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You and Me, Plus Baby Makes Three
Chapter 7: Behind Closed Doors
Time slowed once the door closed behind them. Gazing into each others eyes, and without a word spoken, they both knew that this was what the other wanted.
Moving in a heated rush, Dean slid his hands around her waist and was met with a sliver of skin, the heat of which burned hot to the touch and excited him to no end. Herself enraptured by the pressure as his fingers dug into her flesh, Cassie spun him around and forced him against the door frame then pushed at the waistband of his pants. Overly eager, Dean tried to control himself as his rock hard cock threatened to burst from his jeans. Neither wanting to waste any time, they separated and hurriedly removed their clothing then just as quickly came together.
Dean captured her mouth with a hungry urgency and kissed her full lips passionately. Lustfully, she slipped her tongue between his lips and thrust until they danced their own tune. Dean stepped back to admire her form and couldn't help notice the dark flush of arousal of her nipples as her breast heaved in anticipation.
Viewing him, Cassie marveled at the freckled skin with muscles that rippled down his arms, flat stomach, strong legs and broad back. Taking him by the hand, she led him to the bed. Each of her movements slow and sensual, she lay down in anticipation of what was to come.
Dean moved atop her at once and teasingly kissed a path from her eyelids to the satin-smooth skin of her adams apple. Cassie's achingly swollen breasts longed for his touch as she let out a rushed breath. Taking that as his cue, Dean moved further down and lapped his tongue around the plump hardened nipple then took it between his teeth. He taunted her mercilessly as she bit at her lower lip in an attempt to muffle the screams of pleasure she wanted to emit. Cassie felt as if she were lost in a fog. Dean always knew his way around a woman's body and it appeared that time had only made him better. And as he had been in the past, he proved to be a generous lover. Lowering his head, Dean made his way down to the curly mound of tawny hair between her legs. He could already feel her pulsing as he hummed around her and it didn't take long before she wriggled her hips and shuddered uncontrollably as her thighs trembled around his ears.
Coming up for air, Dean was beside himself. Throbbing, he eased himself inside of her and she accepted all he could give as he filled her in one swift motion. The hot, wet slippery softness of her caused him to shudder in excitement as she arched against him to meet each possessive thrust. Dean clenched him teeth as they moved together in harmony, then began to rock her to his rhythm leaving her breathless with urgent gasps.
Cassie drew her knees up around him, the sheets bunched in her hands as she opened up for him, taking all he could give. The thrill of the moment overcame both of them as their bodies shook violently. As Cassie exploded around him, Dean sucked in a quick breath before releasing his load inside of her.
"Mmm, that was nice."
"I was good, wasn't I?" Dean added in jest.
"Eh, it was okay."
"Ha ha, very funny."
"I'm just kidding. It was just like old times."
"Is that a good thing?"
"What do you think?" she asked as she climbed atop him and made love again, kissing him until his lips were red and swollen.
And when they were done, with Dean's arm snaked around her midsection, they lay quietly. They were unsure what this means if anything, but Dean knew for sure though that this would not change the way he felt about Deanna. He had fallen for her, and as if Cassie were reading his mind, she asked the question.
"So, what does this mean?"
"I was hoping it meant a new beginning for us."
"Dean, as much as I want that, we have to be realistic."
"I am being realistic. Listen, I know we've spent a long time apart, but you can't deny that there's something between us. Something time hasn't erased."
"I won't lie Dean, there is something here, but you have to admit that we aren't the same people."
"I'd be lying if I said that the years hadn't changed me."
"So tell me everything and then let me decide."
And so he did.
Dean detailed what had happened over the last eight years and to his surprise, he found it quite cathartic. Besides, he could never lie to Cassie anyway. So he told her all about Cas, Bobby, the time he went to Hell and about the Leviathans. He told her about the other cases, and all about Lisa and Ben. And when he was done revealing all that he and Sam had been through, he turned to her hesitantly.
Cassie was quiet for some time and then she did something unexpectedly. She bent her head and kissed the Mark of Cain. The act shook Dean to his core.
