Okay, so here's how the updating will work. I'm just gonna let you guys know right now when I will update. I will update I Need You on weekends. I don't know what day on the weekend but at least you guys will know when it'll be updated. I hope you guys enjoy chapter 6! Remember to review when u r done ;)
I Need You: Chapter 6
Ever since the night Kiku told me to go away and never talk to him again, I was completely broken and torn. I've never felt so depressed in my entire life. Hell I can't even eat a burger anymore! I'm so upset I can't enjoy the things that made me happy. Kiku was all I needed to be happy. I can't even sleep anymore.
The most sleep I got was only thirty minutes. I wake up and I'm a zombie in the morning. I've tried calling Japan, texting him, and send him notes and letters. Hell I even sent him a stuffed panda bear! But that was a bad idea because apparently, pandas are from China and he doesn't like China. So he sent it back all torn up.
I couldn't seem to get Japan to listen to my side of the story. I tried telling England, but now I have to try and tell Japan what happened. I can understand, though, why Japan is completely pissed off at me.
I finally got fed up with trying to face this alone so I decided to try and get some good advice from someone who knows a lot about relationships and love.
I need France's help.
I know he's a total creeper but maybe he can show me a thing or two. I need to tell him I want Japan back and maybe he'll help me out.
So on that afternoon, I drove to France's house. I never did tell him that I was dropping by for some advice but who gives a fuck? I'm desperate to get Kiku back, damn it!
I walked up to his door and knocked three times. I was surprised he answered so fast, but I also wasn't surprised he had no shirt on. Geez, frickin put on a shirt! That's my thing!
He looked at me and his face looked almost disgusted at my appearance. No wait…he was disgusted.
"What in za hell are you doing here?" he said, in his snotty French accent. I don't know what England saw in him. Oh yeah…romance.
I looked down and shut my eyes a little. Damn it I can't cry now! Not in front of France! I'm supposed to be the hero!
"I need your help" I said, more quiet and weak than I wanted my voice to sound. Well, France obviously felt sympathy for me. His face fell and lowered his wine glass from his lips slightly. He could tell I was depressed. He stepped to the side and let me in his home.
"Sit down and tell me what has happened" he said. I sat down on his plush couch and sighed. I told him the entire story. Starting from when mine and England's relationship drastically went down hill. He just sat there and listened. When I was done telling my story, I felt tears slide down my cheeks slightly.
"I just want to tell him how much he means to me and that I can't live without him. I can't eat, I haven't slept for days, and I'm feeling more depressed than the Revolutionary War! I just want him back and I need your help telling me what I need to do to win his heart back again!" I said, staring at him. He sat still in his chair with his legs crossed, taking sips of his wine here and there. He looked at me again with his eyebrow quirked up.
"Well first, why in za hell would you lie like zat? I personally sink zat you saw it coming!" he said with a glare. I looked down at the floor.
"That's a different subject and I know what you mean. But can you please just give some god damn answers on what I need to do to get Japan back?" I looked up at him again and this time, glared back at him. France smirked. Oh no…what did I get myself into exactly? He's smirking.
No! Alfred Jones, you need his advice! Don't you want to get Japan back?
"Well, I can most certainly help you with zis problem! I am, what zey say, a professional love doctor" he said with a grin. I can tell he obviously had some ideas on what I should do. The best thing I can do right now is trust him.
I think when he said 'they' he really just meant to say 'I'.
"Okay. What should I do?"
"Oh trust me! By za time I tell you what to do, Japan will be crawling back!"
Uh oh…
"Now tell me what you have tried to do so far" he said. I sighed again, pretty aware that I've already told him but just went with it anyway.
"Well, I tried calling him-"
"STOP! You tried to call him? Well of course he wouldn't answer! You should know zis! Haven't you ever watched romance movies?"
"Well, we aren't in a romance movie! I wish we were so I know that I'll have a happy ending but still!" Now we were getting a little off subject. So I continued.
"Anyways, I also sent him texts, letters, and even a stuffed bear. But he rejected every single one of them." I said, while France looked down in thought.
"So wait…you haven't sent him roses or chocolates?" he said. I looked at him for a bit until I responded.
"He doesn't like chocolate and I highly doubt he'd accept my roses." France rolled his eyes and looked deep in thought again. When he got his idea, he jumped in excitement a little bit.
"Oh! I have got the most brilliant idea! How about you practice your apology on me" he said, getting up and sitting down next to me. I looked at him in horror.
Practice my apology? ON HIM?
"What the hell do you mean? Practice WHAT?"
"Oh you are stupid. I pretend to be Japan and you pretend I'm him and show me how you would tell him you're sorry. Zat way I can tell you how you do and tell you what you should be doing." After he explained it, I softened a little. That didn't sound like a bad idea, but I'm still concerned. I'm not letting my guard down.
"Oh okay" I said. France turned more towards me and tried to keep a straight (cute) face like Japan's, but he looked even uglier. I tried my best though.
"Uhh Japan-"
"NO YOU RETARD! DON'T HESITATE TO SAY ANYZING! JUST SAY IT!"
"OKAY!" I composed myself and tried again.
"Kiku I'm sorry about what I did to make you mad at me-"
"No no NO! Look at me when you speak! Eye contact is very important!" He said, flaring up again. I was getting pissed off now.
"Well it's hard to keep a straight face when you're the one I'm talking to!"
"Well zen obviously you aren't trying hard enough! When you speak from your heart, you shouldn't notice zat it is me you are talking to. You aren't trying. Start again!" He straightened up again and prepared himself to throw another problem right at me face. I tried for real this time.
I let all the words that were trapped in my heart loose.
"Kiku, I'm sorry that I betrayed you. You are the most important person in my life. You are everything I got and when I lost you, I lost a little piece of myself as well. I want you back Kiku. I love you." Then I snapped out of it. France's looked at me pleased with my apology.
"Well done. Zat was perfect. Just remember to keep you're eyes on Japan the entire time you are talking to him. And if he refuses you from za beginning, don't stop talking. Even if he shuts za door in your face, keep pouring your heart out to him. Maybe you might even get lucky after words!" He said while elbowing me at the last part. I punched him, but said goodbye when I left.
Wow, I didn't expect France to be so smart about all this. His advice wasn't bad at all either. Well now I just need to get to Japan's house later and pour my heart out to him. I just have to stick with the positive and remember everything that France told me. I hope I get him back! I need Kiku back!
Ugh short chapter! I hate short chapters as well but I'm tired and just finished a bunch of tests at school. Luckily I have no school on Friday so that's a plus! Now keep in mind that I'll update the next chapter next weekend. Thanks for reading and remember to review!
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