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Jasper

It didn't take me long to catch up with Bella and she most certainly didn't look like a girl who just found out her boyfriend was having an affair. Jacob noticed me before she did and I could tell he didn't trust me. "Are you ready to have that chat now, darlin'?"

Now, I could feel her fear. "Jasper" she sighed. She was looking at the floor and I knew she didn't know how to proceed. Her behavior was further proof that she knew exactly what was going on.

"Please, look at me Bella. You don't have anything to be afraid of. I just want to know what's going on." She moved a few feet closer, but Jacob was mirroring her every move. I knew that no matter what she said, I wouldn't hurt her.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you before, Jasper. I'm not going to apologize for what I did, though. I have gone through a lot this last year and I'm tired of being hurt. I know that Alice is your wife and if I've caused you any pain or trouble, I am sorry. I won't apologize to the rest of them, however, I would like to speak with Carlisle as soon as possible. I was hoping that you all would meet us at the baseball clearing tonight, once everything cools down here." I heard what she said, but it took a few minutes to register. Not only did she know, but she planned this. Shit, Bella has balls. I'll have to ask her later how she pulled it off.

"I can't speak for everyone, but I will be there. I will see what I can do about the rest of the family. That little stunt you pulled in there, isn't going to go over well with them. As for me, I will be expecting an explanation for that later, Isabella. I'll see you in an hour or so." I was hit with a strong wave of lust and from the smell of it, it was coming from her. Fuck, she's aroused and she smells good.Maybe, she likes to be talked to with a little authority. Maybe, one day I'll be able to explore that. No! Don't go there Jasper. She's a fucking human!

"Okay, an hour then. Thank you, Jasper." She smiled and turned to her friends. I can only assume, she will be bringing the pack with her tonight. They seem to be following her everywhere.

I made my way out to the parking lot to look for my family, Alice and Edwards cars were gone. I assumed they were at the house and didn't feel like waiting on the rest of the family, to confront the two. I knew if I ran now, I would be able to beat Carlisle and Esme home.

When I arrived home, Alice was waiting for me on the hood of her car. "Hey Jaz." I can't believe I don't feel any regret or remorse coming from her. I gave Alice the best of me and this just isn't acceptable.

"Don't 'Hey,Jaz' me Alice. What the fuck was that back there?"

Alice just looked at me and smiled, before saying, "Bella being a bitch."

"You know that's not what I mean. You and Edward. What was that?"

"I love him, Jasper. I have for a long time. I've always known we weren't meant to be together forever and Edwards to good for Bella. Besides, it would of ended soon anyway. He wasn't going to change her." I'm so fucking confused! I thought Bella was Alice's best friend. She was encouraging Edward to move forward with her. She's starting to piss me the fuck off and Alice knows, I don't have much patience.

"You love Edward? Then why did you push him and Bella together? This whole time you've been, what, pretending to be her friend? PRETENDING TO LOVE ME?" Alice didn't seem to pay any attention to my outburst. Her emotions stayed neutral and her facial expression never changed.

"No silly, of course I love you. Just not like that. We've never really been in love Jasper, think about it. We were both together out of convenience. The reason I pushed Edward and Bella together is because I wanted him to be happy. Then, when we left and Edward almost died, I realized Bella's not good for him. I was Bella's friend, at first. After what she did to Edward, I just couldn't take it anymore. He deserves better Jasper.

"When we left, I was sure that was the end of Edward and Bella. I was going to go find Edward and that's when I saw Bella jump. I got so excited I told Rose. That's when I had the first vision of Edward going to Italy. Rose hadn't called Edward yet, but I knew I had to get to Bella. I didn't tell Rose I had a the vision of Edward. I realize now that was a mistake. If I would have, Rose would have never made that call and Edward and Bella would have never got back together. At the time all I could think about was saving Edward. I didn't have time to really think of a plan.

