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Peter's POV
I stare at my reflection in the mirror. The bathrooms empty and one of the lights start flickering, signaling that it's almost out. My hand starts shaking around the butter knife. I grip harder on the handle. I can't do this. If I don't he will kill me. Who am I? What happened to me? Is this even worth it? I slip a hand through my hair. "Goodbye," I whisper to my own reflection. The Peter in that reflection is about to disappear.
I walk towards the hallway that leads to the dorms. I slip through the door. This is it. I feel tears of frustration forming in my eyes. I fight them off. I look down at my knife and head over to Edward's bed. I stare at him. Last chance to back out. I hold the knife and stab him in the eye. I froze for a second and ran. Behind me I could hear screams of fear and pain. "Peter!" It was Drew. I don't dare to turn back.
I run as fast as I can out of the compound. Where was I going? I make my way down an empty road. I slow to a jog. I pull my sweatshirt half way to cover my face. I let out a frustrated scream that was muffled by my sweatshirt. I feel hot tears soak through. Everyone will know it was me. Drew was a fool to chase after me. Doesn't he know they will think he is a part of this attack? I kick at nothing. When I stuck that knife through his eye, I felt something die inside me. How am I supposed to show my face now?
About an hour later I head to Eric's office. He isn't there, but the door is unlocked. I decide to sit on the uncomfortable chair. I fight the urge to start crying again. Guilt fills my entire body; it's the only thing I feel.
Eric steps in with a smirk. "I didn't think you had it in you." Me either. I just stared through his cold eyes. "Well I suppose you can stay alive, for now." "For now?!" I repeat, anger boiling inside me. "We had a deal!" "Don't forget who you're talking to." He says slowly. "You said you would throw away my record!" "True. But if I recall, I still know how dangerous you are, divergent. You proved that tonight." He said. "You blackmailed me!" I'm starting to get really tired of his bullshit right now. "You're safe for now Peter, now I think it's time you go back to your dorm." I wish I could slap that sly look right off his face.
"Peter did you do it? Drew asked me in the hall. I don't answer, by his expression he already knows the answer. "Why?" He asked. "Because Eric's blackmailing me! That's why!" I screamed. I shouldn't be taking my anger out on Drew; he had nothing to do with this. "What's he blackmailing you with, Peter?" "Well damn Drew! If I just told you so easily what it is, do you think I would be having this problem?" I screamed. "Calm down ok. Edwards gone and so is Myra." "Are they faction less now?" He nods. Great not only am I the guy to stab someone in the eye; but now I'm the reason two people are faction less for something that they could have been prepped for. There is so much built in me that I think I might explode; I wish I did so this pain could fade.
Flashback over
"Peter, if you could make you way to Janine's office that would be great." I don't know who this guard is, but I just want to punch him in his face. What does Janine what with me anyways? Does she know I'm divergent? I gulp.
