Chapter 7
As I started to tug at his shirt, lifting it over his head as he kissed my neck, my mind floated back to what got me in this situation. It all started when I came home from the pier and found Danny sitting on my bed. He had climbed through my window, successfully avoiding my parents.
He started with letting me know we needed to talk. He explained that after I had left Rico's house, Rico had spilled my secret, letting both Lacey and Danny know about my feelings for him. About how I love him.
Danny was here to tell me that he had no idea that I felt that way for him and if he did things would be different. "I never knew. I just thought nothing would happen between us. That you were too good for me so the thought never crossed my mind. Lacey, I lust after her, but now that I know how you feel, I realize I love you too." I was putty in his hands after that. I did not move. I stood there staring at him, still in shock. Or maybe I was too afraid of what I would do if I were to move.
Danny got off of my bed and walked up to me, pushing back my loose hair behind my ears. He cupped my face and kissed me. I let him. As we kissed, I felt the same butterflies as I did with Tyler. How could this be happening, why now?
I push him away out of guilt. He returns a confused look.
"Let me explain." I tell him. "I do feel that way for you, what Rico told you. But, you are kind of late. I am with Tyler now and I care about him. I really like him." Danny still looks confused, hurt. "I love you, I always will. But we are with different people now. Right now is not the time for us."
Danny looks to his feet. Mumbling, he returns with an "I understand." Before he retreats back out of my window he says, "How late was I?"
"Three hours late."
That night I was up thinking about the kiss I shared with Danny and how all I wanted was another one. I was not official with Tyler and neither are Lacey and Danny so maybe … no that would be wrong. Any form of cheating is wrong. Or at least that is what I thought. After all, Danny did push me into Tyler's arms. He chose Lacey first.
I could not keep away from him. Which is why I am now letting him pull my shirt off as we make out in his bedroom. I had come over just to help him with his English paper on The Scarlet Letter, but there was something about the way his voice sounded, and how he kept pushing his hair back behind his ears. It's not my fault that I lost control when his hand laid on my right knee, he should not have touched me. That was the trigger.
I could feel his lips moving down my neck towards my almost bare chest now. His hands moving up from my hips to my bra. With one quick snap he had taken it off. He was good. Really good.
Danny pushed me onto his unmade bed as he climbed onto of me. I had never felt this way before. I was nervous, scared even, but mostly I was excited. It was a different excitement than the usual. This one felt like my stomach was bursting with joy and I could not help smiling as Danny kissed me.
My hands were everywhere. I wanted to remember this moment remember how it felt to rub my hands up and down his bare chest; putting them in his hair; on his hips; on his jeans, unbuttoning them. Pulling them down and off of his toned legs.
Next were mine. Danny reached for the button and just before he was successful, I stopped him.
This was not right. I have Tyler, why do I need Danny too. Lacey is my friend. I can't do this.
"Danny, I uh I need to go." I quickly grab my clothes and put them on as I rush out of his room and out of the house.
I finally get into my car. I hit my head against my steering wheel.
Not talking to anyone but myself, I let out "Why does everyone have the worst timing?"
For you Janny shippers (: Don't worry Jyler's, Tyler will be next!
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