A\N- Ni how guyyss. Sorry it's been a while but I'm back so it's okay I guess. These next chapters will be slightly frustrating so warning ya' now. And they will slightly shift more on Sam and his dad's relationship and then the big climax. So get ready for that. And as usual let's get er' done.

Dean

It's been two months. How is this possible, he had to run into Castiel at least once? But it's like the guy can sense when he's around and hides. He's sees Sam every day at

lunch, and he asks about Castiel but all Sam ever says is, "Uh he's good." With a deep frown on his face. Then he would ask if he's making friends-as in significant others-

and all Sam would say is, "Yeah, he is definitely getting around." Like what the hell does that even mean? He was pretty sure he hit rock bottom when he followed flirty, stair

case girl to class. He didn't know she was going to class; he was hoping she was going to meet Cas so he could see him. Then he just couldn't take being pathetic anymore,

he sprang off his bed and stormed down the hall to Cas' room. He knocked rapidly, and determined. But lost all feeling in his body when the door swung open, he stood

staring at the short girl standing in front of him. That's when it hit him, this is flirty stair case girl. "Hi I, uh is Cas here?" He asked knowing good and well Cas was there,

considering they were making direct eye contact. Castiel looked away and got up and walked to the door. "Sorry, I'm busy right now." Cas said looking up at Dean. He

looked great and Dean almost forgot what he looked like, he missed looking at him. "Man, we really need to talk. I know you don't want to, and we said we would forget this

but I can't take it." When Cas didn't respond he pointed to the lobby. Before he turned he saw Cas hug, flirty stair case girl in reassurance. Dean sat down and Cas sat

across from him smiling down at his hands. "So what do you want to talk about Dean, I thought everything was on the table." Cas said tensely, no longer smiling. "No you

said everything. I was a dick and I didn't get to tell you how I felt. I mean I know we haven't known each other long, but somehow you got under my skin. And I think I uh

might be falling in love with you. This is a, um big deal for me, I'm not usually like this, I'm usually cool." He finished finally looking up at Cas, who had his mouth slightly

open. "Dean, I'm kind of with Meg now. I'm happy, I think I am. Why didn't you tell me all this that night at the party? Things would've been different." Castiel said shaking

his head, "They can be." Dean said fiercely. "No they can't. You will never be comfortable being with a man. It bothers you too much. That's why things will never change."

Castiel said standing up looking at the floor, disappointed. "Come on, I can fix it, it's a small problem, please." Dean said looking up at Cas. "…No." He said walking back to

his room shutting the door. Dean sat there shocked, and in pain. This isn't the end he can fix this "gay" problem. He hoped.

Castiel

"…No." He said walking back to his room. He's never going back. There's no way he can go back; he really likes Meg. Right? When he got back to the room he immediately

kissed Meg, firm but tenderly. He pushed her down, pulling off his shirt. She arched her back against him, he kissed her exposed neck. She pulled off her shirt, and skillfully

unzipping his pants. If Dean wouldn't sleep with him, he will sleep with Meg. Deep down he felt that it was wrong, he shouldn't be doing this. What would God think about

this, he always felt like God was watching him when he was about to do something wrong. He stopped, mumbling and apology. He got off her, zipped his pants, and put his

shirt back on. "It's fine, you can use me whenever you need to." Meg said smiling widely, sitting up smoothing down her hair, and folding her shirt. He hoped she would put

it back on. "No I can't, you don't deserve that." He said grabbing her hand, looking at it frowning. "You love him, don't you?" Meg said laughing. "No I don't believe I love

him, maybe a strong like." He said nonchalantly. "Pshh yeah okay. But to be fair he was your boyfriend before you were mine, so I understand." Meg said still smiling

mischievously. She really was amazing, if only he met her first. She would be the only thing on his mind, she would be enough. He didn't want to kill their friendship though

so he let go of her hand, stood up and grabbed a board game. She scoffed at him, "What are we 5?" She looked at the game with disgust. "You don't want to play, "Sorry".

It is by far, my favorite game." He said smiling. "Okay. Let's play. And if you were really sorry you would let me win at least once." She said playfully punching his arms.

Sam walked in halfway through the fifth game, looking worried. "Cas, have you talked to Dean. He wouldn't tell me what was wrong." Sam said putting down his bag. "Yes

we spoke a little while ago." Cas said looking at Meg who seemed quite comfortable being half naked. "Meg can you give us a sec?" Sam asked sounding slightly irritated.

Meg shrugged, winked at Cas, slipped on her shirt and walked out. "So, care to elaborate?" Sam said smugly. "Were not getting back together. There's nothing to elaborate."

Cas snapped. "Comme on man, what happened at that party? Please were friends, friends talk about these things." Sam pleaded with his puppy dog eyes. "We were kissing,

and he couldn't handle being with a man. It disgusted him." He said looking at the board game, one more move and Meg would have finally won. He had to remember to tell

her about it he thought with a smile. "Oh god, I'm sorry Castiel." Sam said patting Cas' back. "Yes, but I know Dean will survive, he will find some pretty girl, who falls all

over him." Castiel said bitterly. "Doubt it." Sam muttered standing up walking to the bathroom. Maybe Dean won't move on, maybe they wil- No Castiel won't change his

mind Dean will move on. It's for the best.

A\N- It will get better I hope. Haha kidding