"Dean, all those years ago, I was wrong when I said I didn't see a future for us. I just didn't know how to ask you to stay. I guess my pride stood in the way."
"You're not the only one at fault. I did say I would see you again. Guess I didn't hold up my end. I really did intend on keeping in touch with you, but the crazier my life got, the more I didn't want to involve you in it. I didn't want to risk you getting hurt. If anything would have happened to you, I wouldn't have been able to forgive myself."
"So, what now. We can't go on pretending like theres nothing between us, but how do we make this work?"
"I don't know, but we have to. Now that I have Deanna in my life, I can't think of not having you as well."
"And that's what worries me."
"What do you mean?"
"What if this doesn't work out between us? What if we go back to the arguing like we did before? I don't want this to affect Deanna."
"Cassie, if there's one thing I can promise you, it's that Deanna will always come first. I would never let anything happen to her."
"That's reassuring, but we have so many other obstacles in our way. There's the distance, the timing and not to mention the elephant in the room, your job."
"We can deal with the distance and the timing, as for my job, that'll take some compromising on both our parts. Cassie, I don't believe in destiny, but I know now that this is what I was meant to do. When I'm away from my job, I'm miserable. I know it's dangerous but I want, no, need to help people."
"And I think that's what scares me most."
"How so?"
"I know now that you would do anything to protect Deanna, but how you willingly sacrifice yourself for people you don't know troubles me."
"Cassie, if we're going to do this then you have to be all in. There can be no hesitation on your part because that's how people get killed."
They lay in each others arms pondering the choices before them. Though they hadn't come to any final decisions, they just relished being with each other knowing that this was a new beginning. And before the sun came up, Cassie returned to her room.
Restless, Dean decided to go grab himself a cup of coffee only to be greeted by Sam who was already in the kitchen making his first cup.
"So, I see you're up early." Sam stated obviously.
"Yup."
"Busy night." He added with a smirk.
"Shut up, Sam."
"What, I didn't say anything."
"Not yet you haven't."
Dean stared at Sam, awaiting the words he knew were coming.
"So, you and Cassie, huh?"
"Guess so."
"You think thats a good idea?"
"You mean with me cursed by the mark?" he questioned harshly.
"I didn't mean to insinuateā¦"
"Yeah right. I know you Sam, so before you go getting on your soapbox, don't."
"Dean, I'm not here to patronize you. I just want you to make sure you're doing the right thing."
"And what's that supposed to mean."
"I think it's great that you and Deanna have created this bond, but do you think it's wise to restart things with Cassie again."
"What are you trying to say, Sam."
"Look, I want you to be happy, but you know what we're dealing with right now."
Dean looked at him with mock confusion.
"Dean, we don't know the ramifications of the Mark of Cain yet and you shouldn't start something you can't finish."
"I know what I'm doing Sam."
"It's just thatā¦"
"Just what, Sam!"
"I don't think you could handle another loss like with Lisa and Ben."
"This isn't the same. I would never do to Cassie and Deanna what I did to them."
"How can you be so sure?"
"Because Deanna is mine! I may not be able to be the best father in the world to her, but I am going to be her father. As for Cassie, we both understand what we're getting into and we are going to make this work."
"Dean, I don't want to sound like an ass, I just want to make sure you're safe."
"I know, Sam and I appreciate it, but I've got this under control."
"We'll I've got your back and if you need anything, just let me know." Sam stated as he patted Dean on the back and left him to his thoughts.
Dean knew Sam didn't mean anything and was only concerned for his well being. Besides, he did take seriously the fact that he would need to keep Cassie and Deanna safe. It's just that right now he wasn't sure how he was going to do it. He and Sam finally had a home they could call their own and he wasn't about to up and leave it. He also knew that Cassie wouldn't be apt to uprooting Deanna and moving to Kanas on a whim. In the early stages, they could maintain a bond by talking on the phone and he would go out and visit them as much as he could, but he knew Cassie wouldn't put up with that for too long. He knew there would be some major decisions coming down the pike, but for right now, he wanted to sit back and enjoy the ride.
