When Levi cracked open his eyes the next day, he was met with the wonderful warmth of Eren's body. They had maneuvered in their sleep and now it was Levi that was curled around the body that was like his own little personal body heater. He didn't remember when he fell asleep last night, but he knows that it was the best sleep he had had in years. Levi quietly propped himself up to study Eren. His chocolatey hair was mussed up. His face was stuck in a state of peace with a parted mouth and the tiniest bit of drool. Levi was surprised that the sight of the drool didn't disgust him. He smiled softly and left a little peck on Eren's shoulder. When Eren didn't stir, he got a little bolder.
His hands lightly grazed over the perfect skin that was free of any scars or blemishes. He relished in the goosebumps that broke out on Eren's body where his fingers had touched feather light. Eren was perfect. Beautiful. Everything Levi didn't deserve. His self-control started slipping again and he couldn't resist sucking and nipping gently at that delicate neck. Eren made a little whining noise and Levi froze waiting for him to wake up. When nothing else happened, he slowly crept his hand lower as his mouth continued to kiss over Eren's jaw. Eren made another little of noise of protest when Levi started to run his hand over Eren's crotch. He was extremely grateful that they had fallen asleep tangled together naked last night. When Eren made another little groan, Levi lifted himself to check Eren's expression as he continued to tease his hardening flesh. Eren's face was scrunched. His brows furrowed.
When Eren's eyes fluttered open slightly revealing those beautiful eyes, Levi couldn't take it and crawled onto Eren straddling him. His hand still working on getting Eren fully hard. Levi was already pretty much there. He started kissing along Eren's cheeks as Eren continued waking up. He stretched and arched his back pressing into Levi.
"Morning…" Eren purred as his hands came to gently rest on Levi's hips rubbing little patterns with his thumbs. "I could get used to waking up like this."
Levi smirked down at Eren before leaning in to capture those unbelievably soft lips. Eren let out a pleased noise and parted his lips. Levi cupped his face gently as he pulled Eren's lower lip between his teeth and teased it gently. Eren felt a wave of heat rush through his body and he bucked his hips into Levi's willing hand. "Fuck…" he mumbled as his still sleep fogged mind tried to catch up to all the feelings and tinglings rushing through his body. His own hand quickly reached up and started to lazily stroke Levi to full hardness.
Levi rocked into the long soft fingers. He released Eren's lip from his toothy grip and kissed him deeply letting his tongue run against the roof of Eren's mouth. Morning breath be damned. He pulled back after a couple of moments and smirked wickedly down at Eren.
Eren shivered at the smoldering gaze he was getting. It made him feel hot and his body was screaming at him. He urgently pulled Levi's hips down against him creating much needed friction between their groins. Both let out a groan at the feeling. Levi rocked against him, but it wasn't enough. "Leviiii…" Eren whined. "Fuuucckk meee."
Levi let out a little chuckle. "Do you think your ass can handle it? Didn't you have enough fun last night?"
Eren gave his best glare even if it was very far off the mark with the desire coursing through the gaze. "I can still walk which means I can definitely take it." Eren grabbed Levi's hand and separated three of his fingers shoving them into his mouth. He ran his tongue over the digits coating them as he stared at Levi through lidded eyes.
Levi groaned. "Fuck Eren. Damn you're so fucking hot." Levi bent down to bite gently on Eren's collar bone. When he determined his fingers were good enough he went to remove them from Eren's mouth only to have Eren's teeth bite down on them. Levi raised an eyebrow at this little asshat. Eren smirked roguishly and held Levi's hand as he slowly released the fingers with one more lick. Levi chuckled and left a little peck on a flushed tan cheek. "Roll over for me love" he purred against that same cheek.
Eren rolled over onto his stomach and Levi grasped his hips making Eren raise that perfect round ass up into the air. He gave it a quick slap causing Eren to squeak. Levi groaned as a current of fire ripped through his body straight to his dick. He parted those soft cheeks and slipped a finger into that tight little space. He leaned down and kissed an ass cheek as his finger twirled. The little noises falling from Eren were beautiful. He was still kind of stretched from yesterday, so it didn't take long for Levi to add a second finger. The moment his did, he bit down on that plump cheek. Eren squeaked loudly.
