This is a pretty heavy chapter, just so you're warned.


Chapter VII

Broken

By Neko Erza

Natsu's hand was still stroking Gray and even though he was absolutely disgusted by it, the ice mage couldn't help but react at least a bit. He had held out pretty long already, trying not to get aroused, but it was physically impossible to not get a reaction. The slayer's hands were gentle enough for them to be pleasuring if it weren't for this situation.

But even though he knew it was a normal physical reaction and that he couldn't help, it didn't do anything to soothe his mind. He felt disgusted with himself for even getting hard this little while being raped. He wasn't enjoying this in the slightest bit and still a damned whimper managed to slip out.

"And you said you wouldn't get a hard on for me, but look…" Natsu gave another firm stroke while rubbing his own arousal against Gray's ass. Even though the pinkette was still wearing his pants, the raven had no problem feeling the hardness. Just the thought made a sick feeling emerge in his stomach.

"S-shut up…"

"Why would I? You don't like dirty talk, my lovely Gray?" The dragon slayer let his hot tongue run over Gray's neck. "If you don't, more reason for me to like it."

The pinkette chuckled as the raven gave a disgruntled growl in response and continued, "Do you like it when I stroke your cock like this? Is that dirty enough for you? I have a lot of fantasies I want to try on you; I just can't wait to feel your cold lips around my dick. And after that I will fuck you like the bitch you are."

"You're seriously disturbed." The raven said with a disgusted tone as he tried to suppress a moan when the slayer gave him a particular firm stroke.

"I'm disturbed?" Natsu breathed heatedly. "You're the one getting aroused while getting raped."

"I'm not! I'm not getting aroused by you!" The raven screamed out, but his lungs pushed painfully against his broken rib, making him whimper in pain. Tears of desperation, humiliation and pain ran down his face.

"You're a damn liar. I can feel you getting harder by the minute." The slayer gave another firm stroke and pinched the raven's nipple with his other hand. His hips shot forward and rubbed against Gray, trying to ease some of the tension that had already build up in his own pants.

"Stop rubbing that thing against me."

But the slayer just ignored the ice mage. His free hand roamed over Gray's chest and played with his nipples as he kept stroking the slowly hardening member.

Gray steeled his abdominal muscles as much as he could to try and hold back, but with no success. He simple couldn't stop his body. He tried to hold back as many little grunts and moans that desperately tried to spill out of his mouth but he couldn't stop some slipping. Every time he made a sound, he could practically feel the smug smile appear on Natsu's face. The slayer enjoyed his pain, humiliation and every unwanted reaction and sound that Gray failed to hide.

"You're really lewd." The pinkette's hot tongue trailed the raven's earshell again, which made him shudder. Then his free hand sneaked up his chest, over his neck and grabbed his chin. He pulled the raven's face towards his and wanted to place a kiss on the cold lips but Gray pushed the pinkette's face away with the hand that wasn't cuffed to the shed.

The slayer was a little surprised by the sudden act of defiance, but stared at the ice mage with a blank look. He could see the dried up traces of tears that ran down the mage's bloodied face. "Gray."

He turned the ice mage partially around so he could face him better. He grabbed the other's chin again and pulled his gaze to his. "Stick your tongue out."

Gray kept his eyes and mouth firmly closed, but he could feel the hold on his chin tighten which made him open his eyes.

"Do it."

The ice mage knew he didn't have a choice and slowly opened his mouth and stuck his tongue out somewhat. The dragon slayer immediately took his chance and attacked the mouth with his own. He savoured the mage's minty taste and rubbed his tongue against Gray's.

The raven felt the hot muscle run over every place of his mouth, leaving no spot unmarked. He hold as still as possible, downgrading the slayer's pleasure obviously. The pinkette gave an annoyed growl and sucked Gray's tongue into his mouth.

Along with the violent kiss, Natsu's hand suddenly let go of Gray's member and trailed towards his back. He seemed to got bored with sticking to the same action (and not getting any reaction back) and decided it was time for more.

The ice mage pulled away from the kiss as he loudly gasped at the sudden intrusion of the pinkette's finger.

"N-no!"

Natsu turned the ice mage around again so his back faced him once more. His other hand snaked back to the semi-hard member and started stroking once more.

"I know you've had girlfriends before, but this must be your first time back here, isn't it?"

"No!" The ice mage lied. He had had sex before of course, but only with women. He just didn't want to grant the slayer the pleasure of being the first.

"No? I can see you're lying. You've never had sex with a man before. It just torments you that I'll be your first. Excellent."

"Get it out!"

"It will hurt way more if I don't prep you like this, hun." The slayer taunted. He didn't care the ice mage was in pain, on the contrary he would only like it more. He would just never be able to penetrate without loosening him up first.

