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It was Friday. And I was better. It was Friday. The day that I get to see him for an hour. The day I get to listen to his voice and admire his eyes without the teachers interrupting. The day he would hold my hand

This day would be long. My dance instructor told me that she had given me a pass from my classes in order to work on the dance routine of the lead. I had missed two days and she was upset. Tamaki would not be happy with me.

I danced because I was told to.

She kept telling me to find my fullness.

What am I supposed to be full of?

She would say to find my passion.

I can not remember feeling passion.

"That's it, take a break. I know you just got over an illness Kaharu-san, but you need to pull yourself together if you want to be prepared for the show." I nodded. She sighed and left the room. I rubbed my feet and thought of violet eyes.

"I should have known." I turned to see Kyoya. He did not look happy.

"Hello." I replied, continuing to rub my feet.

"It is lunch period." I nodded. "And you missed second period." Again, I nodded. "Chemistry will be soon."

"I will be there for that." I responded immediately.

"Of course you will." He sighed. He had walked up on the platform and was standing beside me. "Why have you been dancing all day?"

"I missed two days."

"You were sick."

"I am an understudy." He shook his head.

"You have missed too much school lately. Let me make a proposition, tomorrow the host club is having an outing at a private beach, why don't you stop by and I will catch you up on what you have missed." He was writing something in his notebook.

"Why?" I was never invited. I didn't see anyone outside of school. I danced on the weekends.

"Like I said," He began with a sigh, "To catch you up on your studies- Tamaki seems to have taken personal responsibility for your grades and its quiet cumbersome to have him nagging me about it all the time." I thought about it.

"Would I get to see Tamaki tomorrow?" I looked up at him. His dark eyes were odd. Sometimes they were like my dad's, but sometimes they were not. Right now they were not.

"You would be able to see him before and after our session."

"I'll go." I replied right away. I wanted to see him outside of school. His violet eyes. His warm hands. His voice. The more I thought about it, the more excited I became. To feel excited about something, I felt my mouth tug at my realization. I would get to see him, and that made me excited.

"Alright then, I'll leave you to your thoughts." Kyoya smirked and then walked away. I went over to my water bottle and took a drink. I was glad he had gone. He made me feel nervous. His eyes had changed again. I thought of birds and violet eyes.

I needed to think of him. I needed him to dance. I needed him to live.

I danced while thinking of Tamaki. My dance instructor became happy.


I had danced all day. My feet were sore. My legs were shaking. My back ached. But it was Friday. Fridays I get to see Tamaki afterschool.

I went to the club room. It was very full today. They must have already started. I was worried. I saw him with so many other girls. They were all laughing and blushing. I didn't belong there.

I looked around the room. Everyone was very busy. Everyone was busy and I was tired. I could wait for them to leave, then I would see Tamaki.

I made my way over to an empty sofa by the front and laid on it. I was tired. I dreamt of warm hands.


Something was soft. I felt something with my arms and it was very soft. I opened my eyes to a pink rabbit. I sat up and held it in my lap. I did not have it when I had fallen asleep.

"Kaharu-chan! You're awake!" I looked up to see a small blond boy. He looked like he belonged in middle school. "You were sleeping on the sofa so I let you borrow Usa-chan."

"You look like a middle schooler." The boy erupted into giggles.

"Tamaki said you were honest, I guess he was right."

"Where is he?"

"He's with his customers. I'm done for the day if you'd like to play with me though." I didn't want to play with the small boy. I wanted Tamaki.

"Now, now Kaharu-san, don't look so dejected. I'm sure Tamaki will visit when he's done." Kyoya said while passing by.

Just then my stomach let out a growl. My face got hot. I hadn't eaten anything today.

"Oh, Haru-chan, are you hungry? Would you like to have some cake with me while you wait for Tamaki to be done?"

"Ballerinas don't eat cake." I said. My stomach growled again.

"Come on Haru-chan! Just this once!" His eyes became very large. He put his hands on my knees and leaned in close to me. "Please!"

"No." I firmly held onto his bunny.

"How about if we split a piece?" That was the voice I had been waiting to hear all day.

"Tamaki." I felt my mouth tug again.

"Wah, Haru-chan is so cute when she smiles." Honey exclaimed.

"I'm sorry I took so long, today was very busy. I was worried when you didn't show up at first." Tamaki explained, taking a spot by me on the sofa. I was happy that he worried about me. "You seem very tired, Kyoya told me that you had to dance all day. Surely you must be hungry, Kaharu-hime."

My stomach answered for me.

"Its settled then!" He exclaimed. "Kyoya! Gather the club members! We shall eat cake!" I giggled at his exuberance. I was happy I would be able to see him tomorrow.

"They're already here." Kyoya replied with a role of his eyes.

"I wanna sit by Haru-chan!" the small boy exclaimed. He grabbed my hand and dragged me to the table. By the time everyone else sat down, Tamaki was diagnol from me. I wanted to sit next to him.

"Kaharu-san, really, stop looking so disgusted." Kyoya chided from across the table. I did not like how easily Kyoya could read me.

"It's fine Kaharu-hime, I heard I'll be able to see you tomorrow as well." Tamaki replied with a wink. I felt my mood lighten. He was right. I could see him today and tomorrow. "Here's your piece." Tamaki said, passing me a plate with a small piece of strawberry cake on it.

I looked at it. It looked delicious. I was a ballerina though. I started picking off the strawberries and eating them.

"Here." The boy on my left said. He was very tall and had a deep voice. He started putting strawberries on my plate.

"Oh, Thank you." I replied. I looked up at him. He looked intimidating, but his actions were kind.

"That's Takeshi Morinozuka, but everyone calls him Mori. And I'm Mitsukuni Haninozuka, but you can call me Honey." The small boy explained. I looked at Tamaki, he smiled at me and nodded.

"Thank you for the strawberries Mori, thank you for the rabbit Honey." I said.

"You're welcome." Honey said with a smile. Mori had a small smile too. I looked across the table, Tamaki was smiling at me too.

I knew four names now. I was invited to go somewhere. I was eating strawberry cake with Tamaki. I would get to see him tomorrow. Today was long. But today was good.


i know not a lot happened in this chapter, but I wanted her to get to know Honey and Mori a little bit. the twins will be next!