"Le-vii! What the hell? Now I'm going to have a bite mark on my ass!" Eren growled.
Levi leaned up over his back and started kissing up his spine. His other hand circled Eren to tease his pert little nipples. "No one sees your ass anyways…" Levi said in a low voice. "And if you let anyone else see your ass…" Levi trailed off as he pinched a nipple hard and bit Eren's shoulder blade.
"LEEVII!" Eren screamed out as his body was assaulted by the painful feelings. His back arched into Levi's hard chest and he buried his burning face into the mattress. Fuck. It was hot. Eren had no idea that he liked pain, but apparently he did if his body had anything to say about it. He was so fucking hard at this point.
Levi was already up to three fingers and started to slowly tease the little bundle of nerves inside of Eren. The brunette below him was panting, whining, writhing and fuck, it was so fucking hot. Levi removed his fingers and coated himself quickly. "I'm going to make it so you look like you're walking around with a stick up your ass all day long" Levi said and at the end he thrusted into Eren in one swift motion. Eren groaned loud and long at the feeling. His body shaking violently at the fast intrusion. "You're so beautiful Eren" Levi said gently as he rubbed soothing circles against Eren's hips and kissed his shoulder gently.
Eren's mind was in a swirl of sensations. He couldn't fucking take it anymore and wiggled his hips getting a small groan from the mouth planted on his shoulder. The fingers on his hips tightened exponentially and Levi rolled his hips slowly. The warmth on his back lifted leaving it feel cold and exposed. He didn't have long to dwell on the loss of body heat though because Levi's slow thrusting vanished quickly enough. Eren gripped the sheets for dear life until his knuckles were white as Levi pounded into him. The sound of flesh hitting flesh echoing through the room. Eren couldn't even bother to be embarrassed from the noises and words falling from his mouth begging for more. 'Faster. Harder. Oh god right there. YEESSS.'
Levi grunted as he rocked fast and hard into the pliant willing body beneath him. His grip on Eren's hips would definitely leave little bruises, but he didn't give a shit and he was pretty sure Eren wouldn't either based on those fucking sexy beautiful words falling from his open drooling mouth. His body was coiling and burning. Toes curling and he was already so close it was painful. He released one of his death grips and reached up to thread his fingers through brown hair. He tugged lightly and Eren groaned at the feeling.
"P-ple—pleas-e…to-uch m-me" Eren begged.
Levi grunted in response and let go of Eren's hair. He let his nails run down Eren's perfect body before reaching around the front of him and grabbing ahold firmly. He started a quick stroke matching his thrusts. The moment he ran his thumb over the slit, Eren cried out as his orgasm hit him hard. Levi groaned and followed a second later. He slowed down his thrusts to ride out their orgasms together.
Eren flopped down on the bed and Levi went with him relaxing on his back. He let his fingers caress down Eren's arm feeling the muscles. He chose to ignore the thin sheet of sweat that coated them. After they had caught their breaths, Levi pulled out and rolled over. Eren quickly moving with him to cuddle up against his chest. Levi stroked his head gently as waves of emotions rushed through him. His breathing accelerated and everything felt like it was too much. Eren propped himself up quickly and looked at Levi with concern.
"Levi what's the matter? Are you ok?" Eren asked quickly and stroked the black hair out of Levi's face to get a good look at him.
"I-I love you" Levi said quickly in a breathless whisper.
Eren's hand paused in its motions of stroking Levi's hair and he looked down at the quickly flushing face below him with a little bit of shock. It was quickly replaced with a bright smile. Eren leaned down and kissed Levi's cute regal little nose. A little chuckle escaped him. "I think I love you too. I've never felt like this for anyone before."
Levi tried to reign in his panicked breathing as Eren buried his face in the crook of his neck kissing gently. After what felt like an eternity to Levi, he finally regained some control and it finally registered what Eren had said. He grasped the brown hair and pulled Eren's face away from him to glare at it. Eren made a little noise and looked at him with wide confused eyes. "You think? That's it? Just a maybe?" Eren burst out laughing which was not the reaction Levi was expecting. He released the hair he was holding and stared up with wide eyes and raised eyebrows at Eren's little outburst.
