Okay I know I havent updated in a really, really long time, but long story short my home comp was completely screwed up and I just got a new laptop so updates should hopfully be more frequent. So a little story before i start, as to my inspiration to update: My reviewers.
You see, I was readeing through my reviews and I got to thinking, wow these people really like my work! I was so happy, you really have no idea.
I often dont update cause I dont think people are enjoyiong my stories and then I get hesitant and don't update, so I'm being really serious here.
If you want an update, review so I know you are into it and so I know what you think and how i can improve.
I love you all so much and I love to hear your thoughts on my writing.
By the way, as always, I don't own King Arthur or any of it's characters. (Wow, it's been a long time since I wrote that!)
Mrinal had no Idea what to do, to be completely honest she was clueless. She had only been here at Hadrien's Wall for a day, and she couldn't quite fathom why she couldn't get that gods damn scout out of her head! Why did she have to be stuck with the emotionless one? How in her hell was she supposed to be able to tell if he felt the same? It was driving her crazy!
Well sure, she didn't show her emotions...nor did she speak out loud as much as she argued with herself, but she knew how she felt,
and nobody said she had to show it! But then again, nobody said he had to either, but...AAAUGH. You know it is one thing when one argues with oneself, it was another thing to lose that argument. Crap she felt stupid.
Kiara was just acting as the youngest of the group should: Like a love struck puppy. Hey, she was within her rights! Here was this handsome (debatable on Risa's part who though Galahad was absolutely dreamy) man who seemed to be interested in her, sitting on her left hand side, talking to her as though she was the only girl in the room.
life was good, and fair, and who the fucking hell is that girl in the corner trying to kid? The guy in the purple shirt isn't married you stupid twit! He dosn't have a ring! Stop trying to convince him that Guinevere needs a dress from his wife! Huh? What the hell is that queen up to?
Shari was conversing with Dagonet, as everyone one else was, if you discount the fact that most of her companions were flirting rather than conversing, but who was she to judge their actions. They were grown up women and wasn't this one of the reasons there were here? Well she had to admit that Risa's topic of conversation was rather platonic, the look her the girls gaze was not. Oh well, It was not her problem, She would just have to make a mental note to tell Galahad to lock his doors and windows tonight. Risa was on the prowl.
The only thing in Risa's head was the young man in front of her. Shoiuld she sneak into his bed chambers tonight? He seemed interested, but would he consider her mad? Would she be moving too fast? I mean they haven't even kissed yet. *Gasp* what if he didn't want to kiss her? What if her found her absolutely repulsive and didn't want to hurt her feeling? Oh gods, things would just be so much easier if he would just kiss her already. Oh, that would be so nice. From there her toughts went a little beyong PG rating so I'll just drop off there.
Mairi found it a little strange that Lancelot was having a completely civil conversation with her. Of course there werte quite a few flirtations thrown in, but she had heared so many warnings from so many different girls of how he womanized and used every pretty girls he came across. They were speaking of fighting tactics! This didn't seem like the type of conversation a womanizer would have with a woman he wished to womanize. What if he didn't find her appealing enough? She was so attracted to him, she would be upset. Nay probably more than upset. She enjoyed his company emmensley. But she wouldn't let her affect her outwardly, everyone would notice and then attention would be one her. Oh well, she could only hope.
Leiula stood in front of her mirror examining her chosen dress for the evening, it seemed everyone found her an antisocial sourpuss, which she wasn't. Besides it wouldn't hurt to try to fit in or just find someone to talk to. It definatly wouldn't be so loney, and she was jelous. All her companions had found something in the knight's, that went beyond friendship, even if they didn't see it themselves. Even Mairi, what did she have that Leiula didn't? The girl seemed to get everything, including the dark knight, Leiula had been attracted to him since the first time she saw him in the woods, and naturally her just looks over her completely. The blasted witch took something else from her, something that was naturally hers, MEANT TO BE HERS! Leiula would get what she wanted, what was her's if it was her last deed on this world. But until then she would do her best to be seen in a better light. Just so that maybe Lancelot would notice her for once.
Rhudessa looked around her at all her girls pleased at where they were. They had all gotten so far, and Arthur and Guinevere had been instrumental in their mission. She had seen what Guinevere had done with the tavern girl, and found it hard not to laugh, but she had managed it all right. But she worried for the threat looming closer towards them, and the threat closer to home. She worried about Leiula. Her hatred toward Mairi was evident and Rhudessa worried that things would only get worse before the end.
Ooh dark endings. I almost felt sorry for Leiula, almost until she went all bitchy and possesive. Tell me what you thought, I gaurentee it will help the update prossess.
