A/n; WAIT!
Hi! Everyone I know it has been a while since I updated "A Wonderful Break Up or Make Up" and I also know for this story its always start out with one of Naruto's Journal entries, but I have a few announcements to make before I start, First is the biggest apology to all of my reviewers who was still reading my story while I was on hiatus but you know life and how life got in the way of creative my mind, and plus also extreme case of writers block like I didn't know where I wanted the story to go so during my hiatus I rewrote the chapters so I would suggest re-reading the first 6 chapters again well not the first one, but from chapter 2 and up so you can know what is going on…I'll wait…Oh you're back great up to speed now great so because I wanted to try something new for this story which means that a new chapter of "A Wonderful Break Up Or Make Up" would be up every first Friday or early morning Saturday so keep an eye out for upcoming chapters. Thank you for taking the time to read this and on with the chapter.
Dear Journal
I got back to my house and went straight to my room to finish sleeping the rest of the night or morning. I went back to sleep and woke up later that morning and I got out of bed to get a change of clothes to take a shower which I really needed after last night so called gala. I felt like it was such a disaster I mean I feel bad for Sasuke really I do. I don't know what is going on right now because how could someone that I was madly in love with to hating his very existence to having a crush on him again…Did that confuse you too because it is confusing the hell me. On one side I am so happy to be with Sasuke again and then the other side I'm so scarred from the last time we dated that I just want to be friends with him. I don't know I know that right now we are not in a relationship because for some odd reason Sasuke wants to court me. I want to see how this goes and if this goes great I would be dating Sasuke again and if it doesn't than I would rather just be friends I really don't know and it sucks, but let's see where this would go since it's a still too early to decide what would be best for me and us.
Signed
Naruto Uzumaki
I closed my journal and stretched all the kinks out of my body as I got up from my desk. I remember that before I was bribed into doing the gala I needed to do my chore so I decided to do the laundry before I go shopping for the house. After I got done my chores I sat in the living room flipping through the channels trying to find something suitable to watch. When I couldn't I gave up and went back in my room. I heard a knock on my door and I didn't want to open it knowing who it was, and knew that he would want to talk about the goodbye kiss I gave Sasuke before we left the hotel. Ever since I moved back to Japan I knew that I would feel bad about myself because if I would have just stayed and talked it out with Sasuke I wouldn't have missed five years. I mean partially I knew that if I didn't leave I would bump into Sasuke every chance he would get and I didn't want that so I took all possible encounters with Sasuke away. I mean it was a wonderful experience that I don't regret I'm not going to lie. I was brought out of my thoughts when I heard my door open I guess I was so lost in thought that I forgot about Gaara. I didn't even look at who came in my room knowing it was Gaara.
"So tell me why I had to go to a gala where I had to sit with Neji's baby mama and his anti-gay uncle? To which you were able to get up in the middle and leave not coming back." Gaara said I sat up and looked at Gaara.
"On a scale on 1-10 how mad are you?" I asked before I answered his question to know how I would word my answer, and Gaara just glared at me. "A 10 it is." I said and sighed. "Gaara I'm sorry..." I said looking at him.
"Gaara please talk to me..." I pleaded "How are you going to come up to my room and start a conversation and don't finish it." I said to the man.
"Naruto..." Gaara stopped
"I know Gaara I'm a hypocrite... Or are you going to ask what I did with Sasuke? Which if you're wondering nothing but sleep happened." I said
"I knew you couldn't last with being abstinent." Gaara said with a smirk.
"Sasuke and I didn't have sex I think that is improvement." I said
"Really these walls are thin Naruto when Sasuke stayed the night when he came after Sakura's and Ten-Ten's baby shower that morning I heard groaning and muffled screaming." Gaara said crossing his arms.
"Gaara I know that these walls are thin because you and Neji aren't that silent." I said smiling at my best friend.
"Stop listening to us then."Gaara said and I laughed.
"Whatever but if you are sleeping with Sasuke at least get a raise out of it." Gaara said
"Gaara that's prostitution." I said
"No its not." Gaara said and came to sit on my bed.