"You're so adorable" Eren said between giggles. "Getting all butt hurt because I used the word think."
Levi scowled and pushed Eren away roughly. He climbed off the bed with a huff. Embarrassment rushing through his body. He can't believe he said that. It's way too soon to admit something like that.
"N-no wait! Come back!" Eren said still laughing. He scrambled after Levi and wrapped his arms around the slim waist pulling Levi back towards the bed. Eren looked up into his scowling face with a smile and happy shimmering eyes and Levi couldn't look away. "I've never been in love before like this. You're all I can think of. I want to spend every moment with you. I want to hold you and kiss you. I want you to be snarky to me because that's the way you are. You're so fucking perfect and beautiful and you're everything I've ever wanted and needed and fuck… Levi I don't just think I'm in love with you. I feel it in my very soul. Being without you really sucked you know? I don-"
"Enough!" Levi cut off Eren's rambling as his face flushed scarlet with embarrassment. How could Eren say all of that stuff? How could he feel that way about Levi? It was more than he ever thought anyone would ever feel about him. "Enough" he said softer and pushed Eren back on the bed crawling on top of the lean tall male. He buried his flaming face into the crook of Eren's neck as he held onto him tightly. "You're the one that is beautiful and perfect brat…" Levi said softly into Eren's neck.
Eren wrapped his arms around Levi's smaller frame and nuzzled into the soft black strands. After a moment he spoke up again. "I'm surprised you aren't running to the hot springs to get clean" he said in an amused tone.
At the reminder, Levi became aware of the sweat on his body and the interspersed sticky and crusty spots on him. "Fuck you're right. I'm filthy." He climbed off of Eren and quickly threw on the pair of shorts and Eren's shirt. "We are going to go get clean. Then you're going to wash those sheets or I will not be sleeping in that bed with you again."
Eren chuckled as he got dressed to head to the hot springs. When they entered the kitchen, they were met with a very red faced Armin and a glaring Mikasa.
"You two are extremely noisy" Mikasa said in an annoyed tone. "Do you know how mortifying it is to wake up to the sounds of your brother being fucked senseless and screaming out for more?"
Eren's own face burst into flames and he couldn't make eye contact with his sister anymore. "S-sorry!" he choked out.
"And you" Mikasa pointed an accusing finger at Levi who was looking rather bored at the whole situation. "If you hurt my brother again, I will castrate you. I don't care if it starts an inter-racial incident between our people."
Levi kept his face indifferent as he wrapped an arm around Eren's waist. "I won't hurt him. Now if you'll excuse us, we are going to go clean ourselves off."
"Yeah we're filthy" Eren said innocently.
"OH GOD! Eren no! Why would you say that!?" Armin screeched and looked at him with wide blue eyes.
Levi let out a little amused chuckle as he pulled his filthy little brat out of the house. After they were washed, Levi put back on his uniform and grabbed his gear. He supposed as Captain he should actually go see what the hell his troops were up to and there was no way in hell he was going to walk into their little group wearing his lovers clothes. That would get him mocked for the rest of his life. He also wanted to talk to Erwin about this elf queen and his impressions of her before he talked to her about his idea of cooperation for finding this magical cellar.
It was much later in the day that Levi found himself sitting across a table with Eren studying the tiny elf woman who happened to be the elf queen. She looked like she was 14, but if Levi had learned anything, it was that elves aged a hell of a lot slower than humans did. He purposefully chose not to dwell on the question of what Eren would look like when Levi was old and gray. That was something that he didn't want or have time to dwell on.
The elf queen smiled at him softly. She had shiny blonde hair with equally shiny blue eyes. She just oozed kindness and pureness. Levi was pretty sure she shit sparkles just by listening to her for like a split second. The same couldn't be said about her tall body guard. That woman looked like she was perpetually pissy. She was tan, freckled, with narrow brown eyes and a head full of dark brown hair pulled into a low ponytail. Her name was Ymir and she seemed overly protective of her pretty little elf queen, Historia. Levi had just wanted to speak to Historia alone, but nope, Ymir was having none of that shit and told him that straight to his face. Levi couldn't help to like Ymir to certain extent. She was rude and would not put up with anybody's shit. He could respect that.
