Disclaimer: I only own Brooke but, its ok she's pretty freakin awesome if I say so myself. Which I do.
Bpov
Me and Kim decided we didn't want to go back to English class yet so we stayed in the bathroom talking about our guys.
Well Paul wasn't exactly my guy but, I had to tell someone about what he was capable of doing to me.
"Every time he looks at me my heart has an earthquake. I have to sit down because its just to much. The way he stares into my eyes is so intense and passionate." I sighed
"I haven't even said more than 'Bite me' to him since second grade and suddenly he's all I can think about. Is that really weird and cheesy?" I asked suddenly self conscious.
"No, no, not at all." Kim stood there with a proud smirk on her face.
She obviously wasn't as surprised as I was that I had fallen for Paul the way she fell for Jared. She knew me better than anyone and after meeting Paul officially for the first time in years she probably predicted something like this would happen.
I on the other hand was only starting to realize it myself. I was a little bit terrified.
Here I had always thought Kim was crazy and obsessive for crushing on Jared forever. I now had a newfound respect for her. She understood herself enough to know what she wanted.
I also understand why she had been so shy all this time. The thought of rejection was more scary than a graveyard full of vampires. On second thought that would be really cool.
Partying with vampires, not rejection.
Kim made things easier though. Things seemed a lot less weird when you were squealing and giggling with your best friend.
All we needed was a pillow fight and I probably could've mistaken the rest of our talk for a girls night sleepover.
Before we knew it the dismissal bell rang and we went to grab our stuff from our locker.
When we were walking to Kim's locker together we saw Jared standing there waiting for her.
He spotted us and had a warm inviting smile for Kim.
He also had a menacing death glare for me.
Have you ever been a petite 5`4 female that's been glared at by a 6`something buffed out male? It is not the happy experience you would think it would be. He could snap me like an anorexic fashion model! They're even skinner than twigs! Good God!!!!!
Kim probably would've stayed oblivious to her psychotic boyfriend staring me down if I hadn't elbowed her lightly in the side.
"Ow that hurt!" she joked lightly.
Then Jared growled ferociously at me thinking that I really hurt Kim and I jumped back about five feet.
"Jared, stop that! I was just kidding." Kim scolded softly. She looked slightly happy Jared had suddenly gotten so protective over and slightly worried because of who he growled at.
We all walked together to our individual buses in silence. Can you say awkward?
Later that night I called Kim.
"He growled at me! Who dose that?! What was that all about?! I think he think he's your guard dog or something!" I whined to Kim in my static sounding cell phone.
Thank you rainy cell phone disrupting La Push weather.
"Kim, your boyfriend hates me! I think he might try to kill me also!"
Stupid Kimmy was as sarcastic as always.
"Holy boxers and briefs Batman! What are we going to do now?" Kim joked making fun of my panic. I had to admit it to at least myself. It was good having my loveable sidekick back. Even if she did torment my pain and suffering.
"Kim, I'm serious your boyfriend can't hate me or all of our lives will be miserable again. I missed you when we were fighting." I confessed sadly as I played with the navy blue nail polish tube I had been using just before I called.
"I'm sorry you're right I don't want to lose Jared or you again either. Maybe you guys should sit down and talk."
I sprawled out on my lime green and hot pink bed spread (A/N on my profile) and stared at the ceiling remembering the last time I went over Jared's house for a talk. Paul had looked so great that day.
"Don't worry about a thing Kim. I'll go over his house tomorrow after school and work things out I promise."
As I stood at the dirty beige front door of Jared's house it looked harmless enough. But behind it was the only chance Kim had left of happiness.
She had waited for Jared to love her for years and she sure as hell wasn't giving him up now. But, I was her best friend and I know she needed me to be there for her through all the highs and lows of her life Jared or not. Just like I always had.
If me and Jared didn't get along then Kim would be torn between me and that dumb dog. I couldn't put her through that.
It was obvious he cared about Kim but, I still had an uneasy feeling about him. I shoved that feeling in the back of my mind while I curled up my fist and knocked on the now intimidating dirty beige door.
A/N: I know this chapter is really long for me you should all be so proud. I saw a comforter when I was shopping online for my room and I thought 'This is so Brooke! Its all funky and cool!' I just had to put it in my story you can check out a link on my profile. I bet you probably miss Paul by now. Don't worry I do to so I'll try really really hard to put him in the next chapter but, no guarantees. Chio!
