"Tell me why you care so much that I had sex with him...or anyone for that matter. You have always been like this. If you even see a guy looking at me, you give them a death glare. Tell me the truth brother. " She spat at the word brother. Their eyes locked together and she saw his eyes soften. His eyes were now filled with love...which confused Clary. He put his hand on her cheek and began to lean down. "What in the hell is he doing?" she thought. Before she could register what was happening, his lips were on hers. Jon, her brother, was kissing her.

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Clary gasped at the shock of his lips on hers. His lips were soft and hot as they moved against hers. It took her a moment to respond and then her lips were moving with his. His tongue was exploring her mouth. Her hands went into his hair pulling it and making him growl in her mouth. He started to kiss her harder, rougher. Sucking and biting her lip. Her hands moved from his hair, down his neck, and to his hard chest feeling his solid muscles through his shirt. Then she realized this was her brother and she pushed on his chest, hard, making him stumble back a couple of feet. His lips were red and swollen from their kissing. His hair a mess from her hands pulling at it. Jon's eyes were darker with lust as he stared at her.

"What the hell was that?" she asked, still trying to catch her breath from their passionate kissing. She had to admit, it was the best kiss she had ever had. Her stomach felt like it had knots in it. Her lips still felt the burning of his lips.

"You asked me why. Now, I think you know. I'm tired of hiding the way I feel. I'm done pretending." he said with conviction.

"Wha….What are you talking about?" she said back confused.

"I love you Clarissa; and not how a brother should love one's sister." he said walking closer to her. "I want you more than I have wanted anyone or anything else before. You're all I can think about; dream about. I tried to not feel this way, to just ignore it, thinking it would go away, but it never did. And if I'm honest, I don't want to stop feeling this way." He was so close to her now that she had to look up at him. "I've never felt like this towards anyone but you. You make me feel human. You make me want to be so much more than what I am. What father has made me to be." He had one hand on her cheek while they stared in each others eyes.

"What?...I…No. This is wrong." Clary said pushing his hand away and looking down away from him. Jon put his fingers below her chin and lifted it up, making her look at him.

"You kissed me back. You can't tell me that you don't feel something for me other than brotherly love. You want me. I know you do. Just like I want you." he said and smashed his lips to hers. This time,the kiss was not gentle. It was rough and full of lust, passion, and longing. She was kissing him back with the same passion but her mind wouldn't shut off. All she could think about was the fact they were siblings. It was just so wrong, even if it didn't feel that way. She pulled back from him and moved to the other side of the room to put some distance between them.

"Jon this.." she says making a gesturing with her hands between her and him, "...can not happen. You're my brother. My blood brother. We can't. It's just…wrong and sick." she said. He came at her so fast that she didn't have time to move as he backed her up to the wall. His eyes were blazing with anger and hurt.

"How I feel about you is not wrong or sick. Yes, we share the same blood but...so what? Egyptians used to marry their siblings and so did royals." he said while his hands were on each side of the wall caging her in.

"Yeah. Thousands of years ago and they are all dead now!" she says trying to move under his arms to get some space; but he wouldn't let her. He pushed his whole body over hers. She could feel his legs between hers. His head was bent down and his mouth was close to her ear and she could feel his hot breath. She could feel his heart pounding fast in his chest. His breathing was ragged. His teeth nipped at her ear, making her body shiver.

"I know you feel it to. Your body is telling me. I make your heart race and your breathing pick up when I'm close to you." he whispered in her ear. "Just like you do to me." he said while his breath was blowing in her ear, making her eyes roll in the back of her head with pleasure. "Stop thinking so much..." he said moving one of his hands to her leg and slowing moving it up her body, "...and just feel." He started to kiss her neck, sucking and nibbling on her soft skin while his hands roamed her body. Clary's eyes were closed while she was enjoying the feeling of him all over her. "Now, tell me this feels wrong." he said kissing her under her jaw and then around it and down to her cheek. He pulled back to look at her. "Tell me." he said in a soft yet commanding voice to her.

She opened her eyes. "No." she whispered, "..but it should." and then pulled him to her and their lips connected. Her hands moved to his hair and pulled it a little. Jon moaned into her mouth and his tongue was now exploring hers, circling her tongue. His hands were on her waist grabbing her. They then moved down and grabbed her thighs and pulled her legs around his waist, picking her up by her butt and walked towards her bed. All the while, not breaking their passionate kiss.

He pushed her on her bed and then was hovering above her; his legs between hers. His hands slowly ran up her legs. Jonathan's hands felt hot, making her body feel like she was on fire. His mouth moved to her neck and then was sucking and biting her skin and making Clary moan and buck her hips and grind them into his. He growled and ground his hardness into her center. Clary could feel how hard he was trough his pants and it felt so good rubbing her between her legs. She was moaning louder and she could feel her panties were soaked from her desire. Jonathan was breathing loudly in her ear as he nibbled on it, making her body shudder. Jon took one of her legs and wrapped it around his waist as he slowly moved his hand to her butt and grabbed it as he continued to grind his hardness to her core. Clary began moaning louder after a short time and she could feel she was about to cum at the feeling of him grinding into her. Right before she was about to cum, Jon pulled back.