"Gaara Sabaku did you just say a sexual innuendo." I said smiling at Gaara and Gaara just smirked at me and I hugged Gaara and he pushed me off.
"You exceeded your physical contact with me." Gaara said and I smiled back at him.
I love being with Gaara he can always bring me out of any funk I would be in or just be there in his own mean and vindictive way but he was there and it was like that for me too I would be with Gaara every step of the way.
"Did you ever think when we were younger that Sasuke and I would be together if we didn't go to the party?" I asked
"Are we going to talk about feelings because I'm not really feeling the whole emotion thing right now?" Gaara said
"Come on please can you answer that for me because I never really thought about it much...Until Sasuke told me." I said with a sigh replaying that whole conversation back in my head.
"Fine..."Gaara sighed and looked at me. "You and Uchiha would still be together if you never came to the party there you're happy." Gaara stopped and sighed.
"I thought so..." I said
"Naruto are you thinking of getting back with him."
"It really can go both ways I mean I want to, but I also don't want to." I said and looked at Gaara who nodded I guess Gaara understood where I was coming from because he basically had to share Neji who ran away together to get married and having Neji become his husband, but because Neji's uncle is the biggest homophobic prick I ever met he made Neji somehow marry Ten-Ten when Gaara and Neji returned to Japan. Neji and Ten-Ten was married for a whole year. Which I guess Neji wasn't really faithful to her because he was seeing Gaara behind her back.
"I mean this feeling I bet you felt it too?" l asked
"Of course." Gaara said closing my door and sitting next to me.
"But in the end it worked out for you so that all it matters I think, but except the whole Ten-Ten problem but other than that I see that you are much happier with Neji." I said leering closer to Gaara.
"It did somehow but I guess I wouldn't want it either way Neji is here with me and I couldn't be any happier than I do now so I don't really think about how it came to this because I know that I would analyze it over and over, and it would be never ending." Gaara said with a small smile on his lips which made me smile in return.
"I hope it's that easy with Sasuke and me." I said it was a comfortable silence that came over Gaara.
"Naruto if you don't want such an information to get out you should know I need some type of payment to keep my mouth shut." Gaara said
"Gaara are you really blackmailing me again?" I said I really needed to stop giving him stuff to blackmail me with "Wouldn't doing it out of the kindness of your heart be enough payment?" I asked and laughed afterwards and when I saw Gaara not laughing I knew I have to come up with something. "What do you want?" I said plainly
"Nothing but your happiness." Gaara smiled at me.
"Really Gaara don't you think that is asking a little bit too much." I said understanding the real meaning of what Gaara meant because Gaara and I would talk in code just in case someone was listening so what Gaara really said that Neji and he are fighting and that he doesn't want to sleep in his room so I have to let him sleep in my room. I sighed and looked at Gaara "How long do you want me to be happy?" I asked
"For about a few days." Gaara said and I groaned.
"Fine...What happened?" I said feeling dejected.
"During the Gala Neji's uncle was just too much he was bringing up Neji's deceased parents, and making him just feel like shit so when you and Sasuke went upstairs Neji and I also went upstairs to the room he stays at when he has to do over time at work and I asked him why he takes his uncle shit, and I don't know what happened he just snapped and I told him that he will not take his frustration for his uncle out on me and that was it."
"Maybe you guys need some time apart I mean with the whole sex marathon you guys are having, but I know this won't break you guys up." I said with a smile to comfort my best friend.
"I know that I just need some time to myself and if I let Neji leave the house he would just up and disappear so me sleeping in here will make sure that Neji will stay here instead of leaving." Gaara said
"So are you and Uchiha dating now?" I heard Gaara say changing the subject. I looked Gaara and sighed.
"No it's not like that." I said putting my feet down off the couch to let Gaara sit next to me. "It's like we are testing the waters to see where it goes."
"Could of fooled me when you gave him a goodbye kiss before you left the hotel." Gaara smirked and I sighed.
