Ok so somebody already gave me a name I like so with further ado

"Aunt Rose?" I said walkinng into her room. "Yeah Nessie?" "I wanted to talk to you." "Sure." she said pointing to the bed. "Well I have been thinking about what I was going to name the girl and I picked Lilian." "Oh my god." she whispered before pulling me into a hug. "Thank you. You do not know how much this means to me." "Yeah I thought it was a pretty name. But I want to spell i N." "I am relly sorry I acted the way I did when you found out I was stupid and desperate." "It is okay. When I found out I wanted to put it into any one of you because you were more fit for it then I was. I thought you should know that." Telling her lifted a big load of guilt off my shoulders. She did not know how much it meant to me that she was helping me through this. "No I knew. Edward told me." she said. "Right. Dad has barely said one word to me since I told him and he has to know how much it hurts." I started to cry. "He knows. Let me tell you a story. When your dad found out your mom was pregnant the first thing he did was try to take it out. But your mom would not let him. Even J acob tried to talk her into it but he knew better. Nobody could reason with your mom no matter how hard you tried. She was stoborn put her foot down for what she wanted. But when your dad held you for the first time he knew he made the right choice. Just like you. All the insecurities that you feel all the doughts. Someday you will understand better." Her words were starting to sink in. Now everything just started building up. Another bump in the road always ready to rise. But now I realise at the end of this rocky road is a smooth path. One filled with I would get there but there was still a long road ahead. I knew that part I was not an idiot I knew that there would be some light at the end of the tunnell. Okay maybe not in Forks ya know constant cloud cover but still. I had everything mapped out. My baby would be born on a rainy day. My family would be waiting outside to hold them and I would be exahusted. But after all of that I would be happy and it would all be worth it. I needed to understand that I am not alone. But i am still having trouble with that consept.

Ok so now I need middle names! For a boy something from the reservation. For the girl something from the cullen household! Deadline October 10th. Still taking story ideas! This story will be put into your own hands if you contribute ideas!