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Dave and I had a talk. You can now talk freely about what happened last year. Please be careful of each other's feelings. And Dave, your secret's safe with me.

Miss Brown.

Entry 6

I think I'm going to tell the story from my point of view first. So, Karofsky had been picking on me for a while, shoving me and such, and one day I got fed up, followed him to the locker room and told him off. I don't even remember what I was yelling. I only remember screaming at him about not being able to beat the gay out of me. Then he kissed me.

Karofsky hasn't been the only person to bully me, but he was always the worst. After the whole locker room incident, he told me if I told anyone that he'd kill me. That's when I transferred to Dalton with the money from my dad and Carol's honeymoon fund. I know I sound rigid while I'm writing this out, but I just want to get the facts straight as robotically as possible.

It still bothers me when I see him. Especially in this class, since I have to sit next to him. I get a sick feeling in my stomach, like he's going to hurt me again somehow, or kill me for something. No one knows about it, except him, you, and me. It's one of those secrets that eats me alive, that I wish I could scream from the rooftops, just so someone else knows it happened. I can't even tell my boyfriend.

Kurt

This does sound like a pretty big mess, however, I believe that things always happen for a reason. Having any kind of secret is hard, and I think that one like this isn't one you should be keeping from everyone. You should tell your boyfriend at least, if not your dad.

Miss Brown.

You make it sound like I'm the bad guy or something.

Dave

That's because you are the bad guy Karofsky. I didn't do anything to you, and you bullied me relentlessly! You still bully me relentlessly! What have I done to you that is so offensive!

Kurt

I wouldn't bully you if you weren't such a queen!

Dave

Both of you need to chill out. Let Dave tell his side and please, don't fight too much with each other. No name calling either. Please and thank you.

Miss Brown.

Well, now that Hummel has made me out to be a bad guy, let me tell my side of the story. I've always been… well, kinda confused about what's going on in my head. Guys would come over with some Playboy magazine that was their dad's, and they'd be all over it, but I didn't get it. I'd pretend to get it, but I didn't. I still don't.

I've grown up learning that there are only two things you can do that will get you sent to Hell, that's being gay and killing yourself. That was grained into my brain since I was a kid. Even now, my brothers are learning the same thing. When they see some guy on TV who's dressed nice or something they call him a queer, looking up at my dad to see approval, just like I use to.

My parents don't know about my… questioning I think it's called. They just know that I'm not interested in any girls at my school, and they're ok with that. They think that relationships just get in the way of school anyways, so if anything, they're happy I don't want to be with anyone.

If my parents ever found out about this whole mess, I wouldn't have a place to live. I'd be out on the streets in a heartbeat. I know this because years ago, when I was younger, there was a couple who came to our house and told my dad that their son had come out to them and they weren't sure what to do. He told them to throw him out, since he would just take them away from their worship if they accepted him. He said they'd go to Hell if they accepted him. So, I'm sorry that you got stuck in my soap opera of a life Hummel, but please don't tell anyone. I know you hate me, but don't get me thrown out.

Dave

Dave, I know a lot of people who are gay since I lived in New York for so long, and I just want to let you know, that if that is who you are, it is nothing to be ashamed of. You can't hide it from your parents forever; however, it would probably be best that you wait until you graduate this year. Many gay people get disowned by their parents. They make new families with people who support them later on in their lives. It will all work out, no matter who you are.

Miss Brown.

I won't tell anyone.

Kurt