Chapter 7
Rose's Piont Of View
I woke up early the next morning and got ready for another day wanting Dimitri. But I knew I can't be with him like he said, ugh why is life so complicated. I put on my gray sweat pants with black shorts under them. Then I put on my white tank top and put on my gray jacket that went with my pants. I pulled my dark hair back in a ponytail, got a bottle of water, and put in my earphones and turned on my ipod. I bent down and tied my white tenni-shoe strings, then walked out the door to the gym. I changed the song and my ipod and was listening to "Perfect Two" by Auburn. I walked in the gym and did some stetches then began to run.
I sang along "Your the Apple to my pie, the straw to my berry, your the smoke to my high, and the one I wanna marry."
Dimitri walked in as I sang but I didn't notice. I kept singing,"Cuz your the one for me, for me, and I'm the one for you, for you, you take the both of us, of us, and were the Perfect Two, The Perfect Two."
I stopped and saw he was beside me I took one of my earphones out. He just stood there and looked at me, I was trying to figure out what he was looking at. "Yes Dimitri," I guess I looked mad because he didn't say anything just looked away.
Finally he said, "sorry Rose, Uhm, you ready to get started."
"Sure whatever." Okay I had to admitt that was harsh but I was just not in a happy mood. God I just wish I could pour out my heart to him but I know I can't.
"Okay, well, Let's see what you've got with these practice dummies."
I wish I could fight him, but I'll just take my anger out on these dummies maybe I'll be in a better mood. "Okay."
He stood there and watched me. I put my ipod back in and turned on "Richman" by 303. I kicked the hell out of the dummy and punched him. I just kept it up, letting all my anger and hurt out on the dummy. I did alot of the jump and twist kicks, almost knocked the dummies head off. I got so into thinking this was real I took it over my shoulder and slammed it on the ground. I got on it and beat the shit out of it, finally I got up shaking. I ran and got my water and drank it all under a minute, Dimitri ran over.
"Wow Rose, that was amazing, I never knew you had that much will power to kill or well nearly rip a practice dummies head off."
"Yea well it's good to get all my anger out." He looked at me with guilt, he knew he was the reason I was so mad. God I wish I hadn't have done that to him.
"I'm sorry Rose, I hurt you yesterday. I couldn't get you out of my head when you left. I knew I screwed up. I should've said something to make you happy but it would've been a lie." I knew he felt bad I should be the one to apologize.
I stayd quiet for a few minutes, then I got up the courage and said. "No Dimitri, it should be me to apologize. Im sorry I shouldn't have got mad, I should've been happy that you like me and I am happy that you do. I just wish we could date but I know that we can't and i respect that. Dimitri, I do love you but now I understand that we can't be. Im just really sorry I got angry when I shouldn't have."
He walked over to me and gave me a hug, O god did he smell good. I wrapped my arms around his waist and rested my head on his chest. "Roza, I do love you two. I wish with all my heart we could be together but we can't."
"I know." I had a small tear run down my face. He tipped my head up and softly kissed my lips. I didn't want him to break away but he had to. "Well, I guess you better get ready for class and I'll see you later, Roza."
"Okay, Comrade hehe."
A smile went across his face, "Roza, you can brighten up my day. I love you." I smiled and hugged him.
"I love you too. I'll see you later." He kissed my cheek and I left, the bell rang and I went to class, with him on my mind...DIMITRI...
