RATED M. This one contains material of Alice and Rosalie having a parallel conversation. Rated M.

"I'm afraid that Jasper won't let me see him or something. I think that he is nervous about what I will think of him." I tell her.

"Have you seen it?"

"Yeah a few times. But all different ways I have been trying to avoid it. I want it to happen however it naturally does. We've showered together before, when he lets me see his scars. But I've never touched him to get him off."

"Really?"

I nod.

"You should probably do that first. He's gonna come really quickly. So do that before you do anything else. Don't rush sex. It's good to know that you're okay with it. But that doesn't mean you have to do it."

I agree.

"What about Maria? Does he freak out when you guys make out?" she says folding her legs on the couch. I lean back.

"Yeah he has before. He said that sometimes he thinks too much of her. I have to remind him that it is me and it will only ever be me ever again." I say.

"That helped me with our first time. Emmett kept reminding me that it was him and after a few times there was nothing for me to worry about. But if he asks for something specific then you should do it. He will be less nervous if you let him. Like I took my own clothes off because Royce and his buddies forced mine off of me before." She says.

I nod taking it all in.

"Does he like being on top?" she asks.

I nod.

"That's from the rape. He remembers all of his a lot more then I do. But I still would rather be in charge the first few times before I forgot about all of them."

She seems to be thinking but that is helpful information. Maybe I should let him take charge more often.

"Oh and he is going to get really excited very fast. So you might want to you know…do it before you do it." She says.

"Rosalie." I warn.

"It would just make it easier for him to hold out later so that you have time to you know…too." She says, "You can always move their hand down there. He'll like that. Emmett freaked out when I-"

"Okay. Rosalie, I got the picture remember?" I ask her as her first time plays through my mind.

"Right sorry. Well that will help everything feel a lot better for you. And if he doesn't because sometimes they get a little distracted. Then you can always do it. But Emmett says he likes it better when he does it. Oh and never fake it. They will figure that out especially with Jasper's gift. And that could be bad. Just let it happen. If you don't get to during then tell him after and he will fix it for you. That's happened a few times." She says.

"He'll do most of the work you just get to enjoy yourself and tell him where not to put it. It can be…uncomfortable at first. Just be patient it won't feel like that the entire time. Plus it is so worth watching their amazing expressions when they-"

"Yeah I get it. Thanks. Is Emmett freaking Jasper out right now?" I ask.

"Probably. He told me he was going to give Jasper pointers."

"He doesn't need them."

"Well you know Emmett."

"That's true."