I get ready and go to say goodbye to everyone, I go to find everyone and they are all in Brandon's room. I run up to them all and start crying. "Mariana, I want to do this now so when I come back and I have to leave I get to say a proper goodbye to you all. So ill start with you. I've loved having you as a sister, I can't believe that there was a time that we didn't get along. Now I cant imagine a life without you. You are the nicest, sweetest, prettiest girl I have ever seen and I want you to keep in touch I don't know how we will but we will find a way I promise." I hugged her in one of those long hugs that everyone knows will be the last time that we see each other long enough to actually talk.

"Jesus, what can I say, I thought I'd scared you out of the house, I just thought id let you know that I'd let you know that your secret will always be safe with me, as I know all mine are with you. Every member of this family brings something to the table, Jesus, you bring joy and happiness, you might not think it but I know that you are smart and can do anything you want to so don't let your dreams fade because I know that mine aren't going to" I hug him and look over his shoulder at Brandon. We are all crying. I don't even know how im going to tell Jude. I move along lastly to the hardest.

"Brandon leaving here right now knowing that this may be the very last time i'll ever see you is one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. You know that you mean the world to me and I am going to do everything I have to get back to you. I love the way we know each other so well, you, are amazing. I want and need you to move on, you don't need me B, you are so talented and there is no point fighting your family over me. I'm leaving and when ill be back you'll be at your dads so just please promise me that you aren't going to keep fighting, its time you give up and let yourself be happy"

I don't know why but I feel like that's the right thing to do here, tell him to move on. Everyone knows that I am not worthy of someone as kind, caring and gentle as Brandon but I now know that "I will always fight for us, but if I come back and your happy without me I wont bother you ever again. I love you"

We hug and he whispers in my ear "I will always fight for you. Don't give up hope yet" I go back to my room to make sure that everything is packed and ready to go before I go say goodbye to Jude, Mariana follows me back in. "Hey I know that this is a bad time, but I need to know that you're not just throwing this away, you really love my brother?"

"of course I love him Mari, he is everything to me. He gets me, he helps me become a better person. Hopefully he will be happy without me."

"Why are you giving up on this?"

"There is no way for me to win, I've lost the family I love, one of my mom's hates me, Mama doesn't know what to do, my little brother is oblivious that any of this is going on and I don't know how to tell him, you will all be better without me"

I left the room, leaving Mariana to think about what i've just said I walk over to Jude and Jesus room. I take one deep breath and knock "COME IN"

"Hey buddy" I peek my head in and she that he playing his psp.

"Hey Callie"

"I.. um… wanted to talk to you about me getting adopted"

"I'm so excited this has been our dream for ages"

"Slow down Jude, I came to say that dreams change, that this time, im going to do what's right, it might not seem like it now and I know that one day you will understand but I need to follow my new dream and I know that your safe here with the Fosters. I won't be getting adopted and I won't be here tonight. I talked to Stef and Lena and Stef is a little mad at me at the moment so I feel as though, I won't get to see you in a while…."

We both just sit there crying.

"Jude…"

"No I know what this is about, you did it again, you ruined your adoption again, you kissed him again. CALLIE YOU ALWAYS RUIN THIS FOR BOTH OF US"

"JUDE!" he stopped and listened "you have your dream and that's great, you have a wonderful family now its time that for ONCE I do what is best for me. What I want. Not what is best for us, what is best for YOU. My whole life I have been sitting back worried about how every move I make will affect you. How can I stop you from getting hurt. I DID ALL I COULD FOR YOU JUDE!" the next thing I said was barley a whisper, the room was so quite after I yelled at Jude I could of screamed and it would have had the same affect "I just want to be happy".

I got up to leave when Jude asked me "am I not enough to make you happy? You promised, Callie, you weren't going anywhere"

"Jude I would stay here is I could, but for me to keep my promise moms need to keep theres."

"I'm so sorry Callie, its just ive always had you here, it scares me to think you wont be across the hall to help with algebra, I wont be able to listen to you play your guitar. I'll miss you."

"hey, Jude, buddy I'll be back. I'll visit all the time, I just need to give Stef some time to think it through ok?"

"Callie, why do you keep going back to him, its always him."

"that's it Jude, It's always been Brandon, when ever I needed someone he was there for me. He puts my needs before his own, he loves me for who I am just the way I am he wouldn't change a thing about me and he makes me feel good about it. Jude, you know how you feel when you're with Connor?"

He smiles and I know he is thinking all if the good things they have been throuogh.

"Like all that matters is just him, as long as he is with me and I'm with him everything will work out. He makes me feel things I've never felt before and there is no way to explain the feelings I get around him"

"You see, Brandon is like that for me, and I don't know if you LOVE Connor, but trust me a love like ours only happens once, so I can't just throw it away when no matter what happens this is my family."

"I understand"

I get up and leave after explaining how the judge wants to see me and how im going to tell him the truth about everthing, he got it. He knew this is what we needed, Brandon and I. How is it possible that the youngest in the house just gets it.

"CALLIE WE HAVE TO GO" Lena calls up the stairs I give Jude a kiss on the head and I go to see what will happen.

A/N: HEY! I really just want to know, do you guys want to see inside with the judge I feel as though a lot of it would be repeatative but I did have a few twists in there. The other option would be straight into Jesus and Mariana's plan?

Please leave a review letting me know what you want thanks guys!