Hehe, that took really, really long. I have holidays right now, so I guess I could pick up writing again...
Here's the newest chapter. Enjoy! Oh, and I like reviews!
I just noticed I accidentally changed the narrator to first person, but I kinda like it this way so I think I keep it like this. And I think I'm gonna rewrite some of the first chapters because I think I can do better.
Kakashi's POV
It's been a week, only one week after that awful moment, when I wandered through the school. I felt so miserable since Naruto ignored me. I had no lust to go home, nor to stay here, but since I was so tired I stayed in school. It looked really weird without people. When I looked out of the window I saw someone, this Uchiha-kid. What was he still doing there? As I walked closer to the window I could see Sasuke wasn't alone. O. My. God. There was Naruto sitting on his knees, sucking the Uchiha's cock. I was shocked. How could you do this? We were supposed to be and now you're on your knees like a cheap whore for some arrogant emo kid. Do you care at all? I hated to see it but I couldn't look away. Why did Naruto exchanged me that easily? For such a baby with is little dick? I loved you. And I still do…
Naruto's POV
It was a hard decision to make. Kakashi was a very nice man after all. But to me it felt like I didn't have another choice. The way I had walked out of Kakashi's apartment, implying that the man was some kind of pedophile, was mean, I agree on that, but maybe it was the only way. I didn't want to explain myself after all.
I hadn't liked this secret relationship, or at least I hadn't liked the fact that they weren't able to meet when they want. I liked this man, I even loved him, but things weren't working out. I need to go on with my life.
So I sat there on my knees, and I knew Sasuke wasn't anything like Kakashi, but nobody was as perfect as Kakashi. Plus, it wasn't love, it was just that I acted like I liked Sasuke and he convinced himself he liked me. We would date, we would fuck, we would kiss in front of our classmates and we would hold hands when we walked around the school so Kakashi would think I was over him. Kakashi would hate me and he would get over me and he would be safe.
Kakashi's POV
I found myself thinking and thinking about Naruto every night. I didn't do anything anymore, I went to school, I taught, I went home, I ate, I laid down on the couch and watched TV, that's it. I lost weight, I didn't train, so I lost muscles. I lost the sparkles in my eyes. I lost the excitement I used to have about the days that would come. I lost Naruto. I hate him! No, I don't… that's the worst part. I lost my friends, I never went out with them, they stopped asking because I turned them down all the time. They advised me to see a psychologist and when I didn't they stopped, they went on, they went on without me. The world turns without me being ready. The time goes by with about me. It's like I turned to stone that day, standing still in the moving world.
Then, at a certain moment, I decided I had enough of it. I went out, partying, I began to train again. I slept with some guy I met. Well, I slept with several guys actually, without any obligations. I never invited them to my home, I never gave anyone my phone number. It kinda gave me a reputation in the scene, but I didn't care. I was wanted. And envied. And people didn't like when I told them I wouldn't want to do them again.
Then I met this guy which I liked more than the others. I wasn't in love with him or anything and I knew I would never be, but I wanted someone to come home to. He moved in with me.
Three months later, it was 3 o'clock in the morning, someone knocked at my door. It was a blond kid with a huge bag.
'We need to go.' he said.
A/N: Okay, it's kinda short, but I wanted to end with a cliffhanger.. please review!
