Lissa Prov
I waited for Christian down by the church. I didn't think I could go
in on my own. She was my best-friend, I couldn't help whispering.
There's that word again, WAS! I dont even know if she's dead or alive?
Right now I know she's dead in this life, but our bond says otherwise.
Ever since she 'died' I've been feeling emotions, coming right into
me. First was confusion and then awe as in 'guy drama' awe. At those
times I was mourning and then they hit me - hard! It's hard not to get
pulled into them. I know it may be crazy but I think Rose is still
alive but the more I looked at the doctor results, the more I think
she's dead.
"Hey Liss"
I turn to the sound of the voice is it Rose it sounded like her. Then
I studied the person, no it's just her mom. Looking worse than I have
ever seen her. Her hair was in a messy bun and she had bags under her
eyes. Her eyes were red puffy and swollen. What did I look like?
Mrs Hathaway was wearing a black dress that flowed down to her ankles.
I was wearing a red dress (Rose's favourite colour) with black stripes
running down the edges. I must have looked like I was celebrating not
going to a funeral, but by wearing this it felt like I was honouring
Rose.
"Hello Mrs Hathaway"
"Just wondering how you are" she said while sobbing.
"I'm better than I was before" She started studying me and I decided
to go into the church. I walked into the church halls. I didn't feel
like talking to someone like this. Someone who was close to Rose while
I'm still not sure whether she's dead!
"Hey Lissa, How do you feel" Christian moved to me and put his arm
around my shoulders.
"I'm good considering" Shock flashed through his face. He was surprised
I was taking this all like this. I moved into him and snuggled in his
arms. I sobbed and he wrapped his arms tighter. All the while I was
thinking of Rose. I sent a short plea to Rose to come back.
The time of the funeral came and we sat down in our allocated seats.
Dimitri's seat which was empty at the moment was next to me and Mrs
Hathaway was next to me. The funeral started and the crew carrying the
coffin with Rose in it proceeded. The process took a long time and I
watched Dimitri.
After all that's happened, his change has been taken
very lightly. He has been allowed out without a guard. He was upset
though that Rose never got to see him and he was guilty. Very guilty
the only things I've ever heard him say were that it was his fault.
I looked into the coffin at Rose and as I stared I saw the ever slight
movement of her fingers as the clench of her fist brought them closer
together.
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CHERIE X
