Circle Of Confusion
Authoress Notes: Readers and I am excited, so many have taken the time to read and some comment on Fluttering Hearts. I am going to put effort in better connecting the dots in an effort to make the story more concise and enjoyable to read. I will answer all comments and welcome dialogue.
Disclaimer: See Chapter One.
Refresher from Chapter Five.
"You're pretty ass in the red indeed young lady." Christian said exasperated.
I never meant for it to get this bad, honest, sir." Pam said with a pout as she spilled her guts and cunningly broke into a new round of convulsive sobs. But, Pam's boss was no fool and after his private investigator gave her life the 'anal' exam he suspected his employee would be shown to have a record for sticky fingers. Pam would become Kate to give her a fresh start in the big city. She left her felony conviction behind and studied to become a stockbroker. Of course he would react in such a strong fashion if requested and be her disciplinarian. Certainly, a possibility, but he didn't even have a paddle!
Chapter Seven
Christian's relationship with Pam now Kate was more like a concerned surrogate father and was in no way amorous. She and he had designed her education to meet her goal of being a licensed stockbroker both financially and emotionally. He had also offered to support her studies and serves as her disciplinarian, but only of asked. he was determined for the fledgling college student to find her best. In Kate's case it did not pay dividends to be kind to her behind. The former embezzler did not have the intestinal fortitude to crack down without the swat of the paddle.
I was rescued from the dreary steamy countryside and was granted a new life after I had some steam in my backside. A life of sticky fingers to a brand spanking new life in the glittering lights of the big city
Pam had been the slack young lady running down his inheritance store who had managed to screw up her life with a criminal record Christian offered her redemption with a healthy dose of discipline attached as part of his condition to relocate her to Seattle and pay for her to go to college. as part of this transformation Christian pulled some strings and got Pam a new identity. Her name from then on in life was Kate.
On her own the fledgling college student had ask for a "college spanking." So, Christian reluctantly took on the role of disciplinarian with the stipulation, Pam/Kate ask for the spanking. It was part of his generous benefactor role. The fledgling college student was not applying herself in her business finance courses and begged for his help. Her desire to be a stockbroker had turned to a new passion to be a fashion designer.
Christian agreed to apply the paddle he had had Kate buy at the student store which she had veneered and her name burned into it with a pink heart over the e.
"Reach out and touch someone."
"Hello"
"Hi, It's Kate."
"Hi Kate, How are the studies going?"
"Not, so well."
"I want, need, a college spanking. please give me what I deserve."
"Go to the student store and buy an unfinished Greek wooden paddle."
"I can do that."
Have them burn your name down the length of the paddle with a heart over the e."
"Okay, I see and then you will spank me with it. Is that the idea."
"Not quite."
"what do you mean, you said you would help me take m studies seriously. I reached out to you for your guidance."
"Hey, take it easy Kate, I did not say I wouldn't punish you."
"I feel, so vulnerable? It was hard to open up to you and if any of my friends knew I was about to be spanked, I would die!"
Christian continued.
"After your name and the heart are burned into a paddle ask them for a finishing kit."
"Alright, then what?
"I want you to sand and smooth the wood until it is as soft as a baby's butt. Then I want you to put it against your cheek, that is your bare bottom cheek. Then think of what led you to call me to give you a college spanking."
"I see, I will sir."
"Very well, then varnish and polish it and give me a call."
"I will do just that sir"
"Bye, study hard"
"I will, Bye"
Kate POV:
In this case my knight in shining armor did not carry a sword, he carried a paddle, made of oak and it stoked my ambitions once again when I decided to become a stockbroker and found myself hurting my potential like I did years ago! It had worked once to straighten me out.
I had not received a college spanking. Emotional certainty his caring to spank me very red had left not only in the nerves of my butt, but I also had a fluttering heart.
After he had pulled my panties down, bared my bottom and ordered me to bend over he had used the paddle I had dutifully sanded and varnished to a smooth finish. Honestly, he beat my ass hard with that wooden paddle I had been slack!
Bent over, panties down, I was flabbergasted. I heard and simultaneously heard the "CRACK"
"WHACK" "SWACK the paddle landed hard on my blistered tomato red bottom ten times in rapid succession. I widened my stance my legs spread wider I could feel the cool air across my vagina and butt hole and knew that I had further humiliated myself in front of my corporal punishing mentor.
The tenth paddle swat hit so hard it knocked me forward and I am not ashamed this college student I cried like a little girl! but, it was not the pain of the spanking with the wooden paddle, it was the pain of inner conflict and lack of self-discipline to study in college.
Far worse than my self-imposed paddling was that disappointment look in his wise eyes. This caring man who had rescued me from the my reckless and undisciplined life I had led. He had given me a chance to shine.
Symbolically, the shine on my red butt felt good. It spoke of a new beginning. and my newly charted foundation. Christian listened through my sobs of frustration and allowed me to change my major to fashion merchandise. I was, so grateful and happy and many times remembered my sore butt that fateful night. The paddle had been the right medicine for me!
Finally it was over, Mr. Grey put down the paddle and sat down in a chair. Christian ordered me to come sit on his lap. I will always remember sitting on his lap and the cool fabric of his tailored suit slacks against my burning butt.
It was then as her tongue touched his ear as she sultry whispered her desires for him to take her red bottom for behind.
"You will be able to feel the heat throbbing out of my naughty well-paddled bottom as you slam into me anyway you want." Kate's paddling over Christian left quickly he wanted his budding relationship with his college coed, Ana to bud and flourish and nothing more than sunlight on his disciplinarian role paddling other deserving women's behind would extinguish that flame in jealous prone, Ana's mind.
Christian had been down this troubling road before with Meredith and that had ended badly. Simply spanking an adult could not change behavior unless the spankee was willing to give up their selfish bratty ways. Meredith had hurt Christian and now that he had Ana his role as disciplinarian would end after Kate had just whispered she wanted an amorous relationship with him.
Kate was drained and her bottom was very red and sore to the touch, but tolerable. Sitting at her apartment desk was another matter which became apparent as she sat down with a wince in deference to her blistered red bottom. Guaranteed to focus her on her studies in the future.
The college student now had a new college direction tailored for her. But, his reluctance to expand the their relationship was a 'Circle Of Confusion.'
To Be Continued:
R and R please.