"So Eren, I'm happy to see that you are getting along so well with our guests" Historia said sweetly.
Ymir chuckled. "Oh yeah. They are definitely getting along great. Aren't you Eren? Showing our guest here all the wonderful things the elves have to offer. Probably late into the night too right?"
Eren flushed. A soft pink creeping up his cheeks. Levi raised an eyebrow. The balls on this woman.
Historia's cheeks also turned a slight rosy color. "Ymir!" she squeaked. "Please keep this professional. You're going to give a bad impression."
"Nah shorty doesn't mind that everybody knows he's fucking Eren into a mattress. Look at all those lovely little marks he's left on our pretty little elf boy."
"Ymiirrr" Historia whined and buried her now flaming face behind her hands.
Levi's eye twitched at the shorty comment, but he didn't say anything. He has heard it enough throughout his life and he really didn't want to start anything with this smirking woman. He could totally take her in a fight though. It wasn't even a question.
"Jean's going to be so heartbroken" Ymir teased.
Now that caught Levi's attention and he glanced at a suddenly fuming Eren. "Shut up Ymir. There is nothing going on between me and horse face" Eren growled threateningly.
"Make me pretty boy."
The sound of Eren's chair scratching along the floor as he stood up echoed through the room. Historia also stood up and slammed her hands on the table. "Enough! If you can't behave, I will make you leave Ymir." Levi watched as the ballsy woman tucked her tail between her legs and fully submitted to the tiny blonde that came up to maybe her shoulder.
"Now" Historia started again with a tone of authority. "You had wanted to talk to me about something Captain Levi?"
"I want to talk about your magical cellar of titan shit that you are looking for."
Historia's eyes went wide and her mouth gaped open. Ymir's eyes narrowed dangerously and her whole body tensed. The room fell into a disturbing silence and Eren held his breath. Historia tore her gaze from Levi to stare at Eren.
"You told him?" she asked with shock. "Eren that was not ok!"
"You little shit stain. Did your brains get fucked so hard that they quit functioning?" Ymir growled.
"Calm the fuck down" Levi said in an annoyed tone. "My boyfriend isn't going to hide shit from me. Especially when it has to do with him. I'm here to discuss working together."
Eren's heart fluttered at Levi calling him his boyfriend and the next little bit of conversation floated in one ear and out the other without registering. When he finally came back to the present the room had fallen silent and they were all staring at him. Levi had an arched eyebrow and a little smirk playing at his lips. Historia's face was as pleasant as ever. Ymir had her arms folded across her chest and she looked annoyed. "I'm sorry. What?" Eren asked embarrassedly.
"I was asking if you trust these humans enough to let them know about the cellar and have them help us?" Historia repeated. "It's a really big deal Eren. If the information got into the wrong hands, they might try to breach the cellar and use the information for themselves. The consequences could be disastrous and we might lose any hope that we have to save the world from titans."
Eren thought hard about it for a couple of seconds. He trusted Levi with everything, but the rest of the Survey Corps? He still remembered the lingering suspicious stares from some of the members. He still remembered their blades pointed at him. He remembered the uncomfortable looks of a few walking through town yesterday. He was also almost honest to a fault and the thought about lying to his queen and putting everything in jeopardy made him feel sick. He gave Levi a quick apologetic look and hoped the man wouldn't be angry with him. "I trust some of them, but not all of the humans." He gave a quick glance at Levi who only shrugged in response.
Levi couldn't argue the fact. Some people were really shitty human beings. Most of the current Survey Corps group with them now were handpicked by Erwin and himself, but he had noticed a couple being pains in the ass about the discovery of elves. "I still think that we could be of use. Even if it is just a handful of us. Erwin even said you had a substance that could replace the gas in our tanks."
Historia nodded thoughtfully. "We do. I'm still not sure if I would want to pull humans into this mission. Let me think about it. In the meantime, I want you two to discuss amongst yourselves which humans you would trust. Just in case. Also, thank you for offering to share your maps with us. We would be more than grateful to look over them. We will also share what we have with you as well."