"It feels weird, stop that! AAAH!" Gray screamed in pain as the dragon slayer roughly inserted another finger.

"Your ass is so tight." Natsu breathed hotly in his ear. "Your cock is getting harder too, does it feel that good?"

"S-shut up!" The raven whimpered. He had never felt worse in his life. He cursed his treacherous body when a moan slipped out and his member twitched as Natsu rubbed his prostate and a wave of pleasure broke through the pain for a moment.

"Those sounds you make really make me hot. You're a damn slut."

"I'm… not." He panted. He placed his hands against the wall of the shed to get more stability. His legs were about to give in and Gray loathed it that it wasn't only because of the stinging pain in his body.

"Damn it, I'm at my limit."

The slayer removed his fingers and unzipped his own pants. He took his hard member and pressed against the raven's entrance.

"No!" The mage tried to escape but Natsu grabbed a fistful of his hair and slammed his head hard against the shed wall. Gray's vision went black for a few seconds and his legs almost gave in, but the pinkette grabbed a tight bruising grip on his hips.

The ice mage eyes went big and he gasped in pain as the slayer harshly pushed forward and penetrated him. A shudder of pain went through his body. "No! Ah… ngh.. no!"

"Haha. I'm all the way in…"

The raven gritted his teeth, but sobs of pain and humiliation poured out of him like water out of a broken dam. The metaphore also described exactly how he felt right now: broken. Mentally and physically alike.

"Can you feel me inside you, Gray? Can you feel me raping your ass? Taking away its virginity?"

"Stop this…" Barely more than a whisper came out. The pain made it feel like his thoughts were shrouded in a black fog, making it unable to think straight.

A pained cry erupted from his throat when Natsu suddenly started to move. He could feel the hot, hard member slide out of him and then slam back in again. A sharp pain shot through his back and lower abdomen.

"D-don't move!"

"Now, what would be the point in doing this, if I wouldn't even move? By the way, you just feel too great." The slayer panted as he slammed back in again. "You're so damn tight, I can barely move. This really must hurt you a lot."

The ice mage panted as he tried to ignore the pain and tried to stay conscious. He clawed the wooden wall to keep up. At the moment there wasn't a place on his body that wasn't feeling excruciating pain.

"Oh, I'll give you some attention too." The pinkette said as he grabbed Gray's cock. "I'll let you cum too. A slut like you will certainly cum from being raped."

"No…"

But his body betrayed him once more. He was still hard. He had even hoped that the pain was bad enough to make him soft again but even through the sharp pain that went with every thrust Natsu gave him, he could still feel the pulses of the slayer's member rubbing against his prostate. All the pain seemed to enhance the small sparks of pleasure tenfold. The difference between the two feelings were just too great to be able to ignore it.

"I can feel your cock twitching in my hand. At this rate you might even cum sooner than me."

"This is just a normal physical reaction!" The raven panted, his back arching in pain.

"But still, this must endlessly torment you mentally. Enjoying me jerking you off."

"I'm not enjoy- nhn!" His sentence' meaning was reduced to naught as the slayer stroked a very sensitive spot. Gray cursed himself for being this weak.

"Filthy slut." The slayer chuckled hatefully. "Although I love to hear you moan like a bitch, I rather hear you whimper in pain."

With that he gave a particularly hard thrust, tearing Gray open wider. The pain shot all the way up Gray's spine and he tried to maintain his balance. The stab wound Natsu made in his leg protested with a blinding pain and his legs gave out..

"Wow-wow." Natsu said as the ice mage lost his balance and bent through his knees. He grabbed the hips painfully, holding him up long enough so Natsu himself could sit down on his knees too. He laughed joylessly as he continued to pound into him, knowing that with every thrust the pain grew more intense. "On your knees, huh? Want to do it doggystyle?"

"I don't…" The ice mage answered in vain, but the more he protested, the more the dragon slayer seemed to enjoy it, so he decided to just stop it there.

The next few minutes went by in silence, only the sound of flesh clashing against flesh filled the air. Gray felt sickened by it and wanted nothing more than to throw up. He felt disgusted and filthy and the slayer just kept going. The pressure in his lower stomach was steadily building up and he knew that he wouldn't be able to hold back much longer. But even through all the pain, he tightened the muscles in his lower abdomen as much as he could, trying to hold back his orgasm. He just didn't want to get one during being raped.

"Silent now, huh? Overthinking your actions?" Natsu taunted through heavy breaths. "You deserve every minute of this. You're so freaking selfish."

He waited for the raven to defend himself or give an answer, but it never came so the slayer continued. "You're selfish and stubborn and care for nobody but yourself. You've been like that all your life." Every word stabbed Gray emotionally, but what he said next pierced him right through the soul. "All of your life. Me… but also Ur… Lyon… Your parents… Ultear... Say isn't there anyone who you haven't let down?"

