Fast and Furious Fade Away 4
DISCLAIMER: I own no rights to the Fast and Furious Characters.
Language, Violence, Sexual Content
I was still sitting on the bed when he slipped through the door. He crawled onto the bed and put his back against the wall. I wasn't sure what to do so I stayed where I was. Plus all he had on was sweat pants. I kept glancing at his chest and wanted to run my tongue down his chest, "Are you going to stay there or come over here and show me that book?" He was smiling and waiting with his arms open.
I slid across the bed and leaned against him. His arm curled around me then kissed my head. "No laughing I had no say in how I looked and my parents were into odd." I opened the book and the first thing you saw was a group of pictures of me. Hey were of me making silly faces. In the middle was a quote. "But the child's sob curses deeper in the silence than the strong man in his wrath! Elizabeth Barrett Browning."
"Why that quote?" He ran his finger over a picture of me wearing pigtails and a huge smile.
"My shrink gave me homework. I was suppose to find a way to tell him about my life in a creative way. He thought it would help me to remember how much I had survived. I came up with this book." I turned the next few pages and told him what each picture or drawing represented.
"What happened to your hair?" He was looking a picture of me when I was about twelve.
"It was one of our summer visits to Africa and we were staying in the village where Nyemi and her family lived." I ran my finger over the boy next to me. "This is Gamba he was my best friend and intended."
"Intended?"
I looked at him. "We were suppose to be married according to him. Of course he asked me when we were five." I felt a tear run down my cheek. " Shortly after this was taken a group of us kids were out playing. None of us were paying attention and a lion got the drop on me. He always carried his spear with him and charged at it. The other boys ran to gather weapons to help but the lion was quicker. He left without trying to take his kill. We carried him back to the village and Nyemi gave me a box that contained his favorite things. He was creating a dowry for my parents."
"Is that why you felt safe at the Motel?" His hand wiped away some of the tears.
"No I stayed with them because they are family. Living in Baghdad for a year and knowing I made it out of the war zones made me feel safe."
"You still didn't tell me what happened to your hair." He was smiling and all I could think was how they felt against my lips.
"I think you'll find the next few pages more interesting than my hair." I flipped the page and there were pictures of me and Mia. They were pure comedy because we were dressed in costumes for various parties we had been to. The next two pages were filled with the night I was at the race. My favorite picture was one. Dominic was leaning against his car with his arms crossed over his chest. He had a look of pleasure and happiness on his face. Others were of the gang including Letty. "Told you I had been to a race."
"Then why didn't you join us?" He moved my hair away from my shoulder and placed a kiss on it. I shuddered at the thought of other places he could kiss. "Something wrong?" He moved the kiss closer to my neck and deepened it. All I could do is shake my head no. He took advantage of me turning my head and claimed the spot where my neck and shoulder meet. I moaned and he pulled me closer sliding his right hand up my side.
His finger had got caught on my shirt and it moved up with his hand. My hand flew to his hand and stopped him from moving higher. "Dom." I think my using the shortened version of his name is what made him stop. "We need to stop." He pulled pulled his head back. "Trust me asking you to stop isn't what I really want but until you know what is under the cloths we can't go further." I grabbed the book and moved so I was facing him. I opened the book to the pages that contained photos of me after the torture. I handed it to him and left the room.
The party was still going strong and it was clear who was hooking up with who. I grabbed two Corona's because I was sure he was gunna need more than one. I grabbed one of my ice cream cups and headed back to my room. He was still looking at the last page which contained a picture of my back before the tattoo and after. I handed him the beer and he downed it without stopping. I set his other beer on the night stand and started to eat my ice cream. I don't know how long we sat there listening to everyone downstairs. "I thought you were making light of being attacked but those." He grabbed the other beer and took a swig. "I wasn't expecting that."
"I'll understand if you can't stand to look at me with my clothes off. Every cut you saw scared, even the ones in front."
I kept my eyes on my ice cream because I knew deep down the only people who could find that attractive, were the ones who both us after they were done. "I have some questions." I nodded. "You were making jokes about virginity. I was pretty sure you were a virgin but now I'm not so sure."
"The people who bought us wanted unsoiled girls. That is the only good thing about being with them. After being rescued I avoided moments where sex was concerned. I accepted the idea of never being intimate along time ago." I leaned over and put my cup on the stand. "Seeing you again was the first time I wanted to be touched." I smiled because even now knowing he will never touch me again the memory of his touch made me happy.
"Why are you smiling?" His voice sounded shocked.
"Because even if that was the last time you touch me you made one dream come true." I knew I was blushing. "Your the one I've wanted to be my first in a lot of things." He started to laugh and it was his happy laugh. I grabbed one of the pillows and hit him with it. "Don't laugh." I hit him again when he didn't stop. Before I knew it I was on my knees to get more momentum. Why was he laughing at me.
"Stop that." He raised his eyebrow as he blocked my current attack.
"Or what? I think you deserve it for laughing at me."
I swung again but found myself on my back. He held my hands above my head in one hand. The other hand slid down my left leg and pushed it to the side and lowered his body between my legs. I gasped as he leaned down. He had a serious look on his face when he stopped moving. "I told you to stop now I'm going to punish you." He lowered his face until our lips touched. We started out slowly but it quickly became heated. His left arm slid behind my back and he wrapped his fingers into my hair. His right hand followed suit only he used it to lift me off the bed and onto his lap.
He pulled me as close as he could and I moaned as he slowly moved my hips proving to me that he was turned on. He pulled away wrapping his arms around my back. "I was laughing because I have been several girls first but never made anyone's dreams a reality." He lowered his head to mine and kissed my forehead. "I planned on taking things slow even though Eric said you were ready. I don't want you to feel that's all I want. I have done everything I can to not get close to anyone after Letty left. I fought my feelings for you as much as I could but you kept doing things that pulled me in."
He looked up and his eyes held so much emotion. I started to say something but he shook his head. "I want things that I'm not sure your ready for. After seeing those pictures I'm not sure I could move past it. I'm scared your going to do things your not ready for to please me."
I pulled back so there was more distance between our chests. "That is one thing you don't have to worry about. Even when I was being tortured the thought of seeing you again and being back with Mia and Vince was what kept me strong. I asked myself what would Dominic do if he was me? The only thing that came as an answer was survive at all cost. I never lost my desire to be with you." I cupped his cheek. "Do you trust me?"
There was no hesitation in his answer. "Yes."
"Then I know what I want for winning." I leaned down and lightly kissed his lips before pulling back. "Show me what you want to do and don't second guess what I'm ready for. If it's too much I'll tell you."
He sat there thinking about what I said and I was sure he would call it a night. I jumped when I felt his hands under my shirt. He smiled but continued to move his hands upward taking my top with it. He lifted my arms with it until my top was no longer being worn and was thrown to the floor. His hands lightly ran along my arms as his eyes took in my now exposed skin. I fought the urge to look away but he ran his tongue over his lips and I wanted to know what he was going to do next.
I let my arms fall to my sides as he lift me higher and my ass rested on his arms. My breasts were now even with his mouth and he wasted no time placing his mouth over my nipple. My head flew back as he sucked it into his mouth and ran his teeth over it as he released. He repeated his action with the other nipple gaining a moan and my hips writhing a bit. He lowered me as he moved his kisses up my cheek. When he reached my neck his hands began to knead my breast occasionally pinching the nipples. My body reacted on it's own as I writhed against him vigorously.
He was breathing heavy as he spoke against my ear. "I want to taste you."
He was asking permission even though I told him he didn't need it. "Please!" It was breathy and I squealed when he moved us so I was laying on the bed.
He kissed along my jaw and placed his arms on each side of my head. He looked me in the eyes. "Are you sure? We can stop now and take thing slower. I need you to be absolutely sure because if I do I'm not sure I can stop. This is all I've longed for since you told me off."
My only reaction was to kiss him. I put everything I was feeling and wanted into that kiss and he moaned as I ran my nails down his back. He caressed along my side so feather light I had to break the kiss because I was giggling. He however continued to kiss down my neck to my chest. I was shocked at my reaction to him running his tongue over one of my deeper scars. I arched my back and dug my nails into his back. After that he made sure to devour each scar until it sounded like one continual moan.
I was so over come with pleasure I hadn't even noticed him removing my pants and thong. I stopped writhing when he ran his tongue along my clit. After that everything he did made me loose myself in pleasure. At one point I tried to get control to hopefully return the pleasure. He made it clear that wasn't going to happen by changing the position. He brought me to the edge then let it fade repeating this several times before sending me into a pleasurable euphoria.
When my breathing calmed he was leaning over me smiling. I felt something push against my entrance and nodded. He wasted no time entering and stopped waiting for me to show signs of pain, it hurt but I had felt worse. I pulled him into a kiss and moved my hips letting him know I was fine. He made it clear that he was going to take his time stopping my hips each time I tried to increase the pace. We stayed in the one position only adjusting body parts. The only time his eyes left mine was when the pleasure caused us to close our eyes.
He grabbed pillows and my fuzzy blanket when we were done. He curled me into him wrapping his arm around me. He lightly kissed my forehead. Neither of us said anything as we drifted off to sleep.
