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Disclaimer: I don't own DGM or Allen, Lavi and Kanda and all the characters. They all belong to the great hoshino-sensei. Yay! DGM has come back but sadly Allen was only in it for 2 or maybe 3 pages. What the.. but still, we got a lot of Kanda and Allen next chapter (hopefully?)


I Miss Your Smiles

Chapter 7: Useless

Lavi wasn't sure if the ambulance had made it in time. Because when they arrived at the mansion, Allen was already cold and his breathing was already shallow. They pulled Allen out of Lavi's gripped much like from that night. Lavi protested but Kanda shouted at him, "Do you want to save Allen?! Or are you just going to keep him to yourself until he dies?!"

Allen's friends followed the ambulance to the hospital. By the time they reached it, Allen was already transferred at the operating room. Lavi and Kanda waited outside the OR. Each sat at the end of the bench, far from each other. No one was speaking or moving. Both of them were tensed and worried about a certain white-haired boy's operation.

The doctor said that Allen's cut on his face was too deep that if they didn't attend to it immediately, he might not make it.

Kanda blamed himself for what was happening that time. If I hadn't slapped him, he wouldn't have done this to himself. This would have just been an ordinary day. He would be in his depressed state but at least he's okay.

On the other end of the bench, Lavi was also blaming himself. If I have just followed him after that incident, he wouldn't have done this to himself. I should have been there for him but instead I just let him go and walk away. I even promised myself that I would always protect him.

The sound of a door being opened and shut was heard and a man wearing a green lab suit emerged from it. Kanda and Lavi immediately stood up upon realizing that it was the doctor that was incharge of Allen's operation.

"Does anyone of you have blood type O negative? As of now, Mr. Walker is suffering from blood loss and unfortunately the hospital's blood bank can only supply 2 units of bag to the patient. It's not enough for the operation so I suggest that for you to call his relatives and ask for blood" the doctor said while calmly explaining the situation to the worried teens.

"Can't you do something about it? I don't know someone that has O negative. And his family.. his family.." Lavi said shaking with worry.

Kanda walked to his friend and placed his hand on his shoulder. "Don't worry. He'll be fine."

"Yuu.." Lavi said as he looked up at his friend.

"My blood type is O. but I'm not sure if it's positive or not. Do you think it can help?" the doctor immediately ordered Kanda to follow him inside the operating room, leaving Lavi alone in the waiting room.

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After hours of meticulous operation, Allen was put into a room followed by an exhausted looking Kanda. Allen and Kanda were put in a same room to rest while Lavi served as their guardian.

The blood extraction went well at first but Allen continued to bleed so the doctor asked for someone to donate their blood to the boy. But Kanda, stubborn that he was, volunteered to donate all the blood that he can give for the boy even though it can also threaten his life. The doctor hesitated at first but seeing the situation they are in, he was forced to take the Kanda's suggestion.

Lavi was now sitting between the two beds. His gaze went to Kanda then back to Allen. Why can't I do something for you? Why does it always have to be someone else that saves you? Lavi moved his chair beside Allen's bed and moved his hand towards the younger's. He then stared at the sleeping face with a sad expression.

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When Kanda regained consciousness, he found himself lying on a bed beside Allen's. He also noticed Lavi that was resting his arms and head on Allen's bed while holding the boy's hand.

Kanda silently smiled at his friends. He was relieved when he saw that Allen was now safe and Lavi has stopped worrying and are now sleeping soundly. Feeling relived, he went back to sleep.

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It's been 3 days since Lavi and Kanda found Allen's unconscious body in his house. But still, after the successful operation, the boy hasn't woken up. Lavi and Kanda were beginning to worry. But all they can do is to wait.

Lavi had called his grandfather and informed him that Allen had an accident and is currently at the hospital. Bookman then said that he will go home as soon as possible bringing Allen's uncle with him.

Kanda on the other hand, had already regained his strength the day after the incident and is now unwillingly busy doing school work for his father.

"When are you going to wake, Shiro-chan?" Lavi asked the sleeping boy as he stroked his white hair.

Knock! Knock!

"Yes, come in" Lavi said as he lifted his head to look at the door.

Lenalee first poked his head in and seeing that Lavi was alone with Allen, went inside the room. "I've come to check Allen-kun. How is he?"

Lavi's eyes narrowed at the girl. He didn't like others calling Allen his name while he was prohibited to do so. It was so unfair. But he cast aside the irritation he felt to answer the girl. "As you can see, he hasn't woken up yet. But he's fine now, thank you".

"Don't mention it. Besides, the whole school is so worried about him so I decided to come and check him myself" Lenalee said as he approached Allen.

Lavi still felt uncomfortable whenever Lenalee was around but just shrugged it off from his mind seeing that the girl couldn't even hurt a fly. But sometimes, the way she looks at Allen makes Lavi's hair stand.

"Mr. Bookman, excuse me but the doctor wanted to talk to you about something. Would you please follow me outside?" the nurse said as she poked her head by the door.

Lavi met Lenalee's gaze and nod to her. "I'll leave him to you for a moment. Just call me if something came up" Lavi then followed the nurse and closed the door behind him.

Lenalee and Allen were left alone in the room. The girl surveyed the boy on the bed and all the things that are attached to his body; the IV, oxygen, pulse oximeter and catheter. Her face then suddenly showed anger but was immediately replaced by happiness when he noticed that Allen was beginning to wake.

"Finally! The prince is awake!" Lenalee cheerfully said as she sat on the chair beside the bed.

Allen slowly opened his eyes to learn that he can't open his left eye. He wondered about that and placed his hand over it and discovered that it was covered by bandages. Allen then slowly sat up and surveyed the room.

Upon seeing Lenalee, his body automatically shivered as if he was cold. What? "Lenalee, where am I and what are you doing here?"

"You're in the hospital, silly. Lavi and Kanda found you lying in your house and rushed you here." Allen's eye widened as memories of what happened to him that day flashed in his mind.

"It's been 3 days and the whole school was so worried. You shouldn't have done that to yourself. You're making all the people worry" Lenalee scolded.

"I'm sorry. It's just…" Allen 's mind began to wander towards his two best friends. They shouldn't have saved me. It's much better if I just die.

Lenalee, upon realizing that the boy's mind was off to somewhere, eyed Allen angrily. "It's always you who gets everything. I really hate you." Lenalee whispered.

"What? Did you say something?" Allen asked the girl innocently.

But Lenalee just shook her head and immediately walked to the door. "It's nothing. Be a good boy and return to school soon okay? I'll be leaving now. I will get Lavi so that you won't be lonely here".

Allen body stiffened as the mention of Lavi's name. He didn't expect that he would see Lavi but now that the situation was laid in front of him, he didn't know what to do. He was so sure that he would die that moment so he hadn't thought of anything to say to the boy.


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Wonder what will Allen say to Lavi? Hmmm.. I wonder too. :)

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