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Litchfield: Christmas Eve

Alex and I have been working in the chapel all evening. The Christmas show is tomorrow, so Alex and I are putting the finishing touches on everything. It's been a long day for me, working all day in the kitchen and now in the chapel. I like spending time with Alex though so the exhaustion is worth it. Piper pops in a couple times to hang out with us.

Later on, we go decide to go to the rec room to watch the Christmas movie they're showing. We all crowd into the little room, as Alex and Piper sit next to each other, and I sit on the other side of Alex. Alex has her arm around me as I rest my head on her shoulder. I'm pretty tired, so the whole movie is a blur.

"Wake up Sleeping Beauty" Alex says as she gently shakes me awake. I look around and notice the movie has ended and we're the only ones left in the room.

"5 more minutes..." I say burying my face in the crook of Alex's neck. Alex laughs at my comment.

"Come on girly, I'm not carrying you that's for sure. Too old for that" Alex says grinning. I peak my head up and look at Alex, a question on my mind.

"Alex?'

"Yes?"

"Do you ever wish I didn't grow up?"

Alex releases a breath. She looks at me as she runs her fingers through my hair.

"Sometimes baby. I miss when you would jump on Piper and I in the morning and how we would walk to school together. But then I'm glad you grew up too because you turned into such a gorgeous and smart girl."

"Yeah but I fucked up."

"To be fair, I did too. We both made mistakes."

I nod at Alex in agreement. We both screwed up, but at least we have each other in here. It's not like that for everyone.

"I love you no matter what" Alex says as she rubs my back. "I always do."

I smile instantly "I love you too."


Flashback: Alex, Piper and Sarah - Christmas Day

"Wake up! Wake up! Come on you'll have all day to sleep it's Christmas!" I say running into Alex and Piper's room and jumping on their bed.

"Jesus Christ kid, 9:00 am, you're gonna kill me" Alex says as she rolls over towards her nightstand, grabbing her glasses.

"Damn Sarah don't you have a snooze botton? I'll find it" Piper says playfully grabbing me over to her side and tickling me.

"Go wait by the tree, we'll be right there" Alex says as she starts getting up.

I run towards the tree and sit down. Alex walks out and grabs Piper and her coffee and they sit in the chairs opposite me on the floor.

"Piper should go first!" I yell, throwing my gift at Piper.

"Hey I thought you wanted to go first." Piper says shaking the box to find out what's inside.

"I just really want to see your reaction first" I say grinning. Alex and Piper both look at each other smirking.

Piper opens the gift wrapping neatly, a habit Alex and I always tease her about.

"Oh wow that book I've been wanting for months! How did you know I wanted this? I hope you didn't spend too much mon-"

"Piper you mentioned once when we went for a walk and I remembered it. And don't worry about the money, it's Christmas."

She smiles at me and get's off the chair and joins me on the floor.

"Thank you" She says kissing my forehead.

"Piper let me give you my gift too" Alex says grabbing the purple poka dotted box under the tree and handing it to Piper.

"Oh Alex you shouldn't have."

"Save it Pipes, open it. I wanna see your reaction."

Piper again slowly takes off the wrapping paper as she see's her gift.

"Alex, this is gorgeous" It's a charm bracelet with a charm for each memory they've had "I love it, thank you" Piper says before kissing Alex.

"Alex it's your turn" I say as I reach for her gift.

"I can wait, I think it's time you opened your gifts" Alex says grinning as she hands me my gift.

I rip open the wrapping paper, and discover a locket that Alex and Piper got for me. Inside is a picture of us when we went to the beach over the summer. I speechless as I feel the cold metal at my fingertips.

"This is awesome, thank you guys. I love it" She say as a smile widely at both Piper and Alex.

"I'm so glad you like it Sarah, here let me put it on you" Alex says as she helps put the necklace on.

"Perfect."

Piper and I both get Alex a couple books, and I also surprised her with a new blanket since she likes to read out on the living room coach.

We eat Christmas dinner together with smiles all around. I love the holidays. Everyone is so much happier. We finish the day by watching another Christmas movie, I sit on the floor while Alex and Piper cuddle together on the sofa. Throughout the movie, I hear some of what Piper and Alex are whispering to each other.

"Why are you smiling?" Piper asks Alex, as I can hear the smile in her own voice.

"I'm just, happy. You know?"

"Yeah, I do know" I hear Piper say, before they finally kiss.