Fin woke up and shifted when he felt Olivia on him. He smiled down at her and kissed her head. He ran a hand through her hair as Olivia stirred and woke up. She looked up at him and smiled.

"Good Morning." Fin said.

"Good Morning Fin." Olivia said as she rolled over and grabbed Fin's shirt. "Has Ella woken up yet?"

"I haven't heard anything." Olivia got up and went to the door.

"That's because you don't know what to listen for." Olivia opened the door and the theme song for Dora the Explorer came through. "I guess she knows how to use a VCR."

"It's not that hard." Fin called down as Olivia left the room and went into Ella's room.

"Good morning princess." Ella looked up and smiled.

"Mornin Mama." Olivia loved that name. Every time Ella called her it, she felt her heart swell with love. She sat down next to Ella and smiled at her. "Can we go park?

"We'll see honey. What if we have a lazy day and we stay here and watch your movies?"

"Okay Mama." Olivia nodded and ran a hand over Ella's knotted hair.

"Can I get you dressed and brush your hair?" Ella nodded and got up. She went over to her dresser and got out a long-sleeve dress with stockings. The dress was black. Olivia suddenly remembered what to do was. Her funeral. She smiled sadly and dressed her daughter. She brushed out Ella's long brown hair and put it in a half up half down fashion securing the hair with of her own clips. Fin came into the room dressed in a suit.

"This is going to be awkward. Seeing you in the coffin knowing that I'll come home and you'll be here." Fin said bending down to pick up Ella. Olivia stood up and gave him a kiss.

"Just remember what's waiting for you here. I'm here for a while and I wouldn't dream of being anywhere else."

"Mama kiss Pinny." Ella said laughing. Fin and Olivia laughed. "I no tell no one I see Mama."

"Good girl princess. Be good for Fin and remember don't get scared when you see Mommy's body." Ella nodded. "That's my big girl." Olivia kissed Ella's cheek. Fin quickly kissed Olivia before leaving the house and going to the funeral home.

At the funeral home, Fin and Ella met up with Nick, Amanda, John, Don, Alex, Casey, Melinda, George, O'Halloran, and a bunch of uniforms. Fin held onto Ella as he moved to stand with the squad. Ella rested her head on Fin's shoulder when the coffin came into view. John went over and looked inside. Fin saw his shoulders lock up. He said something then leaned over and gently gave Olivia one last kiss on her forehead. Don went over and reached his hand in. He smoothed her hair back and kissed her forehead.

"Alive or dead you're still my daughter." He whispered against her forehead. He walked away and sat down next to Fin as Casey, Alex, Melinda, George and O-Halloran had their turns. Fin brought Ella over to the coffin.

"Mama sleeping."

"For a very long time. Forever." Ella nodded and reached into the pocket of her dress.

"I drawed this for Mama." She said and put it inside. Fin smiled sadly and held Ella close to him.

"She's in good hands." Fin whispered and went to sit back down. The service was held then everyone went to cemetery. The priest blessed the coffin and it was lowered into the ground. Everyone went out to eat and Ella was really the only one that ate.

"Has she woken up with any nightmares this weekend?" Don asked. Fin shook his head. "I guess she just feels safe with you." Don shrugged.

"Well, I have been raising her since she was born." He snapped and felt pressure on his neck. He swatted and his hand made contact with something. He turned and saw Olivia sitting there with a pissed off look on her face. His face softened and he tapped on Ella's shoulder. Ella looked over and when she saw Olivia, she smiled and bounced in her seat. Olivia smiled and silently laughed.

"I never said you didn't raise her Fin. I'm just wondering why Olivia would keep such a big secret from us. I mean other you, she went through this alone."

"Maybe that's why she didn't. She didn't want you guys babying her. After Sealview what happened, you guys treated her like glass. After her mom died, Don, you tried to make her take a day, after Elliot left, we all walked on eggshells around her and never even attempted to use the name "Elliot" or "Stabler" around her fearing it would set her off. This was the one thing she wanted to do and handle on her own." Fin said getting upset.

"Who Ewiot?"

"One of our old friends, sweetie." Don said. "I know you're right Fin, I just wish I would have gotten a chance to know Ella. Olivia was like a daughter to me, that's makes Ella like a granddaughter to me."

"You know what, I know that you loved Olivia like a daughter and if you had known Ella existed you would have loved her like a granddaughter as well. The fact is that Olivia made the choice not to tell us and we have to live with it. I'm pretty sure that if she hadn't died, she would have told eventually." Fin said as he went back to the day Ella was born.

Fin smiled as he watched Olivia hold her new daughter. Ella Grace Benson.

"So are you ever going to tell the rest of the squad?" Fin said sitting next to her.

"I want to, I'm just a little nervous that they'll be mad at me for keeping it quiet this long."

"They won't hate you. Geez, having a baby has made you soft, where's Badass not afraid of anything Benson."

"The minute I can walk again, you're going to regret saying that."

"Oh, I'm really scared." Fin and Olivia laughed and Olivia leaned against him. "Can I hold her?"

"Sure." Olivia slowly placed Ella in Fin's arms.

"Hey there, I know you probably can't understand a word I'm saying but I'm your Uncle Fin. I know it's a weird name but that's alright. You got a very pretty name you know that? Yes you did, Ella Grace is a very pretty name for such a pretty girl. You have the strongest last name as well. Benson is the strongest last name I've known. But the real reason that you're a lucky little girl is because you have the best woman for a mommy ever. You're the luckiest girl in the world."

"Will you stop boosting my ego?" Olivia said jokingly.

"I thought you'd like a little ego boost." Fin laughed. "Well, everything will turn out just fine." He said handing the now sleeping Ella to Olivia. Olivia looked at her daughter and smiled.

"I love you princess, and I'll always be there for you." Olivia kissed her daughter's head before the nurses took her away to the nursery.

Fin smiled at what a good job Olivia had done with Ella.