Christian grabs my hand and yanks me a little too hard out of his red room of pain.
"Where are going?"
"I can't look at you when you are in that room. I want you in my bed now." I jump into his arms and his wraps his arms around me and we fly down the stairs as I kiss his neck.
My breathing is now starting to get a little embarrassing and I feel the pull from that very sensitive part of my body. I've felt it so many times before but now I'm actually going to do something about it. With Jose we did about almost everything except penetration but tonight we are going to rectify that situation.
"Are you sure about this?"
"Trying to change my mind Mr. Grey?"
"Absolutely not, I just want your first time to be everything you want it to be and without feeling pressured into it."
I run my hair through his copper waves and tug on it. I can feel Christian's mouth on my neck and I'm about to explode.
Christina lets me slide down the length of his body and my body vibrates the entire way down.
Christian's arms start to roam the length of my body and I can feel my body start to tremble.
"Oh Ana, you have no idea how bad I've wanted you right here.
I step backward until I feel my legs hit the back of the bed and I sit down and then crawl up toward the head board.
Watching Christian stand in front of me is breathtaking. He unbuttons his dress shirt one button at a time and I feel myself licking my lips before I sink my teeth into my bottom lip.
"Anastasia, stop doing that." He almost growls as his shirt hits the floor.
"What?"
"Biting that lip, that's my job."
Fuck.
I know he's teasing me as he takes his sweet ass time taking off his pants.
I star to pull my shirt off but before I know it, his hands are on me.
"I wanted to do this," He says kissing my on the mouth and I just let go giving himself over to him.
As he removes my shirt he kisses every inch of my chest before reaching behind me and unclasps my bra. I don't feel embarrassed by him seeing me naked but I feel like I have a lot to live up to since I'm so innocent compared to Christian's lifestyle.
"You are so beautiful Anastasia," he breathes against my skin as he hands skim down to the top of my jeans.
I don't know how to talk at this moment. I'm just waiting for the right words or possibly sounds to come.
I lift my hips to allow Christian to pull down my jeans revealing my white lacy panties that I can feel are soaked.
"You are so ready for me," His urgent mouth is on my stomach as he kisses the way down removing my panties until he reaches my sex.
"I've dreamed how you would taste and I'm not disappointed," He says and he slowly licks my wet folds and I can barely contain myself.
"Christian." I squirm but his firm hands hold my hips in place.
"Stop moving or I will tie you up."
Oh, maybe I want that.
His expert tongue works its magic and I feel my body start to quicken and I know I can't hold out any longer.
"I want you to come," Christian says between his thighs and never taking his eyes off me the whole time.
"Ahhhh," I scream and I let go and I feel Christian lapping up all the juices.
He kisses his way back up my stomach and again his mouth is on mine and I can taste myself on his lips, another first for me. I'm not sure what I think about this however I am so turned on right now I could care less.
"Christian, I need you inside me," I practically beg him that I'm shaking.
"Are you on birth control," Christian asks.
"Yes."
"Your choice if I wear a condom then, it would be so much better if I don't but it's your choice."
I shake my head and watch as his slips down his boxer shorts revealing his rock hard erection and there is no way that's going to fit.
"Don't worry; you'll stretch to fit me. Now last chance, are you sure you're ready to do this."
"Christian, I want you to make love to me."
He kisses me tenderly one last time before he glides into me and I wince.
He pulls in and out a few times so I can get used to the movement until I start to feel pleasure.
I start to move against him and his breathing changes and he looks down at me.
"Ana?"
"Keep going," I order and the smile that forms on his lips.
He's so gentle with me and quite frankly I'm surprised. I can tell that he's holding back but right now that's fine by me.
Finally Christian starts to let go and starts to thrust harder and deeper into me until I feel my body start to quicken again and I want to make this feeling last but I know I can't control what my body does.
Christian has said nothing to me while in this intimate act but again those grey eyes say so much more than any words can.
The sheen of sweat forms between our bodies and I feel so happy and sated as I have my first orgasm through sex and it's quite amazing that Christian finds his end at the same time filling me with everything he has.
Hovering over me we are catching our breathe.
"Wow Ana you were amazing."
He falls to my side and holds me close to his body.
"Was I okay?"
"Okay? Anastasia what he just shared there are no words to describe how I'm feeling. That was the first time I made love to a woman and I have these feelings for you that I can't describe."
Staring at this very confident powerful man who is battling his own demons I just take his face into my face and kiss hips now swollen lips.
"Christian, I want to be everything to you." I admit and I don't care how he will react.
"Anastasia, I know we just met but I have to tell you something."
I know he is debating if she should tell me but I give him the green light.
"Anastasia Rose Steele, I love you."
"I love you to Christian; I've never felt this way about anyone before."
And that's the truth. With Jose I did love him but never this powerful or passionate that I'm feeling right now in Christian Grey's arms. I don't know if it's just because we had sex but it's something so much more.
We just lie in each other's eyes for what seems like a lifetime until my eyes are too heavy to keep open.
"Sleep my beautiful Anastasia," Christian says kissing my lips before I fall asleep.
When I wake up I expected to find Christian gone instead I find myself sleeping on his chest with his arms wrapped around me.
I carefully lift my head and look at this man that I just lost my virginity to a few hours ago and he looks so peaceful. It's a sight all on his own. I slowly lie my head back down on his chest so I can just watch him sleep.
"Good morning Anastasia," Christian says without opening his eyes.
"Morning," I say and kiss his chest.
Christian shifts so that we're facing each other.
"You are so amazing," He says running his hands down my body signaling that he's ready for round two.
After two more intensive orgasms and unbelievable shower sex, I'm dressed in a new dress that Christian gave me I'm head down to the parking garage with Christian in tow. He's wearing a very smart gray pin stripe suit and I have to stand on the other side of the elevator because I want him again and I don't know if I can control myself.
"I know what you're doing Anastasia and it's not going to work," Christian says taking two long strides to close the gap between us and he takes my face into his hands.
"Will you call me after you get the job?"
"Christian!"
"What, you are a shoe in, why wouldn't SIP want you as their new junior editor?"
"From your lips to God's ears," I say and I breathe a sigh of relief when the elevator doors open revealing Sawyer and Taylor.
During the short trip to SIP, Christian holds my hand and surprisingly calms me down.
When we arrive, Christian opens my door and helps me out before kissing me one last time.
"Good luck," He says and opens the front door for me before swatting me on the butt.
I'm shown up to the fifth floor with Sawyer as my babysitter. I have to admit he's quite nice, quiet but pleasant.
"I will just wait here for you Miss Steele," Sawyer says staying in the lobby of SIP as I'm shown into Jerry Roach's office.
"Please call me Ana," I say and then the doors close and what's standing between me and the most perfect job is this middle age overweight man in front of me.
After 45 minutes, I think I've nailed the interview but now Roach is just staring at me and not saying a word.
"Well Miss Steele, I am quite impressed with you and I would like to formally offer you the job of the junior editor here at SIP."
I'm shocked but I'm so happy.
"Thank you sir, I promise to not let you down."
"Now that the formalities are out of the way, when can you start because we are already so far behind and I need you to start ASAP. Now I know that you are still living down south but if it would help, we have a company owned apartment we use for visiting authors that you can use until you find a permanent residence. Could you start on Monday?"
"Absolutely sir. Thank you again."
I'm shown around the office and what will be my desk and I can't wait to get started. I fill out all the necessary paperwork before I feel a hand on my shoulder.
"So I hear you are joining SIP?" I turn around and see Managing Editor Jack Hyde who first interviewed me a few months ago.
"Yes, I am so excited to have this amazing opportunity."
"Well, I look forward to working with you," He says trailing his hand down my back and I feel very uneasy. It's probably nothing but I think I will need to keep my eye on Hyde for sure.
Sawyer and I make it down to the lobby and I'm shocked to find Christian waiting for me with a massive bouquet of white roses in his arms.
"I hear congratulations are in order?" He says when I walk toward him and give him a quizzical look.
"Sawyer called and told me the good news. So are you going to stay in Seattle?"
"Looks like it."
"Have you given any thought to moving in with me?"
"Christian, I love you but I think we are moving too fast and the company has an apartment that I can use for a few weeks so can we re-evalauate the living together question then.
"You will move in with me Miss Steele, if it's the last thing you do."
