Here we go! Sorry, school is really coming fast and I was sick so… . Enjoy.
Disclaimer: I really see no point in this because well, it's a FANFICTION website. But… I only own the plot… Sigh…
I see pictures, flashing by so quickly that one would thing that they would just be a blur, but I can see each picture in perfect detail.
The pictures are flashes of the last few days, coming to Forks, Jacob, the Voice, all of the things that happened passed before my eyes. Then they stop. A face appears, and I quickly recognize its owner.
Rosalie, a woman scorned. Fell her pain, her hurt. Her revenge.
Scorned? What does that mean? I guess I'll find out.
More flicking pictures, it is her life before she was changed. She was beautiful, was engaged to a prince. His name was Royce. He was drunk, he hurt her, abused her. He never cared for her. I feel every emotion, every hit, and every bruise. I see everything she did, and everything she said. Every scream she let out. Carried to Carlisle, he changed her, and after she was changed, she wished she wasn't. She aches with the desire to have children. She had her revenge, filled with anger. In her brides dress, I chuckle. She found her mate in Emmet Mc Carty.
Another face, Emmet's. I smile, or, the closest I can to smiling while unconscious.
Emmet, a man who hides his pain behind his humor. It is not easy to feel what he does, unless you are he.
I see his life. He had a big family, two older brothers, two younger brothers and three younger sisters, triplets. He was out hunting, looking for game. He found a bear, but played with it too long. The bear got to him, injured him severely. Rosalie came along, saved him and brought him to Carlisle. Carlisle changed him, but he still misses being human though he hides it well.
Carlisle, a fair mind, delicate and curious. Always looking for more, even where he is not wanted.
Carlisle was hunting Vampires when one of them got to him. He hid for the days of his transformation, refusing to believe what he had become. He wouldn't eat humans, and one day when he was so starved and in a forest he discovered that Vampires could drink from animals.
Edward, mourning for centuries, until little Alice.
Edward was under the Spanish influenza and it was his mother's death wish for Carlisle to do anything to save him, so Carlisle changed him.
Esme, a motherly figure. Such a kind heart has she.
Esme tried to commit suicide, her baby died, but she didn't die straight away after she jumped off the cliff. Carlisle saved her and she became his mate.
Alice had visions even when she was human. She was deemed crazy, and brought to an asylum. A worker there took interest in her, and when a vampire named James tried to kill her, the worker saved her and bit her first. She cannot remember her human life. She had visions of the Cullens, but first she had to bring Jasper into the picture. She believed that she would fall in love with Jasper, she didn't, she fell in love with Edward instead.
Jasper's face loomed in front of my eyes.
Jasper. Hurt so many times, betrayed when he thought he couldn't be. The outsider in the family. The seventh wheel, until you, Bella. You are his soul mate. He can help you.
Maria changed him, and he was a soldier. She changed him to help her recruit newborn Vampires. At first, he was great, heartless and a name in history. But he had his power. He felt their fear, pain and loss. So he quit. He fled with his friend Peter and Peter's mate, Charlotte. He was in a restaurant when Alice came in and brought him to the Cullens. At first he thought that he was in love with Alice, but then he realized that it was sisterly love when he felt the love between Alice and Edward. He was always lonely, and then Tanya came into his life. He felt intoxicated at the sight of her. They soon fell deeply in love.
My heart breaks by seeing this. She does not deserve him.
All's well, Bella. They might seem to be in love, but their love is not pure. Do not sadden yourself over trivial matters.
I feel annoyed. But that voice is a part of myself, right? So I am annoyed with… myself?
I am not you, you silly human. Luckily soon you will not be a silly human. Don't give yourself a headache. Just keep calling me 'The Voice'.
Fine. The Voice it is. Now behind my eyelids is simply darkness, and I get tired, my mind is shutting down for some well-deserved rest.
I wake, and I see a white ceiling. Where am I? I turn my head to the left and jump in surprise. In front of my face is the nurse, shining a too-bright light in my face.
"Ahh!" I scream, scared of the wrinkly prune that is the nurse.
"What, what?!" Asked the nurse, looking annoyed at my overly
Dramatic display.
"Oh, sorry. You frightened me, that's all." I say after I calm down a bit.
I look around. The room is white, just white, and only white. I should get used to this room, I think, since I have a feeling I will be seeing a lot more of it.
"Well, thanks nurse. See ya." I say as I get out of the white hard bed I realize I've been laying on. Before I can go, the nurse forcefully pushes me back down.
"Not yet young lady!" says the nurse; "You must have some rest before you go. I'll be right back," The nurse then walks away. I stare at her back for a while, dumbfounded. Is this woman stupid? I shrug, and get off the bed, walking out the door.
As I walk down the empty hallway, I think about what the Voice said about Jasper last night. Soul mate? Yeah, right. Then I think of all the feelings I have had towards him. The heartbreak when he pulled Tanya close to him, the feeling of joy I got when he looked at me and I think, maybe, just maybe, the Voice is right.
Dun dun dun! Memories! Nyeh nyeh nyeh… Anyway, so right now I only have a few reviews. A lot of people submitted 'favorite story' and 'author alert' and such, but only a few reviewed. So, I will not post the next chapter until I get 45 reviews. That's only 10 more reviews so…. Get a crackin! Please? With sugar on top? Just press the button….
-beldel
