Chapter Six

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Saturday Morning

I was pacing back in forth in front of my house, contemplating what to do. I just couldn't wait until tonight to talk to my Nessie. I phased and ran to the Cullen's house. Edward, Bella, and Carlisle met me at the door.

"No." Edward said.

I have to tell her. She needs to know the truth. I thought

"No." Edwards said again.

Why not? She deserves to know. You know I can't live without her, I have to tell her.

"No." Edward said for the third time.

Can you say something other than "no" for once, why can't I tell her? I demanded.

"Because, she should have the right to live her own life and not feel obligated to be with you. If she chooses you with out her knowing that you imprinted on her then you can tell her the truth." He said. Bella nodded in agreement.

This is so stupid. I have the right to tell her!

"Alice!" Edward called. Why was he calling Alice? Alice walked outside. "Can you go distract Nessie for us for a little bit?" he asked. Why did he want her to be distracted?

"No problem. Hey Rose come here! And while you're at it, bring those clothes we bought yesterday." The pixie and the blonde leech ran off towards Nessie's room.

"Follow me." Edwards said. He ran off into the woods and Carlisle followed. Bella stayed behind. I wasn't sure why though. "She will be back." Edward said.

We ran to the field where we had once planned to fight the Volturi. I just stood in the middle of the field while Edward and Carlisle stayed at the edge talking. We were there for about five minutes when I heard footsteps. A few seconds later Bella along with Emmet and Jasper (I think that was their names) walked onto the field. They went and stood next to the Dr. and Edward.

What is going on? Edward looked over at me and started walking towards me. Now I realized why they stayed at the edge of the field, it was sunny outside, and their skin was glistening in the light. The rest of the family followed.

"Jacob, can you change into human form? Please?" Bella asked. "It's just easier for all of us." She said. Humph. I ran into the woods and phased back, putting the shorts I had wrapped around my leg on. I ran back to the middle of the field where the Cullen's were waiting for me.

Edward, why are we here?

"If you want answers you're going to have to talk. I promised Bella that I wouldn't answer your questions unless you ask them by speaking." He replied. This is stupid.

"Fine, why are we here?" I asked irritated.

"Because if Renesemee were to see you, you might be tempted to tell her." Bell said.

"It's my life too. I should be able to tell her." I yelled.

"But it's also her life." The doctor said.

Don't you think I know it's her life also? But she's supposed to be a part of my life. I looked at Edward, but he just made a face and looked in the other direction.

"I realize that it's her life too. But you know that being away from her kills me. It hurts too much. We were meant to be together." I said in a firm voice. Didn't they understand that I couldn't be away from her? That going away for three days was painful to me. That I needed to see her everyday of my life.

No one said anything. We just stood there for a while in silence. Finally the silence was broken.

"Okay we're here." I looked up to see the pixie and the blonde vampire walk onto the field. I was confused now. Were they the reason we had stopped talking?

"Okay good. Now let's talk." Edward said.

"Jacob, you can't tell Renesemee." Bella said. Hadn't they already told me this?

"Look she deserves to know that I imprinted on her." I said. She did have the right. She deserved to know that I was connected to her, that I loved her, no; I was in love with her. She needed to know the truth.

"Let her choose for herself. She's happy right now; let her live her own life." Edward said.

"Why can't she live her life with me?" I asked.

"She can if she decides on her own that she loves you." He said.

"You know what dog? She's not even thinking about you right now. Did she tell you she had a date?" The blonde leech sneered.

"Yes she told me on Monday." I said. I didn't like the fact that she had a date. No one could protect her like I could.

"You don't think that she can protect herself? You do realize she lives in a house full of vampires, and she is half vampire. I don't think she needs you for protection." Edward sneered.

That's not what I meant and you know it!

"It doesn't matter what I think it only matters what she thinks." He said. The rest of the family looked confused.

"Speak out loud." Bella said quietly.

"Look you don't even know if she likes the guy, and maybe if I tell her the truth she will realize that she loves me too." I hoped. That could happen couldn't it?

"She does like him. His name is Shane by the way. I think he's going to the bonfire tonight. And yes she does like him." The blonde leech gave a wicked smile. She was enjoying the fact that Nessie like someone else besides me. I wasn't though. How could she like this guy? She's only known him for a week; she's known me for six years. I've been there with her almost everyday of her life, and yet some guy she met a week ago is more important to her than me.

"He's not more important to her. She felt bad for not talking to you on Tuesday. Why do you think she called Seth?" Edward said. "Of coarse I'm glad that you didn't have your "talk" with her."

"What did he want to talk to her about?" The blonde boy asked.

"He wanted to tell her that he imprinted on her." Edward said.

"No Jacob you can't tell her!" Bella screamed.

I couldn't take it anymore. Not the screaming and the arguing. I wanted so badly to tell her, and I would. I would tell her tonight with out actually telling her. She new the legends of the pack, so why not just mention that they imprint. I'm sure she's heard the word before. It's not like it was never brought up in front of her when she was a baby. She has a great memory, surly she knows what it means. But I would help her understand.

"As long as you don't tell her that you imprinted on her then you can do what you want. Don't you think she should be able to choose how she lives the rest of her life?" Edward said. I couldn't argue with that. She should be able to choose how she lived her life. I just wished she would choose me.

"I won't tell her." I promised. And I wouldn't. I would just explain that it was possible.

I watched as the Cullen's ran back to their house. I didn't know how long we had been there, but it didn't matter. I phased back into wolf form and ran home. I would just have to wait for tonight.

A/N: Next chapter will be back in Renesemee's point of view when they goto the beach! i will update as soon as possible, but school starts tomorrow and i have to read my summer reading book (which i should have done over the summer, but i didnt :(... so i will try very hard to update as soon as possible!)

if anyone is confused... this is where everyone is Saturday morning when Renesemee can't find anyone and Esme is making up excusses for them.

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