"When we came back to Forks, I was so angry. Do you remember? I keep telling you it was because of the Volturi?" I did remember. She was livid, no matter what I did, I couldn't calm her down. I couldn't form a coherent response, so I simply nodded."Well, that's when I knew I had to do something. I thought if I could get Edward to make love to me, he would see we were meant for each other. My plan was working and then Bella found out. Edward hasn't talked to me since."

"Where is Edward?" I had to know what he was thinking. Does he love Alice?

"He left. I don't know where he went, but he said he would be back. Jasper, I know you are angry with me now, but we will get past this. I need you in my life, just as much as you need me." I really wouldn't count on that. I would never trust Alice again.

"I never needed you Alice, I wanted you. I don't think there is any getting over this. Things make a lot more sense now that you've laid it all out there. We don't have time to get into it now, we can talk later. Bella, wants to meet the family in the clearing soon. I don't really think it matters if you're there or not. She made it sound like she really wanted to speak with Carlisle."

Alice seemed to be contemplating what I said, but we both knew she was going. Edward and Alice are the same in that respect, they both feed off drama. "Well, I think if the entire family is going I should be there. After what Bella did tonight, there's no telling what she's up to. Oh, and Jasper, we're leaving tomorrow. Edward already called Carlisle. After what that skank did to us, we won't be coming back to Forks for a long time." Fucking bitch!

"Alice, I'm going to say this once. Stay the fuck away from Bella. You seem to have twisted this whole fucking situation to work to your benefit, but she has done nothing wrong. I'm not saying she should of done what she did, but fuck, she handled things better than most women would. Frankly, I'm glad she did something, other than break down. It's time Bella stood up for herself. Bella's gone through a lot of shit for this family and it's not her fault, she's the one Edward wanted. If it wasn't for that girl, Edward wouldn't even be alive. I suggest you think about that next time you feel the urge to say something about Bella."

Emmett put a hand on my shoulder before saying, "Who's saying something about, Bella?"

"Alice. I think she has a lot of explaining to do, but first I need to speak with Carlisle." Emmett was feeling confused. I wanted to answer all of their questions, but I needed to find Carlisle. I had questions of my own I wanted answered.

"I'm right here, son. What do you need?"

"Bella has asked us all to meet her at the clearing. We only have a few minutes before they will arrive. She said she wanted to talk to you." His lips were in a tight line and he was pinching the bridge of his nose. I knew he trying to decide what Edward would want.

"Well, I am willing to go and talk to her. She could have caused quit the mess for our family. We try to not draw attention to ourselves and Bella knows this." I couldn't believe Carlisle was placing the blame on Bella. I'm not sure why I was surprised, I know he would never go against Edward.

"Okay, well I'm going to go ahead and go. I don't want her to think we are standing her up." I took off running as fast as my legs allowed. My family was so angry; the emotional climate was starting to take a toll on me.

When I made my way into the clearing, Bella was already there with the pack. I didn't really know how to proceed, seeing as my family wasn't here and sitting in front of me were six fucking enormous wolves. I was starting to think this was a bad idea and then Bella broke the silence. "Come here, Jasper."

"Bella." As I sat down next to her, I gave her a curt nod and gave a quick glance to each member of her entourage. I swear these kids get bigger every time I see them.

We sat in silence, the tension thick in the air. I was glad when my family showed, up a few minutes later. They came right over, but didn't say anything. Each one of them was glaring at Bella.

"Carlisle, it's good to see you. I'm glad you agreed to meet with me. I can tell by your demeanor, you are aware that I'm responsible for the video. I'm sorry your upset, but I won't apologize that it happened. Were you aware this was going on?"

"You bitch, how dare you talk to him that way! He has taken you in like a daughter and this is how you repay us? Our family has to move, you've humiliated us. I should have killed you a long time ago" Shit, Rose was pissed, but so was Bella. Please, Bella don't do anything stupid.

Fuck, she laughed."Oh, Rose. Please. If you were going to kill me, you would have done it then. I didn't humiliate you, I humiliated them. None of you seemed to care when I was the one being embarrassed, by you. Rose, honestly I've come here to address Carlisle. If you don't have anything nice to say, I wouldn't say anything at all." Rose growled at her, but she didn't seem fazed at all. She stood her ground. I was proud. I could feel Emmett and the pack were too.

