"Why did you do it, Eric?" I asked sadly.
"Do what?" he smirked.
"You know perfectly well what you did, even though you knew what she means to me!"
I felt him looking at me straight in to my eyes.
"And you're the one that gets humans better. She feels like I only bothered myself with her, because how she look like Rose. But that's not true and if I don't get her back…" I say with such desperation.
"What?" he asked "I get it. She is really beautiful, but you could have anyone. You are over 2,000 years old and many other humans…"
"Are not her," I finished his sentence "She's light to my darkness, Eric. What do I have to live for if she's not here…with me?"
"You can't mean that!" Eric yelled shocked.
"Eric, I'm sure you have felt my sadness through our bond. I was coming here to say goodbye before meeting the sun – but then I met her and now I feel like I cannot leave anymore," I told him honestly.
"What about me!"He exclaimed, I could hear the anguish in his voice.
"Eric, is that the reason you acted like a jerk around her…because you felt how I feel about her. Don't worry, my child...I do love you but I'm not in love with you like I think I am with her."
"You are?"
"Yes…I think I am, but now I need to get her to see that she's not…"
"She's not what, Godric?"
"My copy of Rosalie…like you made sure she would feel like," I told him sadly, but I was not angry because I could feel that he was jealous of her.
"I'm sorry," he told me and I could feel that he was serious.
"I know you are, but sun has set now and I have Sookie Stackhouse to woo."
You've gone away; you don't feel me here anymore.
I didn't bother to take one of Eric's cars so I just flew to Sookie's house. I sighed. It was now or never. I knocked on the door.
I just hoped it wasn't Jason who opened the door.
"What are you doing here?" asked Jason after he opened the door. Yes…not my lucky day.
"I came to visit Sookie," I told him.
"Why? I think you did enough last night, don't you? She has been crying…a lot," he informed me.
"Well…Thank you Jason!" I heard Sookie yelling sarcastically from what I believe to be living room.
"You welcome" Jason answered and looked behind the door. I guess Sookie was there sending daggers at her brother.
Jason turned to look at me and said:" Now go away!"
"My angel, could I please talk to you?" Jason stared daggers at me or perhaps was trying to set me on fire with his eyes "Please. I won't go away until you do."
"Fine!" she yelled and came to the door.
"Sookie!" Jason screamed but Sookie just grabbed her jacket.
"We will go for a walk," she informed us.
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
We were walking though some kind of a road, I wasn't really sure because my eyes were on Sookie.
"So…" she started.
"So?" I asked.
"You wanted to talk…So talk! Even though we don't have anything to talk about," she told me.
"Sookie…My angel," I tried to find my words and she sighed.
"Godric."
"You cried…for me?" I asked shocked even after all these years I could be surprised. I saw her letting few tears drop, but actually cried… a lot, her brother said.
'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
"You don't have to tell how pathetic I am, I already know it and my brother doesn't always know when to shut up," she told me.
"You're not pathetic, Sookie. I know that you feel like I only like you because you remind me of Rose, that's not true. You're more beautiful than she ever was, kinder…just anything that tells more."
"But…"
"Not buts! Plus for all that, I'm falling in love with you. Rose was always like a sister to me. She was more to Eric, but like a sister to me."
"You're falling in love with me?" she asked insecurely.
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
"Yes," I told her caressing her cheek with my right hand even though I was afraid she would slap it away. She sighed.
"I might be falling in love with you, that's why it hurt so much when I thought you didn't care about me at all."
"Why did you think that? Haven't I told you how great…perfect you are?"
"All my life I've heard people's thoughts, how they think very little of me…negative things even my own family," she told me "Wait a minute…you think I'm…perfect?" she smiled and I took hold of her face.
"Of course I think…You're the reason I didn't met the sun the day we met."
"You can't! she panicked. I kissed her in to her lips.
"Don't worry," I said kissing her neck.
"I can't," kissing her just behind her ear.
"Leave you," I said kissing her cheek.
"…Even if you asked me to," I told her kissing her mouth again with everything I got before she broke away to breath.
You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore
"Forgive me?" I asked with what I think was my puppy dog look and kissed her jaw.
"Y-Yes," she murmured and kissed me with passion.
A/N: So let me say just… that I'm really unsure of this chapter and yes…just let me know what you feel about it? Do you think Sookie forgave him too quickly? He wasn't at fault but still… And what do you think about Eric and Godric's "talk"? Please review. And to think last chapter was supposed to be a happy one xD but then I thought that it was time to have some twist to the storyline so now…just…I will shut up now :D
