04/05/2010 18:28:00
A/N: Sorry it took so long like I said on my update to 'Unexpected Friends' been busy with work and star testing starts this tomorrow. Thank you for the reviews they are always appreciated. It sucks ass man. One of my friends would say and I agree. But enough about my troubles and lets get back to the story.
I do not own Star Trek. If I did I would have the Ipad.
We stayed under the tree well after the stars came out. His head was on my lap, I was running my hands through his hair and my free hand was entwined with his and for the moment we were at peace. The air was cool and blowing through the leaves of the tall tree.
"Hey, you guys either you come in and warm up or stay out here all night and risk catching a cold." Mick said from the doorway.
Spock looked at me and nodded. We reluctantly got up and walked back to the warm house hands still entwined. Mick never left his place by the door he smiled warmly at us and Spock nodded his way.
"Goodnight, you two, sleep well." Mick said Josef smiled as if saying the same and Selen did the same. I smiled at them and Spock as always nodded. I knew something was wrong he was way to quiet and he would at least say 'goodnight' before retiring to meditate. Once the door closed behind me he sat on the ed while I opened a window.
"Have you ever had nightmares Nyota?" he asked as I pulled back the curtains to let the moonlight in.
"Yes, I have. Why?" I asked now curious. I have always had nightmares, both the bad, the ugly, and the hideous. No one knew that better than him. But I must admit I never talked to him about them. I never wanted to remember the nightmares I had growing up. I never thought I would dream of someone dying in my dreams and it just made them somewhat worse to talk about.
"I know you had your nightmares Nyota but what I did not understand was why you did not want to talk about them." He said. I was starting to get the cense that this had to do more with him than with me but I know that after we finish with me we will start with him so all I have to do is wait for him to explain.
"I never wanted to talk about them because it felt like I was just diving into them and it felt like it would come true or that I had to witness it come true whatever that dream or nightmare was. Why?" I explained this while looking at the moon and all of the sudden I felt like a little girl again.
"I…once we arrived in San Francisco I had a lot of sleepless nights filled with nightmares of the…the same scenario of the Vulcan attack only in different places and different people." He stopped to take and deep breath and continued. "The places would be places I would spend time in and places I would go to think or just have a moment alone, peaceful places. But what would hurt more would be the people in it." He stopped and I knew that I would regret the question I would ask him next.
"Who were the people in you dream Spock?" I took a deep breath bracing myself for the inevitable answer.
Spock took a deep breath and looked at me with sad eyes. He extended his hand, I took it and sat on his lap.
"When it would not be my mother…it would be…you," Spock stopped and breathed in to regain some of his composure.
"It was close to supper time mother wanted to eat out on the patio and you were there as if you had been there for years. I come out and see you I want to come close to you but then the house collapses and both you and my mother scream my name but…as I went to help you had fallen into the dark abyss bellow." He came to a sudden stop and I held him close. His arms circled my waist and pulled me towards him, hard.
"Shh, its ok I'm right here and I'm not going anywhere. I promise." I said to him.
We sat like that for a while but after we just sank down on the bed and sleep finally came and got us under.
We woke up early that mourning to watch the sun rise. We showered and dressed quickly. Some of the color had returned to is features and I was glad. He seemed to be more at ease now that he let out what was haunting him.
He seemed slightly happier to know that I would he his and only his.
"Let us go we have to prepare the house for Christmas." He said all of the sudden.
I was surprised and at the same time delighted. He was going to win my family's heart in no time.
Well here it is rate and review please and if anyone out there wants to be my beta. I'm open and free.