"Dammit Jon." she said frustrated.

"Don't worry. I plan on making you cum, just not yet. I want to taste you." he said in a husky voice. His pupils were blown with his lust and he had a huge smile on his face looking at her underneath him. He grabbed her thighs and brought her to him. He lifted her dress and pulled down her thong. He licked up her thighs till he got to her pussy. She could feel his hot breath there.

"Oh, Jon." she moaned. He started flicking her clit with his tongue and sucking it. Clary had both of her hands in his hair, pulling him closer to her. She was moaning so loud now. "Oh…Fuck…Oh yeah, Jon. Right there….Oooo." He took two of his fingers and pushed them in her wet hole, curving them, making her scream with pleasure. Clary was so turned on, it didn't take her long. She came, hard; squirting her juices all over his mouth and making him moan at the taste of her.

He pulled back and Clary's breathing was hard as she was coming down from her orgasm. He takes a moment just to look at her. Clary laid underneath him, her dress bunched up to her waist. Her legs were spread for him and her hair was a mess all over her bed while her beautiful breasts, that were still restricted by her corset, moved up and down as she tired to catch her breath. Clary looked up at him and her eyes with filled with lust. She sat up and ripped his black button up shirt. He could hear some of the buttons hit the floor and walls. If possible, Jon became even more turned on.

Clary stared at his toned muscular and scared pale chest. She was biting her lip at how gorgeous he truly was and ran her hands down his chest. She could feel his heartbeat. It was beating so fast and he was breathing so hard. She looked up at him and her green eyes met his dark ones. He was staring at her with more emotion than she had ever seen in his eyes before. His eyes held lust, awe, excitement, worry, fear of rejection, and mostly, love. She had never seen him look more boyish before. He was usually so emotionless and such a hard ass, she sometimes wondered if he was really a robot.

She traced the scars on his stomach and chest with a light touch of her fingers. He shivered at her touch because nobody had ever touched his many scars that he had from the fights he had. Especially the ones he had from his father on his back, but he never showed Clary. He had the body of a warrior but he was still self conscience of it; only with Clary though. She was the only person that truly mattered to him.

"I want you." she said seductively. Her voice was full of lust as she ran her hands over his hard V line towards his boxers. She pulled at his belt, undoing it. She unzipped them and slowly pulled his pants and his boxers down at the same time. His huge hard ridged pink cock sprang out. She looked up at him, meeting his black lust filled eyes as she took him in her mouth. He grunted and threw his head back; his eyes rolling in the back of his head with pure pleasure. He buried his hands in her hair and looked down at her as she looked up at him. She was taking him all the way in her mouth; sucking him, swirling her tongue around his hard member with such precision that he had a hard time not cumming in her mouth too soon. He had pull away from her before he came.

"Turn around." he said in a deep sexy voice. Clary obeyed and turned around. Jon unlaced the back of her corset dress and helped her pull it off. Now she was fully naked and laying on the bed. He had been fantasizing about this for years but nothing in his imagination compared to real life. She was perfect. From her pale flawless silky smooth skin, her perfect perky breasts, her perfect rose pink nipples, her toned plump butt, her tiny long legs, her little patch of red hair between her legs to her beautiful face. She was truly his perfect ideal woman. No other could compare to her or would ever.

"You're truly exquisite. Only fit for a king." he said as he lowered himself to her. He rammed into her wetness, making them both scream in such pleasure as he buried all of his huge rock hard ridged member inside her. He started off slow and deep but then it turned more frantic. He was soon slamming into her hard and deep.

Clary was moaning loudly while Jon growled and grunted like a wild animal. Their hands were all over each other. It's like they couldn't touch each other enough. Clary's whole body started shaking with an extreme orgasm after only a few minutes. She screamed Jon's name as her body shuddered. Jon could feel her tighten over his member and that's all it took for his release.

"Ohhhh….little sister." he grunted in her ear as he came all in her. His body shuddered with his orgasm as he continued to rock his hips, making sure he spilled all of his cum inside her. His body fell on top of Clary's but he was careful not to crush her and he buried his face in her neck and hair. They laid there until they caught their breath and then Clary pushed him off of her and got up.

Jon was still laying there on her bed with a huge smile on his face. His eyes were so glazed over with pure joy that he didn't even realize Clary wasn't in bed with him anymore. Clary quickly went to her closet and pulled on some clothes and shoes. She went to her door and unlocked it. Jon finally came to and looked at Clary.

"Wait. Where are you going?" he said getting off the bed to go to her.

"I'm sorry…this was a mistake…I've got to get out of here. I'll be staying with a friend for a while." she said and walked out of the room. Jon walked out of the room naked and grabbed her by her shirt and threw her into the wall roughly; pinning her with his naked body. He didn't care if anyone, even their father, saw him. When he looked at her, his eyes were blazing with anger.

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Author's note

Sorry I've been M.I.A. lots of stuff going on and just seem to have lost my inspiration for a while but I will try to update all my stories as soon as I can...please leave a comment I love to hear from you guys