Hey guys.. here is an update. I promise to update one or two times a day. I don't know how many chapters this story will have but I figured it out and I just need to put it down. It won't be an incoplete story. I don't like that. So enjoy..


Chapter 7

What is it that they say? Don't look at the past. Keep your eyes looking at the future? But how can I? When the past is always in my heart, my mind, my soul? How can I see the future when my past is blocking my way there? You probably thinking what am I saying? Last time you've heard from me I was with Ashley. We were together for all of our College years. We were together with more than one way. Until the day she broke my heart. Until the day she took my heart in her hands and left.

It was a day like the others. We were at our apartment watching some movie that we rent the other day. Ashley was quiet almost all day. I didn't say anything. I didn't want to push her. She knew that I wanted her to be the first to tell me what was going on. Without seeing me I watched her several times when I noticed a tear run from her eyes. It was then that I decided that I had to ask her. I couldn't bear the thought that she was hearting and still she couldn't say anything. That's when I asked her. Wrong move. I shouldn't.

"Ash? What is it sweetie? Are you ok?

"…." She didn't say anything but her silence.. It was everything

"Ash.. please. You can talk to me. What's wrong?

"Spence.. please. Don't.."

"Ash.. you know that I don't like pushing you but when I see that something is wrong and you are crying I can't stay watching you hurt."

"It's nothing.."

"Sure it's something. Now.. could you please tell me?" I pouted

"Well.." she then started to cry really really hard. I was astonished. I couldn't say anything. I just held her.

"Baby.. what's wrong? Please tell me"

"You know my parents. You know who they are. You've seen them." I was curious. I didn't know where this was going.

Of course her parents didn't know that Ashley and I were lovers, girlfriends. They were rich. A lot. Her father was the leading singer of a group, Purl Venom. A well known group not only in States but across the country too. When they met me they weren't so fond with me but I didn't care so much. Of course I wanted them to like me but you can't make everyone love you. What I didn't know was that they were anti-gay peoples, if there is such a word.

So I had a clue how this talk would end. She couldn't tell her parents that we were together. I haven't pushed her to do so. I was always telling her that there was no need. Since we were together and we were fine there weren't anyone business. It was me and her. Me from the other part I wanted my parents to know. I couldn't hide what I felt with Ashley, and let me say. I still feel connected with her. So she continued what she started and she had my full attention.

"Remember the last time we met them?" oh yeah

"Of course. It was something out of this world"

"I went to see them yesterday" when? Why didn't she tell me something?

"And? How are they? Raife? Christine?"

"Oh.. they are fine"

"I'm glad. So why you got there?

"I wanted to tell them about us. I couldn't hide us. Our relationship. I just.. couldn't." I nodded

"Ok. So you told them. What did they say?" I pray to God and everyone who is out there to hear my praying. Ashley don't say the thing I feel you are gonna say.

"I told them that I love you and that we are together"

"How did they take it?"

"…"

"Ash?"

"…." She just cried

"Please, please tell me"

"They told me that if we were to continue this sinful relationship they would disinherit me."

"And you told them to fuck off?"

"…."

"You told them to fuck off Ashley?"

"Spence.. Please understand. I couldn't"

"You couldn't what? You couldn't stand to your parents and say that if they disinherit you.. you just don't care? That you didn't need their money?" I was so angry.

"That's the thing. I need their money" she said what?

"Please Spence…" she tried to touch me and I couldn't stand next to her. I stand up

"Please don't leave"

"oh yes. I have to. Because if I don't.. I don't know…"

"Can't you understand? I can't Spencer. I can't live without their money. And I love them. I want them to be a part of my life."

I laughed so much hearing that "What part of your life exactly Ashley? The part that is not you? The part that there is no me? What the fuck part of your life you mean?"

"I just…"

"Yes Ashley, you just"

"I'm sorry. I'm so so so sorry. I love you"

"Don't. Just don't. You don't have the right"

"Please.." she begged. But although I was so mad at her I wanted to kiss her and take away all of her pain. I know that she loved me. As much as I did. But I couldn't understand. She chose money over me?

"Just leave."

"Please Spencer"

"Just go"

"Spence"

"Ok. Stay. I'll leave" and I left. I left her to our apartment. Our. What a strange word for me now. The one thing that I was thinking as I was walking to nowhere was.. Why? Why she had to choose something like money over me? I didn't ask her. I didn't want to ask her. Although I wanted to.

Thank God that the school year was over. Our 3 years together was over. At least we didn't need to stay at the same house anymore. Although we had to until I had my things packed and leave. It was a week from hell. She tried to talk to me several times but she always talked with my bedroom door. I was locked inside my room and when I wasn't I tried to hear when she was out so I can leave my room that now was my cell.

It was the last day when I finally packed all of my things when she opened the door and got inside. She looked at me like she wanted to say something. I tried to stay calm but with her near me I couldn't.

"Where are you going? Where are you gonna stay?

"…." I didn't want to talk but sooner or later I had to

"Spence?"

"At my parents"

"Why don't you stay till graduation and leave later."

"There is no need. I already talked with my parents and they are waiting for me"

"Oh.. ok"

"Spence…?" I knew that it was coming

"What Ashley?"

"Please remember that I love you."

"So… It is true what they say. Love isn't enough." I laughed " If it was then we would be together"

"…"

"There is a track downstairs waiting. I should leave"

When I made my way to the door she grabbed me from my wrist and kissed me. At first I didn't kissed her back but then I wanted a last kiss from her. I kissed her hard leaving my kisses on her neck, behind her ear saying "I love you, but you hurt me. Goodbye Ashley. I hope you chose the right way and be happy". I closed the door behind and cried. I didn't want her to see me. I took my last things and left.


TBC

The next chapter will be Ashley's POV the day she told her parents. Stay tuned

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