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Chapter 6: Leave
Fang POV

I didn't know how long I was out, a few days? Maybe. But Max rarely left, except in the beginning, after she came back I could understand everything they said.

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Did Nudge just say someone was gonna commit suicide? She did but wh…no not Max, she wouldn't, would she? I got distracted, but when I heard crying I turned back to listening to what was happening with the flock.

Is that Angel crying?

Yes

What's wrong, Ange?

Max was gonna ki…kill her..

Ok Angel, I get the idea, but are you s…

Yes!

Ok Angel, when did she say think that?

When you were about t… to d… die Then I noticed she had started crying hysterically. So I stopped asking her questions. Max wouldn't do that, would she? Maybe Angel was reading in between the lines too much, yeah that's it. Max wouldn't...couldn't leave the flock.

After a while she stopped crying and said, "Ok, good plan." Before she left, what plan? I didn't hear Max say anything, was she talking in her mind? Why? O well I guess Max will tell me when I wake up.

Poor Angel, I couldn't believe it, How could Angel get that wrong? I found out later on, when Max started to talk to me, she said she loved me! She actually admitted it! Maybe Angel heard and she...oh, I'm sure she just got it wrong. Max also said it was her fault, she sounded so sorry and upset, I wanted to comfort her so much, but couldn't move. It was true though, it was her fault, I couldn't deny that and neither could she.

If she hadn't have gone on the date with him, I wouldn't have had to save her. She's made another mistake! First, splitting the flock, then this, then to top it all off she was talking about leaving to try and save the world one minute, then relaxing here the next!

She was so unpredictable, but I loved her for it. She was Max in all her stubborn glory, but she's gone too far this time-it almost cost me my life and we can't have a suicidal leader. I pictured her on the beach with a shell in her hand and all that blood. I mentally flinched at the memory. No, we can't have that at all.

Then it clicked. Her leaving. Maybe we could get a house and a normal life and just settle down. This wasn't good for the kids, their environment always changing-on the run one minute, here the next. Maybe it wouldbe better if she left.

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I was starting to feel better after a while, but I still couldn't move, not one bit.

To make matters worse every time Max said sorry and that she loved me, it kept making me change my mind. I know I loved her and I knew she loved me too, but she made too many mistakes-she can't lead the Flock. She'll have to leave, but what will the others say? Maybe it'll be better if she did stay. No she has to go. But… I don't know

I'd never been so confused in my miserable short existence that people call life.

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After Max had left and it was just her Mom there it gave me time to think how to tell her to leave.

That's right I decided she had to go. The kids won't be too happy with me, hell they'll hate my guts. Max had been their Mom and big sister since she was old enough to know about the tests, she always comforted them, comforted me. She…No! I can't think about that.

I had to tell her to leave. I couldn't tell her I love her, I had to make sure she hated me so she could have a normal life with her Mom. She deserves that, we all do, but Max has got it.

I was being hard on her, but it helped me feel like I was doing the right thing how wrong I was.

Max brought me out of my trance as she held my hand said, "I'm sorry Fang, I'm sorry for being so depressed lately, sorry for not spending more time with the flock, but I…I love you, I wasn't going to take you almost dieing lying down." She squeezed my hand.

She sounded so guilty and sincere I wanted to change my mind again, to stay with her forever, but I couldn't I knew I couldn't. So I settled for squeezing her hand back.

I heard her gasp and then she was screaming and shouting, "Ig, Mom get up here. Now!" and "He squeezed my hand!"

Oh. My. God. I moved. I did it. Yes! I was so happy. But the reasonable, responsible part of my mind wasn't so pleased. It knew, I knew I'd have to tell Max to leave soon and I wasn't looking forward to it.

I took along time to open my eyes savouring the sweet moment of being with the flock while they still loved me. Even Total licking me didn't put me in that bad a mood.

When I heard them leaving I tried to open my eyes, but couldn't find again. I mentally groaned, great, I don't know if I can stand being alone with Max upset any more. I know I'm gonna end up changing my mind again.