Gray couldn't find the strength or the will to answer anymore. Those words cut the air right out of his lungs, hurting him more than any fire, knife or raping could do. Tears ran down his cheeks and sobs poured out of him. He bit his lip to try and keep them in. Those memories were his weakest point, the things he regretted most in his life and only his friends knew just how much pain he suffered from carrying them. Best friends really do make the worst enemies…

"What? Are you crying?" Natsu laughed unbelieving. "Can't handle the truth? You really are pathetic, Gray."

'Go away. Go away. Go away. Go away…' It went on and on in Gray's head, denying Natsu the pleasure of screaming out.

"Oh shit. I really am getting to my limit." The slayer moaned. "But I'm going to make you cum first."

He slowed down his thrusts, minimizing the pain for Gray. This way he was way more receptive because now it was mostly just erotic pulses going through his body. Natsu stroked Gray gently, yet firmly, building up the pressure in the ice mage's loins.

Gray panted, feeling the friction against his member and prostate. He didn't want to cum. He couldn't cum because of this Natsu. He tried his best to hold back, until it hurt. But when the slayer suddenly rubbed against a very sensitive spot, he couldn't stop it any longer.

The raven tried to suppress his moan, but his voice still managed to slip out when he came. The hot white fluid shot out over the ground and over Natsu's hand.

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This had been the worst that had happened to him the last few days; being violated in such an intimate way. He was forced to cum by the hands of his rival, the man that had turned into a monster. More tears ran down his face, but now he had also broken out into sobs that he couldn't hold in any longer.

"You came quite a lot. Was it that good being raped?" The slayer taunted as he licked off some of the fluid that stuck to his hand.

Gray vigorously shook his head, unable to bring out a word.

"Filthy liar. You're just a pervert who gets off at it! But don't worry, hun. I'm still not done, I'm still going to fill you up."

And with that Natsu started his painful thrusts again. Gray could feel a drop of blood run down his leg as he was torn open even more. The pain choked his throat shut and blinded his eyes.

After another few thrust and a loud moan the dragon slayer came inside of him. Gray could feel the hotness spurt into him and a wave of nausea hit his stomach.

Natsu remained inside him for a little longer while he tried to regain his breathe, then he pulled out and let the ice mage slump to the ground. The handcuff clunk down along the iron bar.

"You make a pretty good ass fuck." Natsu smirked as he zipped up his pants. "At least you're good for something. Nice and tight."

Gray couldn't think straight anymore. He pulled his legs up, wrapped his free arm around his knees and rolled up into a ball. He looked like a small, scared child. Bloodied, full of wound and bruises, he just cried freely.

He felt utterly broken. Mentally and physically. He just couldn't take any more at the moment. He just wanted to curl himself up into a ball, fall asleep and never wake up again. He wanted out of this hell. It didn't matter how.

"You're so damn pathetic." Natsu said full of disgust and he gave Gray another harsh kick against his back.

"Well, I'm going back to the town that lays not that far from here. I'm gonna take a nice hot shower in the hotel and have a nice meal. Sounds pretty awesome right?" Natsu pestered him. "You just stay here, not that you can go anywhere handcuffed to that pole. I'll be back by morning ,then we can have some more fun."

But Gray didn't answer. He had placed his free arm over his face and pressed his hand against his ear, trying to shut out this awful, treacherous world.

End of chapter VII


So please do let me know what you think! Next chapter (or maybe the one after that, not completely sure yet) their will be a twist in the story, so keep an eye on that!

Oh and did you read the last chapter of the manga(366)? I'm so worked up about it! The whole thing between Silver and Gray... I have had my own theories since the first time Silver showed (the village of the sun-arc thingy)up and the last chapter just made me more convinced that it might actually be right.
You're probably not really interested in it, but I just need someone to say this too (and since none of my friends read the manga...). So my remaining theories: 1. Silver is Gray's father: spiky, messy black hair + ice mage + according to natsu he smells like Gray and he clearly seems to know who he is + Gray felt a connection through the ice, (for a moment I've thought that he might be Ultears dad, but now with chapter 366 I've dropped that idea) or 2. (which I think is more likely) Silver IS Gray. A future Gray, like a future Rogue. I mean, same things as theory n°1: the hair (and also a large scar over his face, maybe covering p the one he has now?), magic, smell, connection with the ice... and also the name Silver... kind of an 'upgrade' from the name Gray. and since he didn't seem to like the name (anymore)

So I'm really nervous to read whether or not one of my theories is right... Sorry to bother you with it I just wanted to spill it somewhere.

Thank you for reading! I really appreciate it.