Levi nodded. "I'll let Erwin know and he'll probably send up Petra and Oluo."
With one last taunting comment from Ymir, Levi and Eren left. They stopped by the inn that the Corps were holed up in. Eren talked happily with Petra and Hanji while Levi talked in private with Erwin. There was only mild teasing about Levi finally banging him senseless and Eren hated the blush that spread over his face. He really needed to stop that.
Levi was mostly quiet on the way back to Eren's house and yes he was being harassed badly by Erwin about the fact that he would rather run off with his new toy then stick with his men. Did it make Levi feel a little guilty? Maybe just a tad bit, but they weren't doing anything right now and he could use a fucking break from time to time. And if that break actually included fucking this beautiful man walking next to him, well that just made it all the better. There was something nagging at him though. As soon as they entered the house, Levi was dragging a startled Eren to his bedroom. He yanked Eren into the room and shut the door hard.
"What the hell did that freckled elf mean about you and that Jean asshole?" Levi asked with an edge to his voice.
Eren blinked at his outburst for a moment before scratching the back of his neck sheepishly. "Well when we were actually teenagers, I kind of had a fling with that horse faced idiot." Levi's growl interrupted him, but Eren quickly continued. "But I can assure you that was just young stupidity. Jean is an annoying and I don't want to be with him in any shape, way or form."
"Did you to fuck around when you were together?" Levi asked with narrowed eyes.
"Well yeah, but it was years ago and the thought still makes me want to vomit" Eren shivered at the thought.
"Well if he so much lays a finger on what is mine, I will break it off" Levi grumbled irritated. To think that asshole he had met in the wilderness had touched his Eren. Now he really wished Erwin hadn't stopped him from beating the crap out of that stupid infuriating elf. Levi's dark thoughts were interrupted by a soft chuckle. He glared up at Eren.
"Are you jealous?" Eren asked with amusement and trailed a finger down the side of Levi's face. Fuck he hoped Levi was jealous and that he would stake his claim on Eren's body. Levi made a tch noise and shoved Eren towards the bed crawling on top of him. The thought of Levi claiming him again left his blood stirring with excitement. Really he had never had such strong desires before to have a man fuck him into oblivion. Dominate him. Maybe tie him up a little. Levi brought out the dirty and kinky side of him and he loved it. He arched into Levi's touch and squirmed as Levi pushed his fingers up Eren's loose shirt. A little noise of pleasure tore out of his mouth when Levi bit gently on his earlobe.
"Horny little punk I am not jealous. How can I be jealous of something that will never happen again? No one will ever touch you like this besides me" Levi purred against his ear and ground his hips down. He might have called Eren a horny little punk, but shit did Eren make him horny himself. Just the thought of touching him made Levi's dick interested.
Eren chuckled as he started unbuttoning Levi's white long sleeved shirt. "I think you're jealous that someone's fucked my ass before you" he teased and nipped at Levi's jaw.
"Oi shut up brat or I will leave you here all hard and wanting" Levi threatened.
"No you won't" Eren purred as he trailed his fingers against Levi's exposed chest. "You want me just as much and besides you can't tell me you've never slept with someone before."
Levi's movements froze when his mind was assaulted with images of silver blonde hair and light gray eyes. Eyes that were stuck open staring vacantly out into the world. Mouth gaping open mid scream with blood everywhere. He quickly pushed himself off of Eren breathing shallowly. His lungs felt too small and no matter how much air he tried to get into them, it was pointless. He clutched at his shirt and squeezed his eyes shut. No. It's in the past. He won't think about it. He promised himself never to look back or remember what they looked like when he failed them.
Eren quickly sat up watching Levi have a panic attack. "Levi" he asked in a voice thick with worry. He reached out to Levi to touch him, but his hand was slapped away.
"I-I need to go for a w-walk" Levi stuttered and quickly fled the house. He wasn't sure where he was going, but he just needed to leave.
Eren sat on the bed in a daze of confusion. What was that all about? He must have really fucked up with saying that to get a reaction like that from Levi. He had never seen him so worked up before. Levi was never that much out of control. Eren ran his hands through his hair and flopped down on the bed. Just fucking great. He continued to scold himself. Of course Levi had been with other people in the past and based on that reaction it had not ended well at all.
Eren's self-loathing didn't improve into the night as Levi never came back. He tossed and turned into the morning. When the first rays of sunshine filtered into his room, he felt like shit. He didn't even leave his bed when Mikasa told him breakfast was ready. Should he go look for Levi? He wasn't sure, so he waited. He would wait until it got closer to evening and then he would search the man out. He couldn't lose Levi. Not now. It would break him.
Levi wandered around aimlessly until the late hours of the night. He couldn't go back to Eren. Not right now. His emotions were too raw. Instead he found himself at the inn where his men were staying. The elf that ran the place let him in he climbed the stairs to the second level. He knocked on Erwin's door and waited. Erwin gave him a look and let him into the room. They didn't say anything and Levi plopped down on the extra bed in the room. Erwin went back to his and pulled the blanket back over himself going back to sleep. Something that eluded Levi. Every time he closed his eyes he would picture them. The last two people he had ever let burrow into his heart. Well except for Eren. That little punk forced his way in, but Levi didn't know how to deal with him right now.
He was still sitting in the room the next evening drowning in the dark thoughts and emotions. He took a sip of the tea that Erwin brought him. It was already pretty cool at this point. Erwin had asked if he wanted to talk about it and the glare that Levi gave him shut the tall blonde up. No he didn't want to fucking talk about it. Erwin didn't tell the rest of the Survey Corps that their Captain was upstairs having a breakdown, but when Eren stopped by he willingly let it slip. Erwin liked Eren. He thought the brunette would finally be everything that Levi needed.
Levi sighed when the door opened and Eren walked in. He wasn't ready for this. He slowly set the tea down and avoided eye contact. He couldn't look into those eyes right now. Eyes that peered at him with such intensity and emotion.
"Levi?" Eren started hesitantly and walked closer. He dropped to his knees in front of the bed, so he could look into Levi's face and try to catch his eyes. Eren felt like shit for making Levi feel like this. It felt like his own heart was being crushed. "I'm sorry… I didn't mean to bring up bad memories."
"Eren don't. You just don't get it" Levi said in a low tone.
"Then tell me?" Eren suggested. He reached out and placed his hand gently on Levi's.
At the contact Levi wrenched his hand away. His skin was crawling and he didn't want to be touched. "No. Go home Eren."
Levi refused to meet his eyes, so he missed the storm that was slowly enveloping them. "No. I am not going home. We are in this together Levi. Whatever is hurting you, you can tell me. I'm not going anywhere" Eren said firmly.
"Go home Eren" Levi said more forcibly.
"Look I understand you are upset-"
"You understand!? No you don't fucking understand. You live this sheltered pretty little life behind this wall only going out occasionally into the real world. You don't know what it's like to see the people you love torn apart by titans. You're a naïve little shit and I don't want to talk to you right now. So. Go. Home."
Eren felt the words like physical blows. His lungs were out of air and it took a moment for his mind to process everything that was said. When it did he was fucking pissed. He stood up and pushed Levi hard against the wall getting all up into his personal space. Levi had no option, but to look into his pissed off stormy eyes. "No you don't fucking understand! You think you know me!? Well guess what Levi, you don't really know shit about me. Saying I've never seen people I love killed by titans and I live a pretty little life. Fuck you. I was 11 when I watched a titan pick my mom up, pull her apart until her spine broke and then bite her in half. Don't fucking tell me what I've dealt with you fucking asshole. I will never forget the sound of her screaming, the sound of her bones cracking or the blood raining through the air. I couldn't save her! I'm here trying to understand you, you complete piece of shit!" Eren took a deep breath as his body shook with rage. His breathing was heavy and the beat of his heart echoed loudly in his head. He couldn't take this crap. Levi was looking at him with slightly wide eyes. His face covered with Eren's spit. Fuck. Eren shoved him one last time. "Fuck you" he growled before storming out and slamming the door behind him. The noise reverberating through the small room.
