hey all thank you for the amazing reviews i cant tell you what they mean to me! songs to listen to while reading this is Broken Arrow and Airplains XX
When John found out he was, well, angry? Is that the right word for putting a hole in the motel wall and going on a two day bender? But after that he calmed down, seeing his daughters fear and tears as her eldest brother held her. She lied about who the father was, obviously, said it was some boy in one of the many towns they'd been in "he was sweet to me" she smiled with rivers falling down her eyes. That was three months ago.
Johns been going from hunt to hunt, stopping every now and then to check in on his youngest and eldest from time to time. Their staying in a small town called Riverdale and the Kings Rest Motel. Dean decided that it would be best to stay in one place during the pregnancy, what he'd neglected to tell his father is that like Sam, he wouldn't be returning to the hunt, but his reasons were much different. Emmy is fifteen and having a baby, she wouldn't now what to do, how to cope, but Dean did, hell, he'd already raised two kids. They'd decided that they'd settle down somewhere and raise the baby together properly, when the time came that they'd tell John, not about them being together though.
You're probably wondering where Sam is, why he isn't involved in these plans, at all! Well the thing is he was. When Emmy found out she was pregnant, after telling Dean and crying for a bit, calling Sam was the first thing she did, but she got no answer. At this point she thinks she must have left about a hundred messages for him, in reality it was eighty-three. You cant say she hasn't tried, she's left him message after message and nothing. The young girl has finally come to two conclusions, he's ignoring her and deleting the messages without listening or,… he simply doesn't care.
Today's the day of Emilia first ultrasound scan, to say she's nervous is an understatement, but Dean's here to hold her hand. As they walk into the clinic the woman says kindly "hello Emilia, I'm Kelly." as Dean helps his sister on the bed the nurse asks, a bit judgemental, noticing the age difference "are you the father?" his head shoots up but Emmy answers "no, the fathers…gone." the woman's face softens at the sadness of those words, as the girls small pale hand holds the older boys large tan one "Dean takes care of me, he's my hero." he smiles at her and nods "always baby girl." the woman nods and they get started. As the cold jelly and the stethoscope thing touch her belly Emmy panics inside, what if theirs something wrong with her baby, but then as Dean says "oh god Emmy look, that's your baby." she dose, she sees the image and smiles. The outline of her child bringing tears to her eyes "looks like Sam" she says quietly and Dean holds her hand and kisses her head sweetly "yeah" the nurse assumes the father is dead from this interaction "how's it look doc?" asks the boy nervously "everything's fine, you have a very healthy baby." Emilia lets out a relived sigh. After all you do hear storied about interbred children, but no, hers is fine, hers and Sam's baby.
Later that night as Dean sleeps peacefully in their shared bed, because Emmy cries at night and dean just likes holding her, the youngest Winchester sits up looking at the image of her unborn child as she rubs her stomach. In that moment she makes a decision and stands stealthily, she quickly dresses into some jeans and a t-shirt, pocketing the picture, grabbing Deans leather coat and throwing it over herself, then his car keys, she hurriedly scribbles a note and leaves the motel room. Once in the car she turns the key and rubs her stomach "lets go see daddy!" she says to her child and they drive off, thinking 'Stanford here we come'.
It took three and a half hours to get here and some persuasion with campus security, but here she is standing outside Sam's dorm room, palms sweaty and heart racing. She knocks lightly and a tall sandy haired boy answers "hello?" he asks and she just smiles weakly "hey,…um…is Sam here?" he smiles and walks a few feet back "no, but your welcome to wait. I'm Brady." he smiles and shuts the door after her "Emilia." she says looking around the room, she sees two beds and knows witch ones Sam's immediately. She walks over seeing a picture of Mary and john, then another of Sam and Dean, but none of her "do you know when he'll be back, I really need to talk to him." she smiles to Brady and he comes over sitting on his bed "not sure sorry, he's on a date." her head snaps up at that "Date?" he just nods "yeah with my friend Jessica. Introduced them a few weeks ago, they really hit it off. Sorry how do you know Sam?" she gives a fake smile fighting back tears "we grew up together. So tell me about this Jessica" she asks wanting to know if he's really into this girl, or just being pushed into it by his friend here "Jess is great! Sweet girl, blonde, real pretty. Their talking about getting a place off campus." her heart sinks at that "oh,…you know what I just remembered I forgot to tell my boyfriend where I am! He'll be going out of his mind" he nods and leads her to the door "ok, well I'll tell Sam you dropped by" she doesn't look at him when she says "don't bother" and walks down the hall with tears in her eyes.
As she gets outside, she crumbles against the wall, falling to her knees. When she hears a familiar voice laughing in the distance she rights herself, then runs behind one of the cars in the lot. She peeks over the car hood, only to see her Sammy laughing and smiling with that twinkle in his eye, his hand in that of a beautiful blonde. They seem so happy and it breaks her heart all over again. When they get inside she runs to the Impala and doesn't stop driving until she's back at the motel. Crying her heart out as the road passes by.
When she walks into the room, two large arms hold her "oh thank god!" then grab at her upper arm's "what the fuck Emilia? You don't just leave a note saying something I got to do then run off in the middle of the night! Anything could have happened! do you have any idea…" but in that moment he looked at her face for the first time "Emmy?" but then the sobs start "I saw him Dean, he,…he's happy!" dean pulls her to him "oh Emmy, you shouldn't have gone down there. Did you at lease tell him about the baby?" she shakes her head "I never spoke to him, he never saw me. His room mate didn't recognize my name, he had pictures of you and Daddy and your mom, none of me, and his girlfriend, she's so beautiful and they looked so happy. Its like I don't exist! He didn't just replace me Dean, he erased me from his life!" he hold his baby sister as she cries "come on baby girl, its ok. I'm here." slowly she lift her head to look at him and says "yeah you are" then kisses him sweetly into harshly, then she's pulling at his clothes, but he pushes her back "Emmy wait!" but she just tries to kiss him "Emmy…" but she cuts him off "no Dean, please." he looks into her sad, lust filled eyes as she says "I can feel him on me, I feel dirty Dean. He's all over me and I cant get it off me! I just want to forget, to get him off me!" he cups his face and pleads "I want you Dean, I cant have him on me any more! I see how you look at me, wanting to just fuck me against the nearest solid object and I want that to! God I want it!" he cant help but groan at her truthful words "clean me up Dean, be here with me, on me, in me. I'm not both of yours anymore, he left me, but you stayed. I'm yours now De, just yours." he looks into her bright green eyes and grabs the back of her head into a forceful kiss.
He then picks her up by her jean clad thighs and slams her into the door, grinding his rock hard denim coated cock into her as they kiss harshly "oh Dean, please" she moans as he kisses her neck, carrying her to the bedroom. He looks down at his sister, as he lays her on his bed and she unbuttons his pants and he pulls off his coat and her t-shirt "god Emmy, your so beautiful!" he whispers as he glories at her naked form and she throws him a cheeky grin "prove it!" she says and he climbs on top of her, caressing her creamy leg from toe to thigh as he palms and suckles at her breast. His fingers ghost over her soaked centre, then thrusts them in, the tight heat strangling his large fingers "Fuck Dean!" she shouts as he fingers her, her hands gripping his short hair. His thrust were short and hard, until she reached between them and roughly palmed his twitching solid dick. Suddenly deans laying on his back, his eyes meeting hers above him "please Dean, I need you so bad!" she begs grabbing his throbbing member and guiding him to her, but its Dean who slams up, joining them for the first time "Jesus Emmy!" he groan as she start to move above him. He marvels at her, head frown back, bouncing on his cock. He grabs her hips guiding her "oh Dean, please baby. I need more De" he flips them over, and quickly pulls her leg onto his shoulder, her other rapping around his waist, as he buries himself deeper inside her "Fuck Emmy, yes! Finally. Dreamed about you baby girl, so long. So much better!" he grunts out with each thrust as she grips his neck and hip, kissing him hard "you to De, so much! Fuck, God De, I love you!" she screams, coming around him a few more thrusts and dean follows suite. He kisses her sweetly as he pulls out and spoons with her "I love you to Emmy." she smiles weakly, her hand in his "I know De, because you stayed." she drifted to sleep with a lump in her heart, giving up on her other love 'bye Sammy' she thinks, ready for her new life with dean.
Meanwhile as Sam walks into his dorm room Brady smiles "hey dude how was the date." Sam just shrugs "fun I guess." the blonde boy clicks his fingers and says "oh yeah some girl come by to see you,…her name was,…um…Amy or something. Pretty thing, but she bailed, think she'll come back later?" Sam swallows hard and shakes his head "no, she wont come back." he knew he saw those dark curls and emerald eyes watching him with Jess. This would be good for her, maybe she would move on now, he thought, taking a picture from under his pillow of him and Emmy holding each other lovingly, Dean holding her from behind. He strokes her face and cant help but think 'god I miss you' as he tucks it back out of site of his new life, but always close to his heart.