"No, Bella. I didn't know, but I will deal with them once we are finished here. Is there a reason we are here? I was under the impression you no longer wanted to be part of this family." I knew when he said he would deal with them, he meant another family meeting. Edward has always got away with his dirty deeds. Carlisle seemed to be losing his patience with Bella and I hoped this would be over soon.

"That's true. I don't, however, there is still the issue of the Volturi. Every day that passes I'm in more danger and I won't wait any longer. Are you going to change me, Carlisle?" I was pretty sure Bella knew the answer before she asked, she didn't seem to hopeful.

"Our family has to move on, Bella. We will be leaving Forks tomorrow and I wouldn't have the time. Besides, you know I would never go against Edward. He doesn't want this life for you Bella."

"That's what I figured. You've proven time and time again Carlisle, that I was never truly part of your family. Well, while you may like to play with my life, I don't. I leave for Italy next week." Fuck, no. Fuck!The whole family was stunned.

"Bella, Dear, are you sure that's what you want to do? I'm not sure you know what you are getting into." Esme was fearful for Bella. I know she won't ever cross Carlisle, but Esme's warning held more meaning then I think Bella realized.

"Positive. I've spoken to Aro, I will go next week to negotiate and we will go from there. I'm sure Edward and Alice have told you, he was quit intrigued by me and he is thrilled, as am I. I should tell you now, I wouldn't try anything funny. The packs won't be going anywhere. I've got the okay, to bring them along. I'm sure you know, a few will have to stay behind, but I won't be left unprotected." Fuck no she won't. I'll make sure nothing happens to her. I don't know who the fuck this girl is, but she's earned my full fucking attention.

"I'm going with Bella." Everyone gasped. I don't know where it came from, but I can't let her do this alone. I just can't.

"You've got to be kidding me! Jasper, she's human! Besides, you've already tried to kill her once." Rose may have had good intentions, but that's exactly why I can't stay with these people. They aren't my family, they're more like babysitters.

"Out of all of you, I never expected you to question me Rose. You and Emmett have always been supportive of me. This is my choice and I'm going. The only reason I've stayed this long, is because of Alice and you see how that ended. Carlisle, I think you may want to have a talk with Alice. You may not trust me, but she's the one that can't be trusted. She's been using her visions to manipulate Edward and Bella, this whole mess is because of her. You shouldn't of come up here accusing Bella. I'll tell you like I told Alice, she's done a lot for this family and you should be ashamed."

"I'm sorry you feel that way, Jasper. I wish you luck, son. We will be gone tomorrow if you want to come by and pick up your things. Now, if we are done, we need to get packed." I wasn't surprised Carlisle would dismiss me so easily.

"Wait, Jasper, you want to go with me?" I nodded "You don't even like me, why would you do that?" Bella was shocked. I really wanted her to understand that she misunderstood how I feel about her. I may not love her like Emmett does, but I never had that opportunity.

"Darlin', I do like you. I don't know you as well as I would like, but I'd like you to give me the chance to learn. You are going to need someone with you during your newborn phase. If you want me to leave after that I will, but I would really like to do this with you. You have to understand I didn't come around, because after your birthday no one trusted me. If you trust me to do this, Bella, I promise I won't hurt you." Everything I said was true. I did want to get to know here. Especially, after seeing her in that goddamn dress.

She looked at Jacob, who nodded his head, before turning back to me."Okay. I think I would like that Jasper." I couldn't help myself I went to her and took her in my arms. She trusted me, she wanted me to go with her. I let her go and she turned back to Carlisle.

"We're done here, but Carlisle, I'll see you soon."

"Are you threatening my family, Bella?" Oh God, what have you gone and got yourself into?

"Threat, promise, it's all the same. You're family may feel superior, because of your diet Carlisle, but I am living proof, you are the biggest danger of them all."


Coming up: Leaving Forks & getting to know Jasper