JPOV

Alice finally had a vision of Bella being electrocuted and tortured and it killed me inside to know I was useless.

"we can't do anything Jasper" Alice said and I laughed dryly and left to Bella's room.

I really hated this whole situation and what Bella must be thinking, how much I have let her down.

BPOV

"Your a cutie Vicky!" I laughed as she put bolts by the side of my head.

"Thanks" she laughed dryly.

"What? I should kill Vicky? Sorry the voices" I laughed manically and she rolled her eyes. Then proceeded.

"Imma kidding! They don't say that" I giggled and she sent another round of electricity through me like a tidal wave. I loved the feeling now...it was tingly and brought back sweet sweet memories of the Cullen's.

"HAHHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHA" I laughed loudly and she stopped with a thin smile from ear to ear.

"I think your Ready Bella boo" she laughed and as she strapped me to a wheel chair I laughed and laughed.

"WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE" I said whilst she rolled me roughly upstairs.

CPOV

I missed Bella so much...it killed me everyday to know what she was going through. Not after what happened.

"You can't change the past" Esme soothed and I held her smooth hand that always calmed me.

"I should've protected her" I growled and she sighed.

"she's not the girl you found dying without a mother or father...she's strong" Esme stated and I knew it was true. But I was supposed to be her father and I let her down.

EMPOV

I couldn't believe that that stupid red head had taken my lil sis. If I ever found Victoria I would rip her apart and burn the pieces.

"Rose we can find her" I comforted and she sighed.

"Emmett, I was never her sister...I was a bitch and I could've saved her. If I had only been a proper sister and not a self-centered bitch then maybe she would still be here.

"You don't know that Rose" I said but I knew it was no use. We all needed Bella...all of us.

ESPOV

Why did Bella have to leave? I loved her so much and that fact I couldn't help her was eating me alive. What hurt me the most was seeing Carlisle's hurt face everytime something reminded him of her. It had been 2 months since she had gone and It hurt us all.

"We have to find her" I said to everyone and they all looked up.

"How? We search every night and nothing!" Jasper shouted and stood up to look out the window.

"I'm sorry" he whispered and I hugged him.

"Your my son" I said and he turned and cried on my shoulder.

BPOV

Victoria wheeled my outside and I smelled the fresh air for the first time in 2 months.

"Whatcha doin Vicky?" I said and she flipped me out of the chair and was gone. I was...free? I felt scared but alive and was crawling with madness and I loved every second of it. But I also felt very alone without my Jazz.

"YOUR SO SCREWED" I screamed and laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed...