Hello!! I promised I'll write this week and here I am!! Right now I listen to "Meet me to the Equinox". I love this song!! So here is the next chapter!! Enjoy!!


Chapter 7

Rated M

Alice's POV

I still couldn't believe that Bella was alive!! She was sitting next to me, talking to me, kissing me! If my heart wasn't dead I swear it would beat for her. She is everything to me! I love her so much! And I know I will love her for a long time! She is my mate, my other half, the one I was looking all my life. If she was dead.. I don't really want to think such a thing. She is here and that's all that matters.

Charlie wasn't home. I checked when I was here. So we were alone. Me and Bella. After the short dialogue we had, the same as my vision showed me, I took her to her bedroom. I sat her down and I was standing. I didn't want to push her more than she could handle right now. With my absence I didn't know how she would feel. But she kissed me. So I believe I was forgiven? I was still standing near to the window when I felt her hand beside my back. She had her chin lying in my shoulder and I could feel her breath. I was feeling anxious and I didn't know why. I knew why.. It was her and what she did to me.

I turned my face to look at her, with pleading eyes. She knew what I was thinking because in a moment she just caressed my lips with hers. It was a longing kiss. A kiss I didn't feel for over a month. She was still kissing me without dominance. It's how she is. And it's why I love her.

"I missed you so much" she said after she stopped that longing kiss that I already missed

"Bella.. I'm so sorry. I want you to know that" she looked me in my eyes. She knew I was telling her the truth. Didn't she?

"I know you do Alice. But why? Why you left me without me telling me the reason?" I couldn't run forever. Basically I could but I don't want to. I want her to know why. I have to tell her why.

"My Bella.. I loved you for the very first moment I saw you. And I saw you before you came here" she seemed curious " I saw you in my visions. For a long time all I could see it was you. But I didn't know who you were"

"When I saw you that awful time in danger I knew it was you. First your scent was intoxicating and then I saw you. The real you and not the vision you. I had to learn more about you. I wanted to be your friend. And we were friends, best friends. But I wanted to be more. When you showed me that you wanted the same I was extremely happy but sad at the same time. I knew you were with Edward. I knew that after our kiss I wouldn't be able to block my thoughts of you and he would know. I freaked out. I didn't want to put you in danger. It was enough that I was a monster. I wouldn't be one more from taking you from him." She was looking at me without saying anything. When I tried to speak she hushed me with one of her fingers

"Don't. Please. Now it's my turn"

"Alice.. Oh Alice.. Baby.. I wanted you from the first time I heard your beautiful voice. I was curious about that angelic voice. And imagine that I was almost unconscious. I felt that way for a long time but I didn't know how to tell you. I didn't want to scare you. I wanted you near me even as a friend. And if you want to know the only reason I was with Edward was just to be near to you even more. School time wasn't enough for me. I wanted you more and more everyday and every night. I craved for you. When Edward was touching me I was thinking that it was you."

"So.. you and Edward.. you .. never… went .. that far?" I was speaking like I was afraid of her answer. And I was.

"I couldn't. It wasn't feeling right? You know what I mean. I had this feeling that Edward wasn't the one. I knew it was you"

"So… you are.. " if I could blush, believe me I would be like a tomato right now

"Yes.. I am still a virgin Alice. You are so cute" what? No way

"Bella.. I'm not cute"

"Yes you are"

"No I am not cute and that is final" yes. Straight to the point. Alice it's not cute.

"You are for me. As you are beautiful, amazing, wonderful, loving, caring.." before she continue I shushed her with a kiss

"Ok. You made your point."

"I'm glad. I love you." It was the second time she told me that. And I loved the way she told me

"I love you more my Bella"

"Hm.. I believe that it's not possible. Because I love you endless"

"I will love you all the eternity. And believe me it's a long long time" I saw her sudden for a moment. Did I say something wrong? Did I hurt her without knowing?

"Bella.. what is it? Did I say something wrong?"

"Alice.. you are a vampire. You will be young for I don't know how many years. And I'll be old and finally die" oh my God. How I didn't think that? I was so drawn to her. Bella was still human and I was still.. a vampire, immortal, undead, a creature of the night.

"I will always love you baby. Even if you are old." And it's true. She is my everything.

".. Maybe.. you.. could.. change… me??" she was uncertain but her voice was steady

"Bella.. why? Why you would want something like this? Why you would want to be a monster like me?"

She kissed me " Don't you ever say such a thing again. Are you listening to me? You are not a monster."

"But I am. I kill for living. If I wanted to I would kill you"

"But you don't. You are the most loving and caring person I ever met." How I love her

"And answering your question I want to be change because I love you and I want to be with you for ever and ever and ever. Is it enough for you?"

"I don't know. It's not the life any human would like."

"But I do."

"We'll have to talk with Carlisle first. Discuss it and we will see." It was the best I could do for now. Yes I wanted her to be with me forever but I wouldn't want for her to be dead over me. Tough decision.

As I was thinking hard for what we should do I felt her coming closer to me. I felt her kisses trailing my neck and her hand under my shirt. What was happening? Of course I liked it. But I don't know if it was the right time.

"Bella.. what are you doing?" She continued her soft touches under my shirt. She continued her kisses along my jaw line. I was feeling aroused by her every touch. What this girl is doing to me?

"Can't you see what I am doing?"

"Hm.. yeah.. I can see.. what are you doing." I said between moans.

"Then join me" wow. I didn't know she could be so dominate if she wanted to

"Do you think it's the right time? Charlie may come?" Charlie wouldn't come till the early morning. I am bad. I tried to see before and I had my answer

"Are you avoiding me?" she looked sad now. No.. No. I wouldn't

"Of course not baby. Why you are saying such a thing?"

"Because.. I don't know. You don't want to touch me?"

"If only you know how much I want to touch you right now"

"So.. come to me. Touch me.. Kiss me.. I want to feel you" if I could come only by her look and her words I would come right now

I was laying over her. I was looking straight in her eyes, my hands holding my weight. I was kissing her soft at the beginning and then trying for dominance which I had granted. I let my tongue slide in her beautiful mouth as hers did that also. While kissing her I let my hand slide under her shirt. To my surprise she wasn't wearing a bra. I must felt strange to her cause before I could speak she spoke first

"Yeah.. you know.. almost drawing.. "

"Don't worry.. I like it.. a lot"

And I was caressing her breasts giving attention to both. I could feel her shivering under my touch. I wanted to see her. So I took off her shirt and I saw her beautiful breasts. She tried to hide them from me but she wished.

"No. Please. You are beautiful. Everything of you.." and I kissed her right nipple first and then her left. She moaned between my kisses. I was starting to feel wet down to my center and it was only by touching her. How I would feel when I would touch her to her intimate place? How I would feel by being inside her?

I took off my own shirt and I saw her looking at me, craving my body. I could see the lust and love in her eyes. It was the same as mine

She came up to me, caressing my back, leaving her wet kisses to my naked torso. I was starting to moan to her every kiss and I wanted to touch her even more now. It was her first time and I wanted for her to be amazing. Of course it wasn't mine but in a way it was. It was my first with a girl and it was my first with one I loved.

I got down unbuttoning her pants. I slowly take down the zipper. I looked at her for an answer. If she wasn't sure I wouldn't go far than this make out we were doing. She nodded and that was my answer.

I took off her pants with her underwear also. She didn't seem to care. I did the same to me. Now we were naked feeling each others bodies. My cold one to her extremely warm of Bella's. I was kissing and licking her right nipple as I was caressing her left one with my hand. I could feel the warmth from her wet center. She was ready for me to take her and I wouldn't want it any other way.

I let my mouth drop from her nipples to her wet center. I slide my tongue inside her and sucked her clit. She moaned even more now and all I could hear was my name

"Oh Alice.. oh my.. yes.. yes baby"

I was continuing sucking her clit and licking her folds. She was about to come but I wanted to feel her spasm. I put one finger inside her and I could feel her now. I was thrusting my finger inside out with slow motions not to hurt her. I wouldn't want to hurt her in any way. When she relaxed a little I put another finger inside her continuing doing the same thing but this time I was sucking her clit as well. I could feel that in a moment she would come. I could feel her insides spasm over my fingers.

"Come for me baby"

"Alice.. Baby.. I'll come.. Oh my God.. I'm coming" and she did came. And she came hard. I could see her more relaxed now. I can't describe the sensation after I made love to her. It was amazing. I hope she liked it as I did

"Alice.." her voice was cracking.

"Yes baby"

"Thank you"

"For what?"

"It was amazing. It was.. I haven't felt like this for ever"

"Did I hurt you?"

"No. You were perfect. It was as I imagined it to be"

"I'm glad. Are you sure you are ok?"

"I'm more than ok. Now I have one reason more to love you more"

"Because of my sex?"

"Because of everything of you. After you I don't think I could have another's hands over me"

"Bella.. believe me.. I wouldn't want anyone else's hands over you. I want to be the only one to touch you"

"Baby, you are the one that I want to touch me."

And we kissed. Bella wanted to please me as I did for her but this night it was all for her. I was happy if she was happy. And right now we were both happy, laying to each others hands. Bella slept an hour after we had made love. I watched her sleep. At night without knowing it she was holding me and sometimes I could sense her searching for me. I think that she was afraid I might leave again. But she didn't know that

I would never leave her again. Ever. She was my purpose, my life, my everything.


TBC

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