Hey guys I'm really sorry my Internet on my laptop died and I couldn't post anything for a while,but on the bright side I got to finish 2 chapter while I was waiting for my mom to fix the thingy:)))
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MPOV
"Okay Max pull yourself together, you've been through these kind of situations before." I was standing in front of the school's doors just staring at my reflection in the glass. All the scars and bruises and crap we virtually hidden from my face thanks to the ten pounds of make-up on my face. The only thing that showed any proof about last nights battle was the stitching on my cheek that was still burning like was starting to rain now and I knew I would have to go inside soon, if I wanted to keep up this little act I was playing. I took a couple of deep breaths and walked right into that school with my head held sorta high and my head in the game. I made it to the front office with out getting notice by anyone important.
"Hello, do you need a tardy slip to hand into your teacher?" The lady at the front desk was smiling down at her computer as she was talking to me, when she looked up the smile fell right off her face and onto the ground.
"Oh, my gosh what happened to you face, sweetie?"
"A skate boarding accident, thought I was good enough to land a dangerous trick and ended up getting my butt handed to me," I gave her a shy smile and walked over to get my pass from her.
"Well, what about you lip it's busted in three places?" crap, forgot about that one.
"I fell and hit the ground hard that's how I got my cheek and lip messed" She lifted her hand up to her forehead and slapped it giving me a silly face and a smile.
"Goodness me I'm really starting to lose it aren't I? Well, you better get on your way you've already missed first block and half of second." She gave me a smile before shooing me away. I was dreading the moment I would have to face Fang, I was trying to waste as much time as I could walking down the hall as slow as humanly possible. By the time I got to second block the bell was about to ring in 3 minutes, I was just going to sit in the hall way until class was over, but that all changed when someone decided to open the door and almost walk right into me, blowing my entire plan. When I got inside I kept my eyes focused on the teacher, while I gave him the note. I stood there and waited for him to give me the assignment for the day, when I heard Iggy scream/whisper my name, it was hard not to look at him, but I manage to keep my face forward, and my thoughts care free. By the time I got my assignments and projects all organized and ready to go the bell had already rang sending me off to lunch, and off to deal with yet another huge problem to deal with. Before I went to lunch I went over to my locker to dump my stuff into it. When I got to the lunch room Ella had been waiting for me, we stood in line together and just stared at anything but each other. This was a normal thing, after each beating we would usually just stay close to each other, but not talk because, we'll just end up bringing up things that weren't meant to be brought up. While I was standing in line I casually looked around the cafeteria at all the cliches and little "gangs". That's when it accidentally happened; Fang, Iggy, and Nudge were sitting at the table we sat at yesterday, you know when everything was fine and dandy. Fang was the only one at the table who was looking at me, the look on his face was so hard to read it was starting to give me a head ache. We stood/ sat there and stared at each other for what felt like forever before I had to turn back around to pick out my food. I grabbed an apple from the fruit stand and payed for everything before making my way over to a table that Ella was saving for us.
"I'm sorry" I had just taking a seat when Ella decided to talk to me, I was so confused she had nothing to apologize for, nothing even happened.
"What are you talking about?"
"I saw all the blood on the carpet, the floor, the walls, on everything! I went into your room to check on you to see if you were okay, and you have no idea how bad, how beaten you looked!" Ella was starting to get a little teary eyed now.
"Why are you apologizing for that? Ella, I'm perfectly fine now." lie, that was a total lie everything was on freaken FIRE! It hurt soo much just to move my head from side to side, imagine having to move your legs- plain torture.
"Stop lying, if I were there it wouldn't have gone that far and you wouldn't be so...dead." She was looking down at her lap where her fingers were folding together.
"Yes, they would of and you know it, what's done it done and there's no way of fixing it now, so stop being such a peanut and eat you banana!" Okay, I have to admit I was on a roll until I got to the peanut and the banana part that just totally killed it. Ella gave me one of her famous nose wrinkles, before busting out laughing, I couldn't really laugh along with her because, of pain issues, but that didn't stop me from smiling at her and letting a couple giggles slip out every one in a while. In no time me and Ella were sitting down and practically yelling at each other about something that was completely incoherent. It was fun to forget about everything nd just live life like a normal teen would, sometimes I think about how bad life would be with out Ella and her craziness. She was all I had left and I depended on her, I don't mind all the broken bones and bloody noses as long as I have Ella with me I know everything will be okay. There were only a couple minutes until lunch was over and I planed to enjoy those last minutes as much as possible.
"You know what? Lets take a trip to the mall after school, to you know...shop," You have no idea how much I hated that word. The whole make-up and mini skirts and running around squealing at the shortest pair of shorts you see was enough to make me dig my eyes out myself. But for some sick reason Ella seemed to love that kind of stuff, a lot.
"Are you serious!" She gave me a look that clearly said she didn't believe one word I said, but I just ignored it and gave her a little head nod and a smile.
"Oh, my gosh! okay, okay we're soo gonna go right after school. I saw this amazing dress at H&M that would look amazing on you!" I couldn't help, but smile at her the look on her face was absolutely hilarious. Just then the bell had rung signaling that lunch was officially over; I stood up and gave Ella a big hug before walking towards my third block class. I was still smiling about me and Ella's talk that by the time I was sitting at my science table I had just realized that this was one of the classes where I would be sitting right next to the only person on the whole entire that knows about my deepest darkest secret. A secret that could possibly be the beginning to a very inhuman end.
OMG! this has been such a crazy week i started gymnastic again this week and it was sooooo scary. I was just sitting at the end of the line all quiet and junk...i'm NEVER quiet i cried 6 time, but no one saw me because, i didn't wanna look like a baby:( i'm soo stupid i swear
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