"Gaara you waited all this time to tell me that?" I asked
"Why else would I want to talk to you so early in the morning if it isn't trying to embarrass you?" Gaara said honestly.
"You make me want nicer friends." I replied watching Gaara smirk.
"But seriously you and I know I don't like Uchiha, but I never saw him in so long looking remotely happy until you showed up." Gaara said. "I know I'm not the type of person who believes in fate or destiny, but Neji does and I believe it was fate that brought you and Uchiha together again because you are his happiness."
I was shocked to hear Gaara say this and it made me smile.
"Well we see." I said and that was the end of the conversation Gaara nodded and got up from my bed and left my room. I sighed and smiled at the approval Gaara gave me for seeing Sasuke again. I heard my phone ring and I looked at it to see it was Sasuke.
"Hey Sasuke aren't you working now?" I asked
"Yeah but I need a favor to ask you I need you to go to my office at the hotel and grab something for me?" Sasuke asked.
"So wait let me get this straight you want me to leave my house to drive to the hotel to get something for you? A follow up question is where the hell are you that you can't take maybe a 15 min walk to your room to retrieve this something?" I asked
"If I could of done it myself why would I had called you in the first place?" Sasuke asked in a hush tone. "Obviously I'm not at the hotel, and I was in a rush so I forgot the contract that I wrote up on my desk. Right now you're the only one I can call Neji for some reason isn't picking his phone up." Sasuke said
"So it's defiantly at your office right." I said
"Yes on my desk and I'll send you the address of where I'm at okay." Sasuke said and I agreed and hung the phone up. I got up from my bed and found some old sweat pants and put them on leaving my house towards the hotel. My phone vibrated which told me that Sasuke just sent the address. I got to the hotel and parked in my usual spot and went in the hotel through the parking lot entrance for employees' only door and went up to Sasuke's office. I walked out of the elevator to turn right and for some odd reason there was a man standing at Sasuke's office door.
"Excuse me." I said walking up to the man and getting his attention. This man looked really weird with his short snow white hair and these ugly round glasses. This suspicious man smiled at me.
"I hope I didn't alarm you it's just I'm a little lost and wondering if anyone was in here to help me." This man said pointing towards the door.
"Um well right now he isn't here, but I can help you if you want." I said and the man looked relieved. "Where are you headed?" I asked.
"I was trying to get to the Casino." The man answered sheepishly.
"Oh well all you got on the wrong elevator so I understand how you were confused…" I said I turned my back and pointed to the elevators. "The left one is where you want to take to the Casino…it's the 12th floor so it is pretty quick getting there once you get on that floor because there is nothing other than the casino on that floor so you should make it there easily." I said giving the man directions.
"Thank you so much." The man bowed and walked away. "I hope we meet again."The man said and went into the elevator I watched this man leave and when I knew I was alone I opened Sasuke's door office and went in retrieving the documents and closed Sasuke's door back locking it after me and leaving towards where Sasuke was. I drove up to this skyscraper that was just glass. Like this building was just predominantly windows I parked in front and went in to see Sasuke standing there waiting for me. Sasuke walked up to me and I handed him the papers that he asked for.
"Took you long enough." Sasuke said
"Thank you Naruto for coming out of your house to do this favor for me." I said smiling which earned me a smile in return.
"Thank you and I'll call you later." Sasuke said and turned and left for his meeting I smiled to myself some more and left after that. I got back to my car and drove myself back home. I got out of my car and went into my house and just going straight to my room and sat at my desk and opened my journal to where I left off.
Dear Journal
I know I'm writing in you so soon, but my day is about to be over and since Gaara will be sleeping in my room for tonight because believe this or not Gaara does not and I mean does not like to ignored so I have to give this spoiled man my attention. I hope that what is going on between Neji and Gaara would be resolved because I love Gaara don't get me wrong, but I really don't know how long I want to let him sleep in my room for. I can honestly say that while I was working for Sasuke this is the first and probably the last time I would have such a relaxing day.
Sincerely
Naruto Uzumaki