I heard them all rush back into my room, uh oh… I guess it wasn't a silent groan like I thought. Oh well I'd try and open my eyes again; I was met with blinding light. Ow, I quickly closed them again.

"Fang?" Max whispered, "open your eyes, I know you can do it." I hated the fact that it could make me feel so happy and determined to do it.

I opened them again-for Max this time, (I did it more slowly this time) I was met by my flock, Ella and Dr. M.

I focused on Iggy and Gazzy first, they high fived me, but I didn't focus on what they were saying. I couldn't-I was too worried about what I'd say to Max.

I was vaguely aware of Total making noise and Ella and Nudge hugging me, but most of my attention, although I didn't want it to be, was on Max's hand in mine it felt warm and smooth, but I knew they could be deadly.

Fang, please don't make her leave.

Sorry, I've got to.

Plea… Her voice broke off then and I knew she'd start crying soon. I didn't want her to cry or hate me, but what could I do?

Max suddenly moved her hand out of my weak grip and helped me to sit up.

I leaned back against the wall and looked at Angel, her eyes were glazed over and I was wondering why no one else had noticed.

She jumped on me then, stopping my train of thought and whispered in my ear, "please."

"No," I whispered back.

I felt a single tear slide onto my cheek out of Angel's eye.

She was going to kill herself when she thought you…were dead.

A..

And yes I am very very sure!!

She almost sounded angry, did she really get it right?

Yes!

Oh. My. God. She couldn't. She can't. I won't let her.

Imagine what this will do to her.

I was speechless, she wouldn't do that, but what if Angel was right. Can I really do this? Would she really do that?

Eventually Angel got off and they all went out the room, well all of them except Max.

"Max we er…need to talk."

I internally sighed, it's now or never. How do I tell her? What should I say?

The first thing that popped into my head was, "what happened while I was out?" I asked.

"Huh?" Was all she said, she looked shocked.

"I don't remember," will she admit loving me when I'm conscious?

"Nothing?"

I shook my head, not wanting to give myself away with my voice.

"Not anything interesting," she said evenly but in her eyes I could tell she was sad. She really is stubborn, why can't she admit it when I'm awake? Why do I want her to? She has got to go.

"Were you going to commit suicide?"

"What gave you that idea?" But I could tell she knew it was Angel.

"Angel said you thought about it, because you thought I was dead."

"Don't flatter yourself, I was in shock, my best friend had just…I thought had just died, I would never leave the flock, by choice." Liar, but I couldn't argue with her-not when I had to tell her to leave.

"That's going to be a problem, I don't think you should be leader anymore, you've made too many mistakes, I want you to leave I…"

"Leave?" It was breaking my heart seeing her like this. I'm sorry Max.

"Well, I guess as soon as I can fly we'll leave, then you can stay here with your Mom and have a fucking nor…" I knew I was being stupid, but it was easier being mad and make her leave. It was easier her being mad as well and I knew this would seriously piss her off.

"Don't you dare say normal, how the hell do you think I can have a normal life? I have wings! I grew up in a bloody dog crate for gods sake," She shouted. I'd hurt her and I hated myself for it, but Max was less likely to see the truth if she was mad.

"You can have more of a normal life than us. You have a fucking Mom!" She looked heartbroken, I couldn't believe I'd lost control and hurt her. She'd think it was about her mom. Max deserved to know my reason. So I told her without loosing it this time, "this isn't about your Mom, I'm happy you found her, but you've made too many mistakes, this," I paused and held up my shirt making her flinch when she saw the scars that were left from Ari's attack. "This," I said while pointing at my wings and my newest scars. "You split the flock and it almost caused, you, Angel and Nudge your li…"

She'd been very tough and not showed emotion through my rant, but when she began to speak, I could tell I hurt her. I'm sorry Max.

"Fine, good luck as leader of the flock, but if anything happens to them I will hold you personally responsible and make you pay with your life."

Then she smashed through the window and flew off in hyper speed.

I just sat there starring at the horizon, at the place where Max had disappeared. I was hoping to see her come back and wondering if she'd seen the lies in my eyes, I was hoping one day Max and the flock would forgive me.

One day…

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