"Rachel, I have some ideas. Well, like I told you of our Glee reunion, I have another idea. At the reunion we can announce your pregnancy and ask if we can have a fundraiser. I'm sure this pregnancy is going to be pretty expensive business; we can each split the money. Also, we can sell the tickets ourselves. Get hundreds of people to come. It may take a few months to plan but I think it'll be worth it! Rachel. . how far along are you?" That's a good question.. How far along am I? Finn and I have been sexually active since we got back together, not paying attention to how long. It could be any of the times.. We got back together in February and now it's in the middle of May.

"I . . . I don't know the answer to that. I'll need to go to the doctors again to get that confirmed."

"Rachel, I'll be here for you. After all I will be Uncle Kurt." He was happy for me and that made me feel better about this situation.

Finn just smiled, rubbing my shoulder while I laid on him. Kurt stifled a yawn and went make us each a cup of warm milk.

"Can we go to the doctors this weekend?" Oh crap, school. Puck knows, but I don't think he would tell anyone unless we are ready for that. So no one is aware but us four at school.

"Yeah, that would be best hmm? I want to find out how far along you are." Finn started rubbing his hand on my belly, I cried. Once again. It was not tears of sadness, but of pure happiness. I'm so happy when I'm with him, and I know we have had our bad times… but at the moment it's good. I also know that we'll have more pain, I just hope that will make our relationship stronger instead of breaking us.

"I'll plan an appointment tomorrow. Let's not worry about this for tonight." I looked into his eyes, resting my head on his lap. Kurt came back and handed us our glasses of heated milk.

Finn excused himself saying he was getting pretty tired. Kissed my forehead and left. Kurt was sitting across from me now with his knees tucked close to him and looking at me with interest. I threw my pillow at him laughing.

"Rachel, I never expected you to get pregnant! Especially with Finn, I know you two got back together. You were so determined to wait till marriage though!" He didn't look disappointed in me; he just was telling me the truth.

"I know, oh boy do I know. It just happened honestly, and after that we couldn't get enough of each other." I winked at him, taking another sip of my milk.

"Didn't you use protection?" he was interested now, just like a girl would be. "Give me the juicy details would you?"

"We didn't think about using it the first time, it happened all so suddenly. The other times some yes some no.. Finn is pretty nice in the sheets if you know what I mean. I love his kisses. I don't want to talk about us though, well not right now. Tell me about you and Sam!" I was honestly dying to know, I haven't really talked to Kurt this week.

"He is so great Rachel, I'm so happy to be with him. No, no we didn't do the dirty." He saw me give him the look is why he said that. "We are talking about it though, but I don't think I'm ready just yet. It took me a lot to get over Blaine, I just don't want to get too attached just yet; I really miss him.." Blaine died in a car accident a few months before Kurt met Samuel. It was really hard for Kurt, he kind of shut down. It broke my heart to see him in so much pain. It broke pretty much anyone who was around him, no one knew what to do or say. They truly loved one another and I looked up to that more than anything.

"I know you do Kurt," I said to him as I scooted to his side and rested my head on his shoulder. "It hurts so bad, but you know what? He is looking down on you right now and smiling. Thinking about how amazing his first boyfriend is, and will always be. Kurt, you are my best friend and you mean the world to me. You are going to do big things in this world!" A tear traveled down his face and he wrapped his arms around me.

"Rachel, I don't know what I would do without you right now, or forever." He wiped his eyes and stifled yet another yawn. "I better get some rest, and you too Rachel. I'll see you in the morning." He went to the guest bedroom which was basically Kurt's. I remember the great things we accomplished together, our first trip to New York. Singing together on that stage imagining the whole world was watching us in our spotlight. He understood me better than anyone, not even Finn understands me as much as Kurt.

Feeling that it's time to go to bed myself, I pick up the three empty glasses and put them in the dishwasher, and head on to bed. As I open the door I see Finn lying there. He is so beautiful when he sleeps. His mouth slightly parted and his body fully relaxed. I get under the covers and cuddle up against him. Kissing his cheek, "I love you Finn."