A/N hello, firstly i want to thank my fantastic! reviewers especialy, the ones who have stuck wit me since the first crappy chap! i am posting this at 1.47 my time so you've gotta forgive my typos, i am only typing so late out of dedication! please keep reviewing! you review i write! thats the deal! love you all ! viva la twilight!

I woke the next morning at ten o clock. I was reluctent to wake as I remembered it was the last time I would ever sleep, last nights dreams danced in my mind, I had dreamt of me and Edward standing on a cliff, his arms wraped around me, he was whispering into my ear, '' are you sure Bella?'' his voice was soft, '' its your last chance to change your mind''
At that point in the dream I remember feeling calm, so peaceful and still, it was like for one moment in time I just stopped excisting, and I knew for sure that I was making the right decision.''yes'' I said my voice sounded like I felt, strong, sure, and confident, Edward bent down and kissed me lightly on the lips and then with a look of pure happiness on his face he pushed me off the cliff.
I felt myself falling and then flying, in the distence I could her my name being called, '' Bella, Bella it's time to wake up'' and I did.

The next morning I dressed and ate slowly,savouring the normality of my daliy rutine.

Edward stayed with me all morning neither of us saying much but both understanding the significence of the moment.

At noon I took my bags down stairs and Edward put them in the volvo, I stood in the doorway and looked at Charlies house,...my home, I'd be here again, but we both knew it would be different,

Edward steped in front of me and placed his hands on my hips, tilting his head so we were making eye contact he asked,

'' are you ready?''

Giving the place one last sweeping look, I nodded and hugged him close to me breathing in his sent, then standing on my tippy toes I whispered in his ear,

'' as I'll ever be edward, as I'll ever be''

Edward nuzzeled my neck and kissed my chin then in one swift movment I was in his arms, giggeling I let him carry me to the car and sit me into the passenger seat.

Edward sat in and took my hand in his, he kissed the back of it and then let them lie intwined on his leg, with a cheeky grin on his face he looked at me and said,

'' buckle up babe, its gonna be a bumpy ride''

We pulled into the drive way in record time, I knew Edward was silenty thinking about Emmets face when he told him he'd broken his record.

I laughed at his and Emmets childish reviliry, it was a constant source of amussment to myself and Rosile, who had surpisingly become a great friend in recent times.Edward had been right, my mortality made her jealous and once she knew I was a dead girl walking she became much more friendly.

'' Bella?'

I was shaken out of my train of thought by Edwards voice,

''huh?''

'' I said, you ready?...Bella are you ok? ''

I turned to smile at him, I was fine, I felt peaceful, like it was all working out for once.

'' yes darling, I'm just peachy''

Amusement passed across his face at my 1950's housewife impression,

''ok then, their all waiting for us, they want to say goodbye,...well not goodbye,..you know what mean''

It was my turn to be amused at his arwarkedness about the subject of my impending death,

'' I always do, hunny, I always do''

we walked up to the house hand in hand, my bag causually slung over Edwards shoulder, as if it wieghed nothing at all, when in fact it contained nearly all of my belongings.

We entered only to be greeted by all the Cullen's standing just inside the door,'

Alice rushed forward to kiss me on the cheek,

'' Eeeee! Bella! Arn't you just dying from the suspense?

we all paused, then burst out load at her unfortunate choice of words,

Jasper came up behind her and playfully ruffeled her hair, rolling his eyes at her excitment,

then he leaned forward to kiss me and then said

'' Don't worry Bells I'll keep you as sadate as possible, me and Ally won't leave your side, untill your ok'' I smiled at his kind words, and gave him a big hug.

Emmet was the the next to talk, he came up to me and said,

''I'll miss you being a human, Bella, I know it was inconvinient, but damn if it wasn't funny''

he leaned forward and picked me up in a big hug and kissed my cheek before setting me down again, I had come to think of Emmet as a big brother, he was all ways making fun of me, but I knew if I was in trouble he'd be the first to step up,... well second after Edward.

Rose then suntered up in that unbelieveably graceful way of hers and softly pushed some hair out of my eyes and put it behind my ear, kissing my forhead she whispered,

''take care Bella, your in my thoughts''

I nodded greatfully at her as she walked back to stand next to her Emmet, she looked tiny next to him, but they suited each other.

Finally Esme and and Carlisle, came forward to say their fairwell's,

''oh Bells'' sighed Esme,'' I'll miss your little human quirks, but I can't wait till your finally ours''

Carlisle nodded at his wifes words and then said,

'' I've said it before Bella, your a very special girl, and I have no doubt you'll do great things, no matter what you are''

I stepped into their arms and felt turely at home,

'' thank you'' I heard myself whisper

Esme patted my back and stepped away,

'' come on childeren, its time to go,''

then turning to me she said

'' we'll see you soon Bella, and you and Edward can really start your lives''

opening the door she let all the childeren and carlisle pass her then she kissed Edward and left herself.

Me and Edward were once again alone,

'' where are Alice and Jasper?''

'' they went to hunt close by, just to give us some space, they'll be back later'' Edward said stepping close to me.

''ok'' I whispered, he was dazzling me, I don't know how but he was, his smell seemed intenseified by his closeness.

I inhaled deeply, then pulled away slightly to regain a clear head,

'' Edward, would you mind very much if we didn't...ya know untill tonight?''

Edward looked at me with slight curiousity,

'' I was going to ask you the same thing, I know my reason, whats yours?''

'' I want to see the twilight from this side of being ,one last time''

Edward smiled, and pulled me back against him again.

'' somtimes Bella, I think your the mind